GleekyBB
Nov. 1, 2014, 7 p.m.
Unappreciated!
Kurt's been feeling neglected after his boyfriend of 6 years Blaine had become distant.... This is my shot at a SongFic and OneShot....Give me a chance :-D
T - Words: 1,731 - Last Updated: Nov 01, 2014 1,510 0 0 0 Categories: Angst, Drama, General, Songfics, Characters: Blaine Anderson, Kurt Hummel, Tags: hurt/comfort,
Author's Notes: Thoughts? Review and let me know if i broke your heart :-)
Im feeling really unappreciated.
Your takin` my love for granted, babe.
and I dont know how much more,
I can take from you.
You dont do the things you use to do.
You dont even say I love you too.
And lately Ive been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.
________________________
"Ill be home late again going out for drinks with a few people from work dont wait up!" Kurt hear Blaine shouts through the pulsing music in the background coming through the phone.
"Again Blaine? Thats the third time this week! Ive had plans for us tonight" He sighs as Blaine laugh at Who ever he is with.
"Sorry babe Cant hear you! Ill see you later!" Blaine shouts again and laugh some more
"Ok...Love you" Kurt sighs as Blaine hangs up and he drops the phone on the couch and gets up with tears streaming down his face. Not hungry anymore he throws the food away and goes to shower and get ready for bed.
________________________
Woke up this morning and saw your face
And you didnt look the same as yesterday.
I got the feeling that you cant seem to see,
Where you want to be.
And lately it aint been the same at all.
When youre here its like Im invisible
I still cant seem to see where I went wrong.
_______________________
Kurt wakes up to a warm and sweaty body clinging to him and he smiles knowing its his baby. He is about to turn over to kiss his boyfriend when the smile disappears immediately as he hear his boyfriend moan another guys name.
He finally turns around in Blaines arm to look at him. His heart drops when sees a huge hickey on Blaines neck. He quickly got out the bed without waking Blaine and heads for the bathroom with tears in his eyes.
Blaine cheated on me last night! Was all he could think about as his heart breaks at the revelation. He quietly exited the bathroom and got dressed for work quickly.
He looked back at the bed only to see that Blaine kicked the covers off of him and more hickeys covering his boyfriends chest, hips and thighs. With sobs threatening to break out his throat he closes the door to his bedroom and ran out the house.
_____________________
Cause Im feeling
Im feeling really unappreciated.
Your takin` my love for granted, babe.
and I dont know how much more,
I can take from you.
You dont do the things you use to do.
You dont even say I love you too.
And lately Ive been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.
___________________
Kurt confronted him about the hickeys and Blaine cried to Kurt and begging for another chance. Saying he was sorry he was drunk. He didnt recall it happening and he swears it didnt mean anything and Kurt refuses to lose his man so he forgave him.
Kurt has been really down lately after discovering Blaines unfaithfulness.
He couldnt figure out why Blaine would cheat on him. Maybe he isnt attracted to me anymore? Maybe he doesnt love me anymore. Maybe Im just not enough anymore. He isnt the same Blaine I fell in love with all those years ago. Maybe I just have to try harder.
His thoughts are interrupted by the door banging open and closed by his boyfriend running in the house ignoring his presence. He pulls his knees up to his chest as he listens to the shower cut on.
He thinks of how to get his man back when a few minutes later a freshly showered and dressed Blaine rushes back to the front door finally noticing Kurt. Blaine smiles at him and grabs his keys telling Kurt hell be back later and rushes out the door.
Kurt grabs the pillow next to him and screams into it.
______________________________
Lately our house is not a home
You come in, take a shower and then say Im gone.
What am I to do
When my heart says leave
But my feet wont move
______________________________
Throughout the next few weeks Blaine becomes even more distant. He comes home and rushes back out most of the time. He even had days when he didnt come home. Or days when he sneaks in at 5 in the morning to crawl in the bed next to Kurt. He would always try to make up for it the next day but things never go back to the way it use to be.
