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Kurt and Blaine get into a fight after Kurt's graduation that may be detrimental to there relationship. Will the make up? Is this then end of Klaine as we know it? Slightly AU.


T - Words: 1,765 - Last Updated: Jun 26, 2012
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Categories: Angst, Cotton Candy Fluff, Romance,
Characters: Finn Hudson,
Tags: established relationship, OMG CREYS,

 

Kurt lay across his bed, tears running down his face. He couldn't believe it. It was over. Everything was over. He felt like his whole life was over. How could he live without Blaine? Blaine was the best thing to ever happen to him, and he had let that all slip away. He picked up the picture of Blaine that stood on his nightstand, just seeing his beautifully dapper face made more tears come rushing down his face. He stood up and threw the picture down, anger welling up in teary eyes.

"Why did you do it? Why did you break up with me? I freaking loved you!" Kurt fell down onto his knees, sobs taking over his bodies. He felt like his life was shattered, just like the broken glass on the floor.

 

                Kurt and Blaine walked down the hallway out of McKinley after Kurt's graduation. Kurt couldn't believe it. He had finally graduated, made it into NYADA. His future was all in front of him. The two stopped at McKinley's front doors, stopping to observe the rain that was steadily falling. Blaine had been very quiet for a long time, Kurt was starting to worry that something was wrong.

"Blaine are you okay?" Kurt asked his boyfriend, "You've been quiet for a really long time."

Blaine sighed and looked down, "I'm scared Kurt."

"What of?" Kurt asked nervously.

"What's going to happen to us? Once you leave."

Kurt paused at Blaine's question, he honestly didn't know, "I guess we'll just have a long distance relationship until you graduate next year."

Blaine's expression immediately saddened, "Those never work."

"Ours will!" Kurt reassured Blaine, though he knew that long distance relationships were amazingly difficult.

"How do you know that?" Blaine yelled, Kurt was taking aback by Blaine's tone but Blaine didn't seem to notice, "What happens if you become some big Broadway star and you realize that your stupid high school boyfriend doesn't fit doesn't fit in your life anymore, what happens if that one year apart becomes forever?" Kurt could see the tears gathering in Blaine's eyes as he ran out into the rain.

"Blaine wait, Blaine I-"

"Can you promise me that that isn't going to happen Kurt?"

Kurt paused, he didn't know. He knew he'd always have a very special place in his heart for Blaine, seeing that he was his real first love, first kiss with someone he actually cared about and was his first time. Honestly Kurt didn't know what the future held for him and Blaine. He didn't know what he would want once he got to college. It was all so confusing to him. Blaine caught onto Kurt's apprehension and looked suddenly sadder than he ever had before.

"Because if you can't promise me that right now we should just break up, I can't sit around with you all summer just to watch you leave at the end not knowing if you'll ever come back." The rain seemed to start to pour down even faster as he said this. The two were already drenched but neither seemed to care.

"Blaine I love you it's just-"

"Just what Kurt? Seriously if you can't promise me that I'll always be in your life then there's no point in going forward in this relationship." Blaine sobbed out, his tears falling as fast as the rain that hit them.

Kurt choked back a sob as he stared at the boy who he loved with all his heart, "Blaine please don't do this to me! Please don't break up with me!"

"Kurt if you can't say that you'll always be mine then-then there's no point in staying together, I'd rather break up now than have my heart stomped out when you leave for New York and realize that I don't fit in with you high-class life."

Kurt took one more look at Blaine and choked back another sob, "I thought you loved me but I was obviously wrong!" He screamed at the top of his lungs and ran in the direction of his car. He could hear Blaine calling his name but he didn't turn back. Why should he? Blaine wasn't his boyfriend anymore.

 

                Kurt had finally stopped his violent sobbing; now he just had a steady stream of tears along with an occasional muffled sob escape from him.

"Dude please let me in!" Finn yelled as he knocked on his brother's door, "Dude I'm worried about you! Just let me in."

Kurt felt another sob escape from his throat, "J-Just l-leave me alone F-Finn!" Kurt yelled, trying to keep his sobs from escaping again.

"Will you at least tell me what happened? Come on we just graduated we're supposed to be happy!"

Before Finn knew it Kurt was at the door, he looked horrible. Not his normal self at all.

"Dude what ha-"

"Happy Finn? How can I be happy? BLAINE JUST BROKE UP WITH ME!" Kurt yelled at the top of his lungs as he stumbled back to his bed. Kurt sat down on the bed's edge and cupped his face in his hands. Finn walked over to where Kurt was sitting, carefully avoiding the shattered glass, and wrapped his arms around his brother.

