"Hey sexy." James said kissing me.

"Hey." I said looking into the eyes of a man I love

"Some one called for you, they said for you to call back once you get home." James said pointing to the phone and the number he wrote down

"Thanks love." I smiled as I called the number

"Hello? Blaine?" Came a voice from the other line

"Yeah, that's me. Who are you?" I asked looking at James.

"It's Finn, do I really sound that different?" He laughed

"Oh, Finn. Yeah you do," I laughed, "So um, what's up? Is Kurt OK?" I asked worried. After the break up we haven't talked much. It's been 4 years. I gave up after a while and moved on. But I still love and care for Kurt.

"That's kinda the reason I called, see Kurt died last night. They don't know what happened. His heart just stopped." Finn sobbed

I was frozen, James looked at me but didn't say anything. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes, "Thank you Finn, I think I'm goanna just go to bed." I hung up

"Hey, you OK?" James asked worried

"I'm goanna go to bed. I'll be OK, just a little tried. And yes I'll tell you about it later. Love you." I kissed him a went into my bedroom.

"Hey Kurt, I was just talking about you." Blaine smiled up at Kurt

"And talking and talking, all he talks about is you." Wes said. Blaine blushed and Kurt smirked

"Well I hope good thing about me." Kurt said said sitting down

"Only the best." Blaine kissed him

"Ewe!" David said covering his eyes, "Please no more Klisses."

"Klisses?" Jeff asked

"Klaine + Kiss, God you think you'd know by now." David said shaking his head

"You will forever and always be weird." Wes said giving him a kiss

"And we'd be together forever and always." Kurt smiled at Blaine.

"I can't take all this romantic shit!" Jeff yelled running away.

"I bet you five bucks he's gonna go over to Nick." Wes laughed

"I hope they get together, I came up with a name for them! NEFF!" Kurt said

"Oh God." Blaine chuckled while putting his head on the table.

"Blaine?"James knocked on their bedroom door again, but still did not receive an answer. He was about to leave when he heard some noice. The door open and he saw Blaine, who looked...off. There was no other way to describe it. Blaine stood with his hand still holding the doorknob and his eyes were not quite meeting James's.

"Hey," I said lacking the energy that was usually infused in his voice. It was reminiscent of the times Blaine was woken unexpectedly from sleep, yet this time it was different...somehow.

"Hey," he said in return, shuffling from one foot to another and feeling suddenly self-conscious. "Did I wake you up?" he asked tentatively.

I blinked a few times seeming to shake himself out of whatever funk I was currently in and ran a hand through my hair. "Uh, no. Sorry. I think I just zoned out there for a bit."

Something was wrong. Something was definitely wrong and James had to be blind not to see it. "Are you okay?" he finally asked taking a step into the room.

I swiveled his head to face James, his movements lethargic.

"Hm? Oh, yeah." James looked at me and nodded not not sure if his boyfriend was OK or not,

"Well I'm going to make some tea, I have to run next door to give Dan his coat, then I'll be back, but if you're not OK I'll stay here and just make some tea, or we can just go to bed." James said, not really wanting to leave Blaine like this.

"It's fine James, I'll be OK. Come here and give me a kiss, then give Dan's kid back her coat so she's not cold tomorrow at school." I said

James did as I said and whispered I love you before he left.

"Kurt I love you so much." I said kissing down the side of his neck till he push me back and looked into my eyes with so much love "I wanna go all the way tonight." And that was all it took me to go crazy.

I didn't react when the door to my room opened. I was sitting on are bed with my back against the wall and my gray quilt wrapped around my shoulders. my knees were bent and my attention was focused entirely on a photograph he held of Kurt and I.

Kurt was lying on my stomach and my face was turned towards him, a wide grin on his face. It was taken during the day Kurt left for NY and was the last photo they took together. The thought had my eyes tearing up again and I sniffed.

I felt his mattress dip beside me and a bump against my right shoulder.

"Who's that?" James asked quietly after a while.I swept my thumb reverently over the photo. "Kurt," I said

"He's beautiful" James said.

I nodded faintly. "Yeah...He was." Referring to him in the past tense for the first time hit me harder than I anticipated and I bit his lower lip when I felt it begin to quiver.

Noticing this James leaned his weight a bit more against my side and placed his head on the other's shoulder.

"He wasn't even sick," I said after a while, frustration entering my voice and my grip tightened enough that the photo wrinkled a bit. "I. He wasn't supposed to- I still love him, he was there for me, I- I just can't believe it." I told James how for a long time Kurt was my only true friend, who knew all my secrets and stood by me always.

And when I finally allowed the first tears to fall and pressed my face into my thighs, James wrapped his arm around my shoulder and comforted me in the only way he knew how. He said things like 'He sounds wonderful' and 'You were both so lucky to have each other' and stayed with me, until my heart didn't feel like it was going to remain permanently broken.

I loved Kurt, but times have come and go, Seasons have change, winter to spring but I'll love Kurt until the end of time.

I now have James, and I love him, but now I realize loves a game, you shouldn't play around with it, cause sometimes you lose.

I lost, but I'm going to play it again, and this time, I'm going to win.