I was sitting on my bed, doing my essay on Romeo and Juliet, I remember thinking if Kurt was there it'd be a lot easier. Not because it was hard, compared to Dalton, this was pre-school work, but because it was Kurt's favorite and he makes time just fly by. I had almost finished the first sentence when my phone rang. I picked it up, it was Burt.
"Blaine, is Kurt with you?" He said urgently.
"uh, no. I haven't seen him since Friday." It was Sunday that day, I didn't go to see him on Saturday because I was feeling a bit ill and he didn't want to catch anything.
"What?" I heard Burt mutter down the phone. "Are you sure that's the last time you've seen him?" Burt said.
"W-w-what why? Is he not with you?" I remember getting a knot in my stomach.
"No, he said he was going to go round yours and give you some chicken soup on Saturday morning, he didn't come home, I assumed he stayed over..."
"Mr Hummel, I-I-I haven't seen him." I was getting really worried now, so was Burt.
"Listen Blaine, I'm going to go. I'll phone you later." Then he hung up. My hands were shaking as I sent a mass text to everyone I knew who would possibly be with Kurt. They all replied with 'Nope, why?' or 'Haven't seen him since Friday why?'
Next thing I knew I was in my car, driving around lima looking for him, I went everywhere from the Lima Bean to our favorite bench in the park. He wasn't anywhere.
I ended up at Kurt's house, Carole let me in. Mr Hummel was a mess pacing the floor. Two police men were there taking details.
Everyone kept telling me not to worry. How could I not worry. Kurt was missing and nobody had seen him. The police men said not to worry, 'kids do this all the time' they said. 'It's only been a day' they said.
Yes well now it's been a fucking week and nobody has seen him. Everyone in the school is pretending to give a shit. They've been putting flowers out for him, they don't care. Not really. Ever since he's been gone nothing's been the same. Everyone's starting to worry about me, they keep telling me to eat, but I can't. My teachers say my grades are slipping but I just can't concentrate, my friends are telling me I look tired, but I can't sleep, even my dad is asking what's wrong. But I don't want them to worry about me, I want them to worry about Kurt. I need to find him.
I search for him every night. But I can never find him.
I feel so fucking useless. I told him once that I couldn't live without him, he said 'as long as you remember to eat, you'll live' then we started laughing. I can't laugh now, not anymore. I feel so empty without him. Blaine left with Kurt and now I'm just a hollow shell. I just need to find him.