"Kurt I'm so sorry, I had no idea. Why-Why did he breakup with you?"

Kurt repeated the story of how Blaine thought Kurt wouldn't want anything to do with him once he got to the New York to Finn slowly, getting interrupted by the more then occasional sob. By the time he was through Kurt was in tears again. Finn tightened his grip on Kurt and held his brother close to him in attempt to comfort the heart broken boy.

 

Kurt had fallen completely into his brother's arms, his head on his shoulder, completely distraught over what had happened earlier that day, when Blaine slowly made his way to the door and knocked on the side of the door.

"Can I come in?" Finn shot up, automatically jumping into big brother mode, even though oddly enough Kurt was five months older than Finn.

"Kurt doesn't want to hear anything you have to say, He never will. So why don't you just turn around and go back to Dalton where you came from?" Blaine looked down, upset at the situation and at Finn's words.

"It's okay Finn; he-he can come in." Finn scowled at Blaine as he pushed by him.

"I'll be downstairs if you need someone to kick his ass or something." Finn made his way downstairs leaving the two ex-boyfriends alone.

"Kurt I-" Blaine started until Kurt cut him off.

"Blaine we were over for more than a year I can't believe you don't know me well enough by now to know that I would never intentionally hurt you." Kurt looked away from Blaine, not wanting more tears to come back down his face.

"Kurt I'm so sorry I shouldn't have broken up with you I just-"

"You just what Blaine? You broke my heart that's what you did!" Kurt yelled, tears already starting to come down his face.

"Kurt I'm sorry!" Blaine cried, tears falling down his face as well, "I didn't want to spend all summer with you and then get my heart ripped out when you leave for New York and finally realize that you're too good for me and break up with me for someone better!"

Kurt paused; he got off his bed and walked over to face the shorter boy, "Is that what this is about Blaine? Because if it is I just want you to know that I will never leave you for someone else. I love you too much."

Blaine looked down, tears falling even more rapidly than before, "Kurt, you're so much better than me. I don't deserve you, I never have. Just the thought of falling anymore in love with you than I already am then loosing you would be too much for me to bear." Blaine's voice was sad, it broke Kurt's heart all over again to see the boy he loved so depressed. Kurt couldn't help pulling Blaine into his arms, even though Blaine had hurt him, he hated seeing the boy upset.

"Sweetie, I'm not better than you. I would never leave you for anyone else because you're the love of my life. I wasn't ever going to break up with you." Kurt felt Blaine let out a sob in his arms as he spoke, "I will never stop loving you."

"But I broke up with you! I made a horrible mistake by breaking up with the love of my life." Kurt squeezed onto Blaine a little tighter.

"I can forget it happened if you will. I-I want to be with you Blaine. Not just for the summer, I want to be with you for the rest of my life." Kurt kept holding onto Blaine and placed a kiss on his head, "Please take me back Blaine."

Blaine pulled away from Kurt just enough to face the taller boy, "Of course Kurt. I'm so sorry I did a horrible thing, I love you and I shouldn't have broken up with you baby."

Kurt smiled a little and leaned in to kiss Blaine. His lips were so comforting; when their lips collided it felt like their worlds were perfect. Everything made sense. Kurt pulled away and took Blaine back in for a hug.

"I forgive you, and Blaine, I promise once I get to New York I will call and text you every single day. I will visit you every time I get a chance. I love you so much."

Blaine put his head down on Kurt's shoulder, "I will never break up with you again Kurt. I'll always love you baby, always. I'm so sorry."

"No more sorry's Blaine, let's just move on."

Blaine nodded a little as he stood in his boyfriend's embrace. Kurt's arms tightened around him, not planning on letting him go.

"Blaine, are your parents home?"

"No but, I don't really want to have sex with your brother in the house..."

Kurt laughed a little and kissed Blaine on his nose, "No me either but you could stay over, I just want to be close to you tonight." Blaine smiled and nodded.

"That sounds lovely." Kurt took Blaine's hand and brought him over to his bed. They both climbed in and got under Kurt's covers. Blaine wrapped his arms around Kurt as the two snuggled closer together. Kurt pressed a quick kiss to Blaine's lips. Blaine smiled at his boyfriend and pressed his forehead to Kurt's.

"One day I'm going to ask you to marry me." Blaine whispered.

Kurt smiled and took Blaine's hand, "And one day when you do, I'm going to say yes."

Blaine smiled and pressed another kiss to Kurt's lips before the two started to drift off to sleep, in each other's arms. Never letting go. Not again, never again.

 

 

 

 

 

 


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