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Jan. 16, 2012, 6:33 p.m.


Better Than I Know Myself

Kurt and Blaine have a little fight and they sing it out.


K - Words: 793 - Last Updated: Jan 16, 2012
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Categories: Angst, Songfics,
Characters: Blaine Anderson, Kurt Hummel,

Author's Notes: Song is "Better Than I Know Myself" by Adam Lambert. It's my favorite song by him and it just reminded me of Kurt and Blaine. They'll fight but they'll never leave.
Blaine walked out of the apartment angry for the third time that week. He and Kurt were nearing finals and it was getting strained between them to spend time together. They would say things that they knew hurt each other but in the heat of the moment it was what they did. Every time they fought Kurt would tell him to just go and leave him alone. And he would. He'd walk out and give it an hour and go back.

Again, an hour later he walked back into the apartment. Kurt was curled up on the couch and clutching a pillow to his chest. Blaine walked over to him and knelt down in front of him. Kurt's stunning blue eyes looked down at him.

“I'm so sorry,” Kurt said. Blaine nodded and stood up.

“So am I,” he said sighing.

“You want to leave...so why don't you?” Kurt said. Blaine looked at him stunned. His heart twisted on his chest and he looked down at Kurt with only love in his eyes.

“I could never leave you. Every relationship is like this and things are stressful right now. I don't want to leave,” Blaine said. Kurt looked up at him sort of, shocked. Blaine pulled out his phone and played the music to one of Kurt's favorite songs. Kurt knew it instantly.

“Cold as ice, and more bitter than a December winter night, that's how I treated you, and I know that I, I sometimes tend to lose my temper and I cross the line, yeah that's the truth,” Blaine sang kneeling back down.

“I know it gets hard sometimes, but I could never leave your side no matter what I say,” Kurt sang next. Blaine smiled up at him and went into the next part.

“Cause if I wanted to go I would've gone by now but, I really need you near me to keep my mind off the edge. If I wanted to leave I would've left by now but you're the only one that knows me better than I know myself,” Blaine sang to him meaning every word. Kurt looked down at him and put a hand to Blaine's face and ran his thumb over his cheek.

“All along, I tried to pretend it didn't matter if I was alone, deep down I know, if you were gone for even a day I wouldn't know which way to turn cause I'm lost without you,” Kurt sang along and Blaine smiled up at him.

“I know it gets hard sometimes, but I could never, leave your side no matter what I say,” Blaine sang.

“Cause if I wanted to go I would've gone by now but, I really need you near me to keep my mind off the edge. If I wanted to leave I would've left by now but you're the only one that knows me better than I know myself,” Kurt sang this chorus and looked at Blaine and leaned down and kissed his forehead.

“I get kind of dark, let it go to far. I can be obnoxious at times, but try and see my heart. Cause I need you now, so don't let me down. You're the only thing in this world I would die without,” they sang in unison blending perfectly.

“Cause if I wanted to go I would've gone by now but, I really need you near me to keep my mind off the edge. If I wanted to leave I would've left by now but you're the only one that knows me better than I know myself,” Blaine sang the chorus and felt the tears welling up in his eyes all over again and threatening to overflow.

“Cause if I wanted to go I would've gone by now but, I really need you near me to keep my mind off the edge. If I wanted to leave I would've left by now but you're the only one that knows me better than I know myself,” Kurt sang and finished the song. Blaine leaned up and kissed him and joined him on the couch and wrapped Kurt up in his arms.

“I'm sorry for how I was Kurt...I'll do my best to never let it happen again. I love you,” Blaine said.

“I'm sorry too. I'll do my best too. Maybe we should make more time for each other though...” Kurt said.

“I agree, for now...let's just forget about it,” Blaine said.

“Okay...Blaine?” he asked.

“Yes?”

“I love you,” Kurt said and attached his lips to Blaine's and Blaine pulled him closer. They stayed like that for hours. Wrapped up in each other and all of their studying and books forgotten. Blaine wouldn't have had it any other way.
End Notes: So...?

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I like this. I would have liked to read arguement but the song was very nice. I am loving these one-shots!!

Maybe one day I will write them fighting but I need to check for the perfect song to bring out in it. Lol...I'm surprisingly happy with my one shots. Thanks! :D