Kurt sat on his bed, his back against the headboard with his laptop open on his lap. He just sat there nervously for a few minutes, the background picture of him and Blaine doing little to calm his nerves right now. Why was he so nervous? He'd talked this through with Blaine. This was completely normal – so why did it feel so weird?

He opened the internet in private browsing and let his eyes sweep the empty dorm room one more time before opening one of the sites Blaine had suggested. He scrolled through some of the pictures which thankfully seemed to be of more regular looking men than what he had encountered before. Kurt started to relax a little and slumped further down the bed when a picture further down the page caught his eye. He scrolled down a little and saw it was in fact a video.

Kurt coughed anxiously and clicked play. As the video began, Kurt noticed the man bore a striking resemblance to a certain curly haired Warbler; peaks of arousal shot through him and he undid the button of his grey pants to relieve the pressure. The man on screen was soon joined by another and the moans they were making went straight to Kurt's cock, he palmed himself through the thin fabric of his briefs releasing a throaty moan of his own just as the door swung open. Kurt scrambled to turn off the video, but knew he wasn't quick enough to hide his erection, which was threatening to break free.

“Hey Kurt I – um... Kurt?” Blaine stood in the doorway taking in Kurt's flushed cheeks, the open laptop and the very obvious bulge in his pants. He watched Kurt close his eyes and flush with embarrassment. He dropped his bag to the floor quickly shutting the door and went to sit by Kurt on the bed placing a hand over Kurt's.

“Hey, why're you embarrassed?” Blaine ran a thumb over his boyfriends knuckles soothingly.

“Mortified would be a better description.” Kurt still hadn't opened his eyes, so Blaine tugged him towards him and placed a sweet kiss to his lips. Kurt opened his eyes cautiously but didn't quite meet Blaine's.

“I feel so stupid.” Kurt's voice was almost a whisper. Blaine raised Kurt's head.

“Kurt. Look at me, you aren't stupid, this...” He indicated the laptop. “... is not stupid. I think you're pretty hot actually. The only reason I was speechless when I walked in is because of how sexy I found you. Please don't be embarrassed about this, I think it's hot OK?” Kurt cocked his head to one side as though assessing Blaine's words.

“Really?” Instead of speaking in response, Blaine took Kurt's hand and placed it over his own hard cock. He wasn't sure what he expected from Kurt, but it certainly wasn't a mind numbing kiss and a raspy voice whispering in his ear “Well, we'd better do something about that then. I was imagining you anyway.” Blaine groaned and captured Kurt's lips in a searing kiss pushing him back so he was hovering on top of Kurt. The fact that Kurt's hands were currently very busy undoing Blaine's trousers turned him on more than he had imagined.

Impatient Blaine pushed his pants and boxers off his legs and helped Kurt do the same, for a moment they just looked at each other, but then Kurt was crashing against Blaine, taking his breath away and Blaine couldn't help but pull Kurt closer. Kurt wrapped a soft hand firmly around Blaine's cock and began to pump him slowly, Blaine groaned into the kiss and reached out to take care of Kurt. The sounds escaping Kurt ought to be illegal he thought as he fell to pieces under Kurt's touch. Every now and again Kurt would twist his hand just slightly and run his thumb over the tip of Blaine's cock.

Blaine could feel his release coming closer and far quicker than he would have liked, Kurt's mouth was currently occupied on Blaine's collar bone but he looked up as he felt Blaine tense, watching him fall apart. Blaine's eyes squeezed shut as intense waves swept through him making him shudder, he was just beginning to come down when he felt Kurt come over his hand and opened his eyes to watch Kurt's face contort with pleasure. They both remained there for a few seconds just coming down from their mutual high until Kurt muttered something that sounded a lot like 'icky' and moved to the bathroom. Blaine sat there slightly stunned for a moment and waited for Kurt to come back. When Kurt re-entered the room with a wash cloth and cleaned them both of Blaine pulled him back onto the bed before he could escape again, pressing a firm kiss to his temple.

“I love you so much Kurt.” Kurt smiled and snuggled into Blaine's chest as they settled together on the bed.

“I love you too”