Kurt held his phone in his hands, he was just about to call Blaine on his lunch break; Blaine had been on a buisness trip all week and then left early for work this morning so Kurt hadn't seen him in over a week. Kurt just wanted to spend some time with his boyfriend, he felt they were growing distant and just wanted to be with him for the rest of the afternoon. "Blaine, can you come home?" Kurt asked, trying not to sound desperate.

"Whats wrong? Are you okay?" Blaine asked franticly worrying that something had happened to kurt.

Kurt groaned, "nothings wrong, I'm okay but I just really want you to come home Blaine, please?" He was trying his best not to sound so needy.

Blaine sighed, "Kurt, you know I can't just leave work like this. I'll be home tonight." Blaine was slightly annoyed by Kurt asking him to come home when he knew he was working.

Kurt sat down the the couch with a sigh "Blaine, I haven't seen you in over a week, can't you just get someone to cover for you?" he asked desperately.

"I know but Kurt I can't just come home from work just to see you. It's important work I've got to do today, I'm so close to that new promotion." Blaine explained trying to make Kurt understand.

"Fine." Kurt said angrily, " it seems you care more about that job than you do me at the moment. All I wanted was to spend one afternoon with you, I even got ro-" Kurt was cut of by Blaine.

"Why are you doing this Kurt?" Blaine asked, annoyed.

"What? Saying the thruth? Blaine it's like you care more about your job and that stupid promotion than you care about me!"

Blaine gave a small sarcastic laugh, "I don't care about you? Okay, so I am just working for the fun of it now? Kurt learn to be a bit more supportive and appreciated what I do for you, which is a lot by the way! Your being selfish." He said in a low voice so nobody at work could hear.

"Oh I'm being selfish?! I have been alone for over a week while you went of to LA for a stupid meeting, I have had to do everything around the house, get everything ready on my own and your calling me selfish?!" Kurt shouted down the phone.

Blaine spoke firmly this time, getting extremely angry at what Kurt was saying to him;  "You know what Kurt I probably could come home right now but I don't want to even be around the way your treating me now! You've been miserable the past month and its become a chore to be around you. I'm getting back to work now Kurt because some of us actually do work instead of designing stupid little outfits which by the way are hideous!"  Blaine paused for a moment, he was regretting what he had said already, he knew had crossed the line.

Kurt was silent for a moment and didn't say anything, extremely hurt by Blaine's comments. "Don't bother coming home Blaine, go out tonight I don't want to see you. Go and someone else who is less of a chore to be around! I'm sick of this, sick of being put second to a stupid job."

Blaine gave a huge sigh, "I'm not doing this now Kurt, not here. I'm coming home to talk about this and I would appreciate it if you were less bitchy and basically just a completely different person when I get home." And with that Blaine hung up, making his way towards his car to go home.

Kurt threw his cell onto the couch and started crying "I'm not letting him in here" he said silently to himself. He saw all of his designs he had been working  on while Blaine was away which took him days to complete and how Blaine said they were hideous, he looked over to the table he had laid out for a romantic dinner for them and then just put his head in his hands sobbing.

Blaine drove up to the front drive and slammed the car door angrily, he walked up to their front door and opened it, immediately saying in a very loud tone "Kurt, I'm home, just like you wanted!" Blaine was a bit taken back when he saw his boyfriend on their couch crying.

Kurt didn't speak for a moment, he looked at Blaine, scowling at him. Blaine getting home was supposed to be a happy, joyful moment but this was far from it. "Get out...Just go" Kurt said trying to hold back tears.

Blaine gave a small laugh "you wanted me home this badly Kurt aren't you please-" Blaine trailed of, he saw the table Kurt had laid out, it had rose petals spread over and a bottle of wine in the middle of it, He felt a tiny bit guilty seeing this.

 "Get out Blaine, go!" Kurt shouted, he brought his knees up to his chest comforting himself trying hard to stop crying but it wasn't working.

Blaine stood in the middle of the room, he didn't know what to do, he gave a huge sigh"K-kurt..." he could see how hurt Kurt was and couldn't stand seeing him like this, whether they had an argument or not. He walked slowly over to the couch and sat down, he cautiously put an arm on him for comfort.

Kurt looked up from his knees and held back tears biting his lip, "I tried so hard Blaine.." Kurt said so quietly you could only just hear him "I-I can't do this. I can't do anything right. I'm sorry but I just can't do this.."

 "Really Kurt I - I didn't mean.." Blaine said, now deeply regretting what he had said to Kurt.

"Yes you did!" Kurt shouted "You said how you don't want to be around me, how my designed are hideous, how you wanted someone else! I'm never good enough." He yelled

Blaine moved uncomfortably on the couch "Come here, it's okay..." Blaine moved closer to Kurt putting his hands on his shoulders, Kurt didn't move.

Kurt stared at Blaine for a moment "how is this okay?" he asked Blaine, Blaine didn't understand that this was a rhetorical question and actually answered.

 "Kurt you were harassing me at work, I have a really hard job and I don't think you understand that so I don't need you calling me up and asking for me to come home." Blaine explained sighing, the mood growing tense.

Kurt shook his head "you really don't get it do you? I spent hours getting everything perfect for when you came home and then you tell me you want me to be a different less horrible, less of a chore to be around boyfriend?"

"Well you weren't exactly giving me an easy time were you? And yes sometimes it is hard to even be around you because of your constant moaning and groaning and I can't put up with it anymore!" Blaine said getting frustrated.

"All I ever do is try for you, Blaine and I get nothing in return."

