Jan. 7, 2013, 12:10 p.m.
When Speaking Isn't Enough
Blaine feels lost without Kurt after their break up, and deals with it in the only way he knows how. Singing his feelings.
T - Words: 952 - Last Updated: Jan 07, 2013 587 0 0 1 Categories: Songfics, Characters: Blaine Anderson, Kurt Hummel,
Blaine dragged himself into the choir room and dropped into a chair at the back. He sighed to himself. This was the chair he sat in at his first glee club meeting at this school. He'd held Kurt's hand, and they'd flirted through-out the meeting. But now, he'd gone and cheated on Kurt, and Kurt wanted nothing to do with him. He didn't listen as Finn started the lesson, he didn't listen as everyone else sung, he just sat there, remembering all of the perfect times he'd had with the love of his life. Without realising it, his hand shot up.
"Blaine? You okay there man?" Finn asked, looking concerned.
"Can I sing?" he blurted out. Oh way to go Blaine, that sounded intelligent. He thought.
"Umm....yeh dude, that's why you're here. Because you can sing" Finn replied slowly.
"No, I meant is it okay if I sing before the meeting's over?" he rephrased.
"Oh, right, sure"
Blaine stood at the front, and whispered to the band what song he was going to sing. The soft beat started, and he closed his eyes, ready to let out all of his emotions in one song.
Give me love, like her
Cause lately I've been waking up alone
Paint splattered tear drop on my shirt
I told you I'd let them go
And that I'll fight, my, corner
Maybe tonight, I'll, calll ya
After my blood, turns into alcohol
No, I just wanna hold ya
Give a little time to me, I'll burn this out
We'll play hide and seek, to turn this around
All I want, is the tast that your lips allow
My my, my my-y, oh give me love
My my, my my-y, oh give me love
My my, my my-y, oh give me love
My my, my my-y, oh give me love
My my, my my-y, oh give me love
Give me love like never before
Cause lately I've been craving more
And it's been a while, but, I still feel the same
But maybe I should let you go
You know I'll fight, my, corner
Maybe tonight, I'll call ya
After my blood, is drowning in alcohol
Mmm, no I just wanna hold ya
Give a little time to me, I'll burn this out
We'll play hide and seek, to turn this around
All I want, is the taste that your lips allow
My my, my my-y, oh give me love
Give a little time to me, I'll burn this out
We'll play hide and seek, to turn this around
All I want, is the taste that your lips allow
My my, my my-y, oh give me love
My my, my my-y, oh give me love
My my, my my-y, oh give me love
My my, my my-y, oh give me love
My my, my my-y, oh give me love
The New Directions backed him up, a few standing up with him, hugging him as he waited for his part to come.
M-my, m-my, m-my give me love, lover
M-my, m-my, m-my give me love, lover
M-my, m-my, m-my give me love, lover
M-my, m-my, m-my give me love, lover
Ooohhhh, love me, love me, love me, give me love, give me love, give me love, love me, give me love
My my, my my-y, oh give me love
My my, my my-y, oh give me love
My my, my my-y, oh give me love
My my, my my-y, oh give me love
My my, my my-y, oh give me love
My my, my my-y, oh give me love
My my, my my-y, oh give me love
My my, my my-y, oh give me love
My my, my my-y, oh give me love
My my, my my-y, oh give me love
My my, my my-y, oh give me love
My my, my my-y, oh give me love
My my, my my-y, oh give me love
The music faded, and everything went silent. Finn stood up and patted him on the shoulder.
"You really miss him, don't you?" he whispered.
"I really, really do" Blaine whispered back, feeling the tears welling in his eyes.
"Then just tell him that dude!"
"You don't think I've tried?!" Blaine yelled. When it came to Kurt, he lost control easily. "I try all the time, but he never listens! He doesn't want me anymore! I've lost the man I love the most! And I'm never getting him back!"
"Is that really how you feel?"
Blaine snapped his head round to the door where the voice was coming from. Kurt!
"Kurt? What...what are you doing here?" he asked, confused.
"I came here to visit my family. And, I was hoping to see you. I miss you, you know" Kurt said, looking down at the floor.
"I miss you too" Blaine muttered. He felt awful about what he'd done, and it couldn't be easy for Kurt to be here.
"Look...you're the love of my life Blaine. I hate not being with you right now. It's killing me, to be honest. I know I didn't really...forgive you before, but...seeing you sing that song....it made me realise, Blaine. I love you, so much, and...if you'll have me, we could-" before Kurt could finish his sentence, Blaine crushed his lips against Kurt's, wrapping his arms around his true love.
"Of course I'll have you! I love you, I love you, I love you!" Blaine grinned, punctuating each 'I love you' with a kiss.
"So, are we boyfriends again?" Kurt asked, holding Blaine tight in his arms.
"I hope so!" Blaine laughed, resting his head on his boyfriend's chest.
"Come on, let's go back to mine. This meeting should be over, and so should school. Finn, are you coming?" Kurt asked, letting go of Blaine, but keeping his hand tightly in his.
"Right! Coming! Have a great weekend guys!" Finn told the glee club with a grin. "My little brother and future little brother in law!" he shouted, a huge smile plastered on his face.
"I'm older than you, Finn!" Kurt yelled back, laughing.
~
Back at the Hudmel household, Blaine and Kurt lay on Kurt's bed, cuddling.
"I'm back where I belong" Blaine whispered, looking up at Kurt. "With you"