Kurt becomes more and more depressed as times go on. He knows he needs to leave. He knows things arent going well. Hell he knows he deserves better than this but Blaine is his first love and he loves this man with all his broken heart. Its always hard when it comes down to your first love.
He decides to try one last time before he cant take it anymore.
______________________________
And today is our anniversary
And you havent even said two words to me
Im trying hard to give you another chance
But ooh baby Im feeling
_____________________________
Today makes 6 years that Kurt and Blaine have been together and Kurt sits in the living room waiting for Blaine to run in.
He has the table set up with rose petals and candles and the food heating up in the oven. He made sure to remind Blaine over and over that he needs him home by 7 because its important and every time he did Blaine agreed nonchalantly.
Its now 8:30 and Kurt looks down at his blank phone sadly. No missed calls, no texts, no Facebook notifications nothing his phone is just blank. He calls Blaine to see where he is but the boys phone is going straight to voicemail.
The last little piece of his broken heart he had left finally shattered and he begins to cry.
______________________________
Im feeling really unappreciated.
Your takin` my love for granted, babe.
and I dont know how much more,
I can take from you.
You dont do the things you use to do.
You dont even say I love you too.
And lately Ive been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.
__________________________
Blaine hadnt remembered their anniversary. He hadnt come home on time. He left Kurt hanging once again.
With kurt finally having enough he gets up and blows out the remaining fire On the melted candles and turns off the food. With an even more broken heart he heads to the bedroom hes shared with his boyfriend of 6 years. He grabs his suitcases with tears streaming down his face.
______________________________
Oh when I first met you
I thought you was the most perfect man
That I ever seen
I still dont understand why
You treat me like you do
I use to give into your lies
But now I see the truth
_____________________________
His sobs grow louder as he fill his bags up with his clothes, hygiene products and other trinkets he might want to take.
He looks at the photos on the wall and debate if he wants any of them. He decides to take the one in the nightstand since its his favorite.
Its a photo Mercedes had taken at one of the new direction get togethers. He and Blaine had food all over their faces and laughing unbeknownst to everybody around them watching and smiling. Love shining all through their eyes as they look at each other laughing hysterically.
_______________________________
Oh no I dont want to hear it Im through!
Yea I know Ill still be missing you
But its not worth the pain
That Ive gained from you
You make me feel
Unappreciated
______________________________
He called his dad crying telling him that hell be home tomorrow. He then purchased the first trip to ohio he could find. Called Elliot to see if he can keep his things there for a while, also asked could he stay there for a while until he can find a place when he returns.
Finally he has finished packing up everything he owns. He takes his keys off the key-ring and places it on the nightstand where the picture use to be. He went to his hiding place and pulled something black out.
He writes something on a piece of paper and places it next to the keys. He looks at the black box holding an engagement ring he purchased a long time ago -when things were going well with them. He was waiting for the right time- and sniffles as he fiddles with it a bit then place it on the nightstand as well.
He turns the lights off and walks away from the bedroom. He looks around the house one final time before wiping his tears and holding his head up high and walked out the front door never to look back again.
______________________________
Im feeling really unappreciated.
Your takin` my love for granted, babe.
and I dont know how much more,
I can take from you.
You dont do the things you use to do.
You dont even say I love you too.
And lately Ive been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.
_____________________________
Blaine arrives home at 11 that night -an hour after Kurt has left-. He walks into the kitchen and frown when he sees the set up. He sees the dying rose petals,the melted candles broken plates, dirty dishes and cold food on the stove.
He hangs his head when all of a sudden he remembered Kurt wanted him home early for something important but he forgot as the day went on too distracted by his coworkers.
The apartment is deadly silent and he figures Kurt must have went to bed. So he cleans up the mess amd thinks of ways of how he can make it up to Kurt tomorrow. He finally makes his way to the room and freezes after turning the light on.
His eyes are wide when he notice Kurt isnt in their bed and the state of their room.
Kurts drawers are wide open, things spilling out, the closet doors are opened, most of the clothes missing and things thrown around the room. All of Kurts things are gone. He takes out his phone from his pocket to call Kurt only to realize its dead.
