“Blaine, please, stay on the phone with me, I’m on my way over” Kurt pleaded, Blaine couldn’t do this, Kurt couldn’t let him do this.

“Don’t Kurt, there’s nothing you can do. I’m doing it” Blaine said with finality.

“Blaine Don’t. Please wait, don’t i need to tell you something, something important... Just please stay on the phone with me” Kurt sobbed.

“Kurt, stop nothing can change my mind, this is the best option... There’s nothing you can do, please I don’t- I don’t want you of all people to see me like this. You have so much to live for, you have Tom. I don’t have anyone, Kurt, no one.” Blaine’s end of the lines fell silent, he’d hung up.

“You have me Blaine” whispered Kurt down the phone. He’d just reached Blaine’s house. He leapt from the car and sprinted to his front door. Pushed it open and ran upstairs to Blaine’s room.

“Blaine, Blaine" Kurt screamed as he banged on the door.

He pushed open the door and saw Blaine laying on his bed a bottle of water and an empty packet of pills on his bedside table.

“Blaine, Blaine wake up please Blaine open your eyes?”

“Wha- Kurt what are you doing here I said you can’t come, I don’t want you to remember me like this”

“But Blaine, I can’t - I don’t want- I’m not ready to lose you- you, you mean- I love you Blaine”

“What you erm what you what”

“I love you Blaine, I have done for months... You never seemed Interested in me, in that way and there was Tom, asking me out showing interest in me so I went for it. I’m sorry I haven’t been here more for you”

“Kurt I was, I love you too Kurt. You’re amazing and I don’t deserve, I’m not good enough for you. And then you were dating Tom and” Blaine’s eyes rolled backwards and he fell limp against the bed.

Kurt whipped out his phone and dialled 911.

“Hi ambulance please, erm my friend overdosed and has passed out and, and, and”

“Calm down, where are you?”

“1108 Newland Avenue”

“Okay there’s an ambulance on its way”

“Blaine” Kurt sobbed, “Please don’t die, please I love you... I love you I love you”

Kurt pressed a gentle kiss into his curls, staring at his expressionless face.

“Be okay Blaine, please. I need you to be okay”

The ride to the hospital was long and tedious, Kurt spent it all clinging to Blaine’s hand praying that they could fix him, bring him back.

He was sat in the canteen downing his 15th cup of coffee when a doctor arrived to talk to him. He scanned her face to look for signs of bad news.

“Mr Hummel, take a seat,” she said softly. “Now, we’ve pumped Blaine’s stomach and we got most of the pills out. Unfortunately, too many had dissolved, we couldn’t save him I’m sorry. Is there anyone we can call for you...?”

“Could I maybe just see him one last time?” asked Kurt

“I’m not sure if that’s a good idea”

“Please, I just want to see him one last time”

“Okay,” said the doctor as she got up and walked Kurt down to Blaine’s room.

“Could you give me a few minutes alone...? Please” tears cascading down his face.

The doctor nodded and left him alone, Blaine’s lifeless form lay on the bed, all pale and broken.

“Blaine I’m, I’m going to really miss you. I don’t know what I’m going to do without you, you meant everything to me. I loved you; I loved you so, so much.”

He took Blaine’s hand brushed his curls out of his face and he lent in and pressed his lips to Blaine’s longing to feel him kiss back.

“If I had told you that I liked you on at way maybe, maybe... Oh, this is all my fault”

“Mr Hummel, there is a Mr Hanson waiting at reception for you”

“Tom? What’s he doing here?”

“Hey, Baby, Carole called me… said you we’re here, what’s going on…”

“Bl-Blaine K-killed himse-self” said Kurt sobbing and falling in to Tom’s arms.

“Oh Baby, come on let’s get you home”

“It’s all my fault. I should have told him”

“Told him what…” asked Tom confused

“That I loved him, look Tom you are great and I really, really like you, but Blaine’s, Blaine… was Blaine. I think I just need to be alone, and single for a while… I’m sorry.”

“Oh” said Tom slightly taken aback. “Come on let’s get you home…”

Kurt let Tom take him home. Tom didn’t know he’d be back there in 12 hours, saying goodbye to the boy he loved.

Burt had found Kurt on his bed, arm hanging off the bed a note clutched in his hand.

I’m sorry, I need to be with Blaine

Kurt found himself in a small white room.

"Kurt?" said the curly haired boy staring at him.

"Yeah?"

"What are you doing here?"

"I couldnt live without you Blaine, it wasn't living"

"I love you Kurt," said Blaine looping his arms around Kurt's waist.

"and now we have eternity together"

The End