“I want to kiss every inch of your body. I want to mark every centimeter. I want to memorize every millimeter. I want to lick your neck; I want to suck your skin. I want to bite your shoulder; I want to kiss your thighs. I want to make you scream the highest note and moan the lowest growl.” Kurt swallowed thickly as he re-read the note for the third time. No matter how many times he went over the words and they formed in his mind he still couldn’t quite put his head around it. Around the fact that Blaine had actually written these words down which meant that he had thought about them, which in conclusion, meant that he thought about doing all those things described on the paper. They had been together for 8 months now and they had come up with this little game to make Kurt feel a little more comfortable in the sex department, a game they named “I want”. After a week or so they found the best way to do it was by paper, leaving little notes for each other with, on them, things they could try and do and test. It never went too far or got too dirty and it was quite obvious they were both holding back but according to the paper in Kurt’s hands, not anymore.

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It was all planned, well, a simple quiet evening at Blaine’s house that was. Instead it ended up in Kurt throwing himself at Blaine the second he opened the door to let him in. He kissed him with all he had bringing his hands up to his face only to let them trail down, one fisting his shirt the other grasping his sides to pull him closer.

Blaine had prepared a dinner, he had planned some movies and had a damn playlist already set but then Kurt breathed against his lips “I got your note” and that was that, Blaine locked the door and let Kurt pull him up the stairs, trying desperately to keep their lips attached. The kissing had grown erratic by the time they reached the bedroom, shirts were already half open and off.

Kurt was feeling better than he had ever felt before, Blaine was kissing and nipping along his jaw, running his tongue along his pulse point and adam’s apple down to his shoulder junction. Kurt felt no nerves or fear as he finally removed Blaine’s last layer. He let his hands drift all along his body to finally rest on his waist. He had seen Blaine shirtless before, many times in fact, their game had guaranteed that but now there was no limit. They stopped kissing for a little and just let their foreheads touch; breathing each other’s air as they walked further into the room. Blaine had never felt so alive as he was right now, every time they kissed he felt that, the magic they had, the chemistry. Blaine bend his head, slowly, letting his nose trail along Kurt’s cheek until his lips were caressing his, they moved together, sliding perfectly causing sparks of arousal to course through them, it wasn’t just small tingles and little tickles, no, it was full-on shocks that were edging them on.

The kissing got frantic as Kurt finally brought his fingers to Blaine’s belt, undoing it and not even bothering to pull it out before going to the buttons of Blaine’s jeans. Blaine, meanwhile, was letting his hands dance along Kurt’s bare back before letting them slip down and into Kurt’s pants, splaying his hands over his ass causing Kurt’s hips to jerk forward which, in turn, made everything faster. It suddenly didn’t matter that this was their first time going this far because it was them and the trust and love was enough for neither of them to worry.

Soon Kurt’s pants were being pushed down his legs and Blaine’s were on the floor along with his underwear. Blaine pulled the offensive jeans off and fell back onto the bed to watch Kurt remove the last item of clothing before joining him, crawling up his body. He settled over Blaine, straddling his legs, he stared down at their naked bodies, fitting together as Blaine leaned up to a sitting position to kiss him, he kept it slow and made everything sensual, taking Kurt’s bottom lip between his and sucked on it before fitting their mouths together, opening up to let their tongues frantically join each other, the passion in their kiss made Kurt move closer, affectively bringing their cocks together.

Blaine was losing it, the pleasure he was feeling was making him lack focus on the kissing and he was just grabbing onto Kurt’s back, pulling him forward so they could rock together, erections sliding along one another. Kurt was mumbling against his lips but the words were not reaching Blaine’s brain as he was practically lifting off the bed in his attempt to get them closer, but them they did reach him “I want you in me” Blaine stopped his movements causing Kurt to full-out whine. He looked up into his eyes, they were so dark it was breathtaking. Blaine knew that that was where this was all going but for some reason he thought he would be asking to be fucked first, he had always wanted to bottom their first time but now that Kurt was suggesting it, he realized that it didn’t matter, they could do it all.

Ten minutes later, they had discussed everything, the bed was ready, they had each showered (in separate showers), a towel was laid out near the bed and lube was out on the bedside table. It had taken a lot of will power to separate from each other but they knew this had to be organized and not just “done”. Blaine was, in his own way, giving Kurt the opportunity to back out if he wanted to. But, now they were once again on the bed and no one had even really considered backing out. Blaine had coated his fingers with lube, had warned it up between his palms and was now gently pushing his second finger into Kurt while he lay on his elbows, looking down.

But it was too much so he fell back as he elbows gave out leaving his hands to grasp at air and then sheets. His toes were contracted painfully as he forced through every wave of dull pain and pushed through the fog of pleasure to keep himself concentrated on staying relaxed and just letting himself feel everything around him. The discomfort he was feeling before dissipated as more shocks of pure pleasure ran all along his shivering body. He didn’t think it was possible for one human to feel that much. He couldn’t even think about how more would feel. Right now, he wouldn’t let himself think about it because this was happening and whatever would come after he would gladly discover.

