"Wes, Nick, David." Jeff came running into where all the Warblers but Kurt where hanging out

"What now?" Wes asked

"I found it." Jeff said smiling. All boys dropped what they where doing and run to Jeff. Who held to book up, and being the tallest they couldn't reach it.

"Sit and I'll read it to you." Jeff said. The boys did as told.

"Okay. Let's see." Jeff flip through some pages, "Most of the latest pages all about the guy he's in love with." Of course it said 'Blaine' but he was in the room, and Jeff didn't want Blaine to find out like that. Most of the guys knew who Jeff was talking about they rolled their eyes, and Blaine got jealous.

"This page is dated all the way back when he was eight." Jeff said

"Read it." Wes said

"Today I found out my mom has cancer," The boys gasped. Yes they knew Kurt's mom died, but didn't know how, "I went to see her in the hospital, she looked so sad, so did my dad. The doctor said she doesn't have long," Jeff read, "Omg there are dry tears on the page."

"Let me read the next page." Nick said. Jeff gave him the dairy

"Today Wen Aronld beat me up, this isn't the first time he's done it but this is the first time my dad found out. I came home with a black eye. I tried to cover it up when I saw my mom later that night, but as we where walking out the door the hospital phone saying she passed away." Nick read. He past it to Trent

"Today my dad taught me to ride a bike. I only fell twice!" Trent passed it to Thad

"Today I had to have surgery for infected lymph nodes, after they were removed I spent three months in the hospital." Thad read and passed it to Wes

"It's been four months since my mom passed away and it seems it finally hit my dad. He's been going out late at night to bars, he would come home and hit me and call me names like 'Fag', I don't even know what it means. I just hope when I grow up I won't become one of them. Please God help me, I love my dad and he's a good man." Wes read, "I can't believe it."

"He's been threw so much." Blaine said

"I can't believe his own dad called him a fag." Jeff said. David who was reading the next page in his head spoke up

"And that's not even the worst." he said

"How can it get worst?" Blaine asked

"He's 12 when this was wrote," David said, "Today I tried to kill myself." David read. Blaine's eyes widen, "I just can't do this anymore, no one seems to care, my dad is getting better but he still scares me. I learned what fag means today, If I do end up being gay I hope someone will love me, that is if I'm around long enough to find out."

"This is awful." Wes said

"I can't believe he's gone threw so much." Blaine said

"My turn." Luke grabbed the book, "He's 15. High school, I know what you're thinking 'high school can't be that bad', well it is. I have a bruise the size of Canada on my face. I get tossed into dumpsters, pushed into lockers, thrown into the pool, kicked and punched, I even got pee balloons thrown at me. But the worst is the phone calls telling me to kill myself." Luke read.

"I think we should stop." Wes said

"No.. Pass me the book." Blaine said

"Umm... I don't think that's a good idea." Jeff said

"Why?" Blaine asked

"Ummm.... I can't tell you." Jeff said

Blaine grabbed the book from Luke.

"I got into glee, I made three new friends. Well two. I've known Arite ever since the car crash. His car hit my car, and the next thing we knew we where in the hospital. Anyway, I love singing, me and my mom always sung songs together. I love her, she was always there for me, now I'm alone, ever since I came out my dad gets all awkward when I'm around, I can't talk to him about stuff, like straight boys can." Blaine flipped to the next page

"Today I meet this boy. His name is Blaine, he told me to have courge. He reminded me what livens like, I've missed out on so much, I've block others away from me. But there comes Blaine walking in and saving me. I'll never tell him how much he means to me or that I might be falling for him, I don't want to ruin our friendship. Cause that friendship means the world to me." Blaine read though tears.

"Nicky that was so sad." Jeff cried

"I got to find Kurt." Blaine said

"He's in his room." David said

"Here take my keys." Jeff tossed Blaine the keys

"Thanks." Blaine took off running. He opened the door and ran right into Kurt's arms

"Um hi." Kurt said

"I love you." Blaine said. Kurt froze in shock

"That's in less you moved on." Blaine said

"Moved on? what are you talking abo- JEFF." Kurt said

"Yea we kinda stole your diary." Blaine gave a little smile

"How much did you read?" Kurt asked in fear

"I know about your past. About your mom, your dad, wanting to kill yourself. God please don't kill yourself Kurt. I love you so much." Blaine cried

"Sh.. I won't, you saved me, and I love you too." Kurt kissed him.

"I'm glad." Blaine smiled, "Oh he's your dairy back, you're very good at drawing hearts."

"Oh my gaga you saw that?" Kurt blushed

"Yup." Blaine handed back the book

"So what does this make us?" Kurt asked

"Kurt Hummel would you be my boyfriend?" Blaine asked

"Hhhmmmm....YES!" Kurt hugged Blaine

"KLAINE!" Jeff burst threw the door.