" Well if that's howyou feel then" Kurt screams tears streaming down his cheeks his voice cracks as
yet another sob racks his body catching in his throat as he continues.

"Then, maybe it would be best if I just leave" he looks to Blaine pain evident his usually hypnotizing blue eyes a deep dull grey. They'd been at this for the last two hours and they've both had enough. Blaine looks to him hazel eyes pleading, desperate. But Blaine is stubborn. So as his heart screams 'no don't leave please I love you I'm sorry just don't go." The words that actually escape his mouth. "FINE, maybe you should, maybe it's for the best" he regrets saying then as soon as he does. He watches powerless as Kurt looks at him, the tears still flooding down his cheeks, taking off his wedding and engagement rings and throws them at Blaine before running out the front door and never looking back.

That was nearly 6 weeks ago and Kurt hasn't set foot in their house since.

From Blaine

Kurt please talk to me I know I messed up and I know you mad at me but please. I miss you and I love you -B

From Blaine

Baby please it's been 6 weeks just talk to me –B

From Blaine

Fine don't talk to me but the guys and I are doing a show on Saturday night and I would really appreciate it if you were there, I love you

–B

And that's how Kurt ended up here in a bar with what felt like hundreds of sweaty, disgusting people in a bar on a Saturday sipping a diet coke, waiting for his husbands band to be called to the stage.

He must have zoned out because all of a sudden everybody in the room is clapping and Blaine's voice echoes over the sound system.

Kurt looks up to the stage to see his husband standing at a microphone in black jeans so tight they might as well have been painted on. A white tank top and a leather jacket with his curls free. Kurt has to admit that no matter how mad at Blaine he is, Blaine looks gorgeous.

"This song goes out to my amazing husband" after ignoring the shouts of 'oh what a shame' and 'thats a waste of a good looking man' from several women in the audience Blaine continues "Kurt I messed up and I'm sorry but I miss you and I love you please forgive me"

I can understand howwhen the edges are rough

And they cut you like the tiniest slithers of glass

And you feel too much

And you don't know how long you're gonna last,

But everyone you know, is tryin' smooth it over,

Find a way to make the hurt go away,

But everyone you know, is tryin' smooth it over,

Like you're trying toscream underwater,

But, I won't let you make the great escape,

I'm never gonna watchyou checkin out of this place

I'm not gonna lose you

Cause the passion and the pain

Are gonna keep you alive someday

Gonna keep you alive someday

I feel like I could wave my fist in front of your face

And you wouldn't flinch or even feel a thing

And you've retreated to your silent corner

Like you decided thefight was over for ya,

Everyone you know, is tryin' smooth it over,

Find a way to make the hurt go away,

Everyone you know, is tryin' smooth it over,

Everyone needs a floor they can fall through

I won't let you make the great escape,

I'm never gonna watch you checkin outta this place

I'm not gonna lose you

Cause the passion and pain

Are gonna keep you alive someday

They're gonna keepyou alive someday

Blaine steps off the stage and walks towards Kurt tears in his eyes.

I'm terrified of the dark, but not if you go with me

And I don't need a pill to make me numb

And I wrote the book on runnin',

But that chapter of my life will soon be done

I'm the king of the great escape

You're not gonna watch me checkin outta this place

You're not gonna lose me

Cause the passion andpain

Are gonna keep usalive, someday

Yeah the passion and the pain

Are gonna keep us alive someday, someday

By the end of the song Blaine is standing in front of Kurt who is crying. Blaine takes his hand " Can you forgive me Kurt" hazel eyes full of hope.

" Always Blaine, I love you" Kurt throws himself intoBlaine's arms. Blaine allows his arms to drop to Kurt's waist and he reaches into his jacket pocket. "Well then I think you're gonna need these" he opens his hand to reveal Kurt's rings. Kurt puts them back on and kisses Blaine.

"I'm never saying goodbye to you and I will love you forever" his bright blue eyes sparkle.

Blaine smiles "forever and ever."