Blaine gently moved his fingers around, he started parting and scissoring them little by little to stretch the muscle out all while making sure to brush Kurt’s pleasure point every so often because he was already addicted to the noises that left Kurt’s lips whenever he did. Soon enough he had done all he could with two fingers so he pulled them half-out only to let a third one join in. All three slipped in with ease thanks to the preparation and lube but he still kept every motion slow and delicate. Kurt had started to tremble from the sheer extent of pleasure and Blaine knew he was close but if he slowed down his movements any further Kurt may hit him if his moans and pleas were anything to go by. Blaine continued his ministration as he pressed kisses all around Kurt’s thighs. Blaine could now move his fingers around a little more and he knew Kurt was ready but he wanted this to be completely painless, so he went on just for a bit.

“B-blainahhh, p-please..ju-just…please.” His whole body was writhing around and he was becoming restless and desperate for release. Blaine gulped at the sight, kissed Kurt’s inner thigh one last time and slowly eased his fingers out. He made a quick job of wiping his hand on the towel laid down next to the bed and after letting out a small nervous sigh he opened the condom packet. Surprisingly he wasn’t shaking as he rolled it onto his swollen cock and slicked it up with the lube they had bought. Despite his nervousness he couldn’t help but feel the importance and…beauty of this situation. He was always lead to believe that he would never really get a special first time because of his sexuality, he was always convinced he would never find real love. But as he crawled closer to Kurt and saw the stunning mix of lust and love in his gorgeous glasz eyes he couldn’t stop the smile that spread across his face as well as the moisture filling up his eyes. He felt a little silly considering the position they were in but it didn’t matter because now Kurt was doing the same.

They had already discussed how they would do this even before that evenning and they had both quickly agreed that being face to face for the first time would be the best. They had also agreed that neither of them would be a designated top or bottom. Blaine moved over Kurt and took two pillows from behind him to place under his hips. He gently touched Kurt’s outer thigh to signal him to lift up, Kurt got it and arched his back and hips off the bed, the sight made Blaine let out a choked high pitched mewl which he tried to catch up with a cough. He placed the pillows and ran his hands up and down Kurt’s legs trying to get him as comfortable and relaxed as possible. Kurt wrapped one of his legs around Blaine’s waist effectively bringing him closer, he was planning on taking charge in some way by doing that but it only resulted in Blaine half tumbling onto him before catching himself on his elbows. It did, however, facilitate the kiss that Kurt decided to go for, leaning up to press his lips to Blaine’s while the later re-positioned himself a little better as to not crush Kurt but it seemed that Kurt would have none of it as he dipped further onto one elbow to bring his other arm up and around Blaine’s neck and bringing him down some more to accentuate the kiss.

So Blaine let it happen, he let himself be taken over by the simple action of kissing. Sweet, slow yet passionate and it still sent tingles all through his body just like the first time their lips had touched, but right now, it was so much more. The slight desperation the kiss previously had slowly dissipated only to be replaced in absolute comfort and love and the perfect heat that enveloped their bodies as they pressed closer. “I’m ready,” Kurt whispered with a small smile before leaning even closer to breathe in Blaine’s ear “So come on and fuck me” to which Blaine’s brain, he’s positive, short circuited. But Blaine, as the good boyfriend that he was, complied with unexpected ease as he positioned himself once again above Kurt, using his hand to guide his already leaking cock towards Kurt’s entrance.

Despite having taken showers right before, Kurt could see sweat forming on Blaine’s forehead as he watched from underneath while Blaine settled between his legs. He reached up place one of his gell-free curls behind his ear as he carefully pulled his bent legs up, under Blaine’s arms and over his shoulders. “What are yo….” Blaine whispered with slightly wide eyes. Kurt smiled a little and bit his lip “I may have done a little research on…positions” Blaine gulped at the words and asked “Are you ready?” Kurt hooked his feet, as much as he could, above Blaine’s neck and brought his hand up to his boyfriends face. He nodded once and Blaine leaned down to kiss him and whisper “I love you” as he slowly pushed in.

Both of them let out gasps at the overwhelming sensation. It was new and hot and different and a little weird but so so good even if it was only the beginning it left them both breathless. Blaine let out a ragged breath as he continued to move forward in the tight heat that surrounded him, the pleasure he was feeling as the pressure around his dick progressed was dizzying and he just wanted to trust all the way in but he knew what pace he had to keep. Meanwhile, Kurt was getting restless, it was all too slow, he wanted more. He thought there would be pain but all he could feel was pleasure and a slight tingle from the stretch that was almost completely gone. But, soon enough Blaine was all the way in and his thighs were against Kurt’s ass and he was asking for more as his back arched off the bed causing Blaine more impossibly wonderful friction.