"I can't put up with this any longer, I can't deal with you anymore!" he yelled angrily, Blaine never yelled, he hated yelling but it felt like that was the only way he could get his point across.         

"Well go then! Why are you staying if you are so unhappy here with me?!"

"Maybe I will. I don't know why I am wasting my life with you!" Blaine shouted moving away from Kurt.

There was silence for a few seconds, neither of the boys looking at each other, Blaine had a delayed reaction as to what he had actually just said and as soon as he realized he quickly regretted it. Blaine looked across to Kurt "I-I didn't mean that." Blaine said quietly.

Kurt closed his eyes, trying not to cry. "Please just go. I can't deal with this anymore" he said trying to keep calm.

Blaine gave a big sigh, "Kurt. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that. I didn't mean it."

"You're saying a lot of things you don't mean." Kurt whimpered and sniffed with no facial expression whatsoever, he was just looking away from Blaine.

Blaine seemed genuinely worried about Kurt; he knew he was on the very edge. "Kurt..." Blaine said calmly trying to defuse the situation.

"What?!" Kurt screamed tears finally breaking free and streaming down his face.  "I know I am terrible at everything, I know you want someone else, I know you don't love me, you don't need to keep reminding me!" he shouted.

Blaine went silent, not sure what to do, he normally always knew how to deal with arguments, but this one was bigger, they hadn't ever argued like this before. Kurt took a deep breath "Just go" he said firmly, tears still streaming down his face.

Blaine was tearing up himself, he hated seeing Kurt like this and he felt awful about what he had said to Kurt. "Please Kurt, I didn't mean that, I was angry and I said some things I shouldn't ha-"

"Like how you wanted somebody else, how you were wasting your life with me?" Kurt cut Blaine off throwing him a heartless glare.

Blaine sighed, "I know and I shouldn't have said any of those things, they aren't-"

Kurt cut Blaine off again, speaking over him "Or how about how all my designs were hideous?" Kurt was so angry and frustrated with everyone and everything.

Blaine sighed "Your designs aren't hideous Kurt.  They are amazing, I know they take you weeks." Blaine said trying to calm the situation down, but it wasn't working.

"Yes they are! They're awful!" Kurt shouted angry, upset and just wanting everything to end. Kurt reached out his arm and grabbed all of his designs from the table, he held them in his hands and started ripping them to shreds "hideous, hideous, hideous!" he repeated ripping up every bit of paper.

Blaine was literally in shock and couldn't find words to respond to Kurt's drastic action. Kurt had just ripped up weeks and weeks of hard work because of what he had said to him. He sat there staring at the scattered pieces of paper ripped up on the floor and then back to Kurt without saying anything.

 Kurt looked at Blaine "happy now?" Kurt asked in a small voice, he was uncontrollably crying. He fell back into the corner of the couch putting his hands on his face, all Blaine could hear was his loud sobs.

Blaine quickly moved across the couch to Kurt and pulled him into his chest holding him tightly, crying himself. "Kurt, please. I didn't mean what I said..." Blaine closed his eyes, trying hard not to cry.

Kurt didn't move or respond, he didn't really care about being angry at him anymore, he didn't care about his designs, he just wanted some love, he absolutely hated fighting and the thought of losing his one love made him sick to the stomach. Neither boys spoke for about a minute, Blaine was trying his best to sooth Kurt, Kurt just kept crying.

"Kurt, I am so, so sorry. Your designs are amazing" Blaine said quietly rubbing Kurt's back softly, trying his best to comfort him.  Kurt sighed deeply and lifted his head up to look at Blaine. "Kurt, I shouldn't have said those things, I was just really stressed but I shouldn't have taken it out on you. I'm really sorry."

Kurt sighed and wiped his eyes "it's okay. I know you're working really hard and maybe I was being a little selfish. It just really hurt when you said you didn't want to spend the rest of your life wit-" Kurt started to quiver as he spoke and his eyes were filling up with tears again.

"Kurt I-" Blaine kept his arms round Kurt and held him tight and wiped away a tear that was forming in his eye "I really didn't mean that. I wasn't thinking."

 Kurt looked up at Blaine with those puppy dog eyes which have the ability to melt anyone's heart. "Kurt, I want to spend the rest of my life with you, I don't intend to live a single minute without you by my side to share all the experiences we have ahead of us. I may have said this a million times but I mean it, you are the love of my life Kurt and I promise I'm never saying goodbye to you."  Blaine kissed the top of Kurt's head and looked down at him with a loving smile.

Kurt gave a very slight smile, put his head on Blaine's chest and whispered "Good, because you're never getting rid of me." Blaine smiled the two boys sat on the couch; Kurt curled up next to Blaine and Blaine resting his head on Kurt's shoulder. Blaine ran his hand through Kurt's hair "What are you going to do about your designs? Is there anything I can do to help?" Both boys looked simultaneously to the shreds of designs on the floor. Kurt sighed "No, I can redo them later, or even make some new ones, I didn't actually like a single one of those designs, and Isabelle was the one who like them, not me."  

"You get under appreciated." Blaine said, and then started softly kissing Kurt's neck.  Kurt had a small grin, "I suppose you could make me feel a little more appreciated." Blaine was kissing Kurt's neck more deeply then paused "Oh and how would that be?" Blaine asked softly, grinning.

Kurt stood up and grabbed Blaine's hand "Why don't you show me." Kurt led Blaine towards their bedroom with Blaine quite happily following. The boys got into the bedroom and Kurt lay on the bed waiting for his partner to join him "I hate it when we fight,"  Kurt said softly "But I love it when we make up."