“Oh god” Kurt wasn’t even controlling the things that were coming out of his mouth anymore, the link between his brain and mouth had severed and everything was now just linked to his pleasure, and it wasn’t just in his cock but everywhere, every single one of his cells were vibrating with this new sensation, and then, Blaine started to move. Slowly he pulled out, grinding his teeth together at the feeling around his dick, he pushed back in a little faster this time and Kurt was mewling asking for more, harder, faster. Blaine wanted to worry about it being gentle and soft and keeping all his focus on pleasing Kurt but it seemed like they wanted the same thing. He was now moving in and out, every time going a little faster, pushing in a little harder while he mouthed at Kurt’s neck, his favorite place.

He didn’t want it to ever end but he had not expected how so insanely good it was going to feel, he knew it would be amazing but this was just…so much more. Kurt was rocking up into him now, trying to get him deeper, attempting to reach… “Ahh Bl-ahh”, the new angle was mindblowing as Blaine made a job of thrusting right into Kurt’s prostate. The air was thick and if they weren’t so engrossed with what they were doing they would have noticed how noisy they were but it didn’t matter because Blaine was once again accelerating and everything was getting hotter; skin, sounds, kisses. Blaine was going through a mantra of swears and “Kurt”s and “I love you god I love you”s they were close, it felt like it was getting greater by the second and Kurt was wondering if he could even survive his climax because his whole body was overheating in the most delicious way possible, the intensity of the oncoming orgasm was already overwhelming but he wanted it so badly.

Blaine was losing his control, starting to forget his rhythm as his whole body tightened. He brought his face up to stare at Kurt only to gasp causing his hips to give sharp thrusts at the sight, Kurt’s head was bowed back, mouth open, bright red and wet, one of his arms was bent back grasping for purchase on the headboard, knuckles white as he help on, groaning and panting and then he was silent. Shaking and arching off the bed some more into Blaine who choked on air as he felt Kurt tighten around his cock. Kurt was coming, harder than he had even done in his life and it took mere seconds before Blaine was as wll, he was gasping into the skin of Kurt’s throat continuing his thrusts until they slowed.

Thhey came down from their high, it took quite a while before Blaine was aware of his surroundings again. He was shaking and so was Kurt whose legs had slowly slipped back down onto the bed and whose arms had come back up around Blaine’s neck, fiddling with the sweaty curls that clung there. Blaine had lost any ability to do anything as he started to let himself drop down but he did find himself enough to pull out, he expected a hiss from Kurt or a sound of discomfort but all he heard was ragged breathing and a small chuckle. Blaine was now completely on top of Kurt, letting his whole weight rest there and he tried to look up to see what Kurt was giggling at but he couldn’t find the strength. “Whatfle?” was all he managed.

Kurt was so content and happy because everything was perfect. “We’re going to have a really hard time ever leaving the bedroom again, aren’t we?” He asked bending his head a little to stare at the top of Blaine’s head that was resting on his chest. “Nevelle leaving” Blaine mumbled into his slightly shiny skin. Underneath him he felt Kurt’s laugh in his chest, he felt the muscles shift as Kurt brought his arms fully around him. It was all so comfortable and Blaine loved it, this, being here with the person he loves, just having had the best experience in his life and just knowing that there would be more, that they would be able to do that for the rest of their lives, he felt cheesy and slightly brain dead but he didn’t care because Kurt was humming into his hair and stocking his back where he could now feel a few scratch marks.

Kurt tapped his shoulder, “Blaine, I think you should probably get off” Blaine snorted at his choice of words and then proceeded to not roll, but lump off Kurt ungracefully. He quickly turned on his side to stare at Kurt who had done the same. They were sluggish and grinning like idiots. Kurt stared down at Blaine’s now softening cock (Kurt was naked in bed with him, it just wouldn’t go soft) and bit his lip. “Um, shouldn’t you take that off?” he said, letting his hand trail down Blaine’s stomach where he could feel his muscles move under his now drying come. His hand trailed down under Blaine’s navel to his cock, he heard and felt Blaine suck in a breath as he started to slip the condom off. Kurt brought his second hand down the tie it at the end and whispered “Shouldn’t this be weird?”. Blaine looked up at him and smiled, he knew this should have been awkward and, well, sticky but it all felt so natural and normal. This was them and it had nothing to do with the norm or what would be expected and he loved it. They stayed lying there in silence just looking at each other, taking it all in. Kurt kept biting his lower lip and it was really distracting, almost as distracting as when Blaine scooted closer to tangle his legs with Kurt’s.

They knew they should probably get up to take a shower but moving seemed out of the question, they liked their little bubble of comfort. They talked for what felt like hours, this was their weekend after all and they could afford to stay in bed for as long as they wished. “So,” Blaine started “tomorrow, I know we planned on watching Evita,” “And Rent” Kurt added. Blaine grinned before continuing “But I was thinking, I would like it to be my turn.” He saw Kurt’s eyes widen and even darken a little, before he nodded and asked “As in you want to bottom?” he checked, Blaine smirked “That’s what we agreed, but instead of waiting until next weekend, I thought tomorrow would be as good a day as any. Not only that, I want to try everything and that does include having your dick in me, many times” to that Kurt blushed and drew in a harsh breath. “OK,” he whispered before slipping forward to kiss Blaine, he leaned back, eyes dark “that can be arranged.”.