"Fuck!" He yells and runs back to the kitchen to grab the house phone to call his boyfriend only to have the phone saying the phone has been disconnected.
"Fuck!" He screams and walks back to the room again. Only this time to see Kurts keys, an engagement ring box?? and a note on the nightstand where his favorite picture use to be. He grabs the note and sit down on the bed And read it.
HAPPY 6TH ANNIVERSARY!
-SIGNED UNAPPRECIATED
He buries his face in his hands as tears fall down his face. Feelings of the shame, guilt and heartbreak washes over him as he realized he lost his boyfriend.
______________________________
Dont love me no more
Heeey wooo hooo
Im really feeling unappreciated.
Im feeling unappreciated
Your takin` my love for granted, babe.
and I dont know how much more,
I can take from you.
You dont do the things you use to do.
You dont even say I love you too.
And lately Ive been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.
________________________
"Ill be home late again going out for drinks with a few people from work dont wait up!" Kurt hear Blaine shouts through the pulsing music in the background coming through the phone.
"Again Blaine? Thats the third time this week! Ive had plans for us tonight" He sighs as Blaine laugh at Who ever he is with.
"Sorry babe Cant hear you! Ill see you later!" Blaine shouts again and laugh some more
"Ok...Love you" Kurt sighs as Blaine hangs up and he drops the phone on the couch and gets up with tears streaming down his face. Not hungry anymore he throws the food away and goes to shower and get ready for bed.
________________________
Woke up this morning and saw your face
And you didnt look the same as yesterday.
I got the feeling that you cant seem to see,
Where you want to be.
And lately it aint been the same at all.
When youre here its like Im invisible
I still cant seem to see where I went wrong.
_______________________
Kurt wakes up to a warm and sweaty body clinging to him and he smiles knowing its his baby. He is about to turn over to kiss his boyfriend when the smile disappears immediately as he hear his boyfriend moan another guys name.
He finally turns around in Blaines arm to look at him. His heart drops when sees a huge hickey on Blaines neck. He quickly got out the bed without waking Blaine and heads for the bathroom with tears in his eyes.
Blaine cheated on me last night! Was all he could think about as his heart breaks at the revelation. He quietly exited the bathroom and got dressed for work quickly.
He looked back at the bed only to see that Blaine kicked the covers off of him and more hickeys covering his boyfriends chest, hips and thighs. With sobs threatening to break out his throat he closes the door to his bedroom and ran out the house.
_____________________
Cause Im feeling
Im feeling really unappreciated.
Your takin` my love for granted, babe.
and I dont know how much more,
I can take from you.
You dont do the things you use to do.
You dont even say I love you too.
And lately Ive been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.
___________________
Kurt confronted him about the hickeys and Blaine cried to Kurt and begging for another chance. Saying he was sorry he was drunk. He didnt recall it happening and he swears it didnt mean anything and Kurt refuses to lose his man so he forgave him.
Kurt has been really down lately after discovering Blaines unfaithfulness.
He couldnt figure out why Blaine would cheat on him. Maybe he isnt attracted to me anymore? Maybe he doesnt love me anymore. Maybe Im just not enough anymore. He isnt the same Blaine I fell in love with all those years ago. Maybe I just have to try harder.
His thoughts are interrupted by the door banging open and closed by his boyfriend running in the house ignoring his presence. He pulls his knees up to his chest as he listens to the shower cut on.
He thinks of how to get his man back when a few minutes later a freshly showered and dressed Blaine rushes back to the front door finally noticing Kurt. Blaine smiles at him and grabs his keys telling Kurt hell be back later and rushes out the door.
Kurt grabs the pillow next to him and screams into it.
______________________________
Lately our house is not a home
You come in, take a shower and then say Im gone.
What am I to do
When my heart says leave
But my feet wont move
______________________________
Throughout the next few weeks Blaine becomes even more distant. He comes home and rushes back out most of the time. He even had days when he didnt come home. Or days when he sneaks in at 5 in the morning to crawl in the bed next to Kurt. He would always try to make up for it the next day but things never go back to the way it use to be.
Kurt becomes more and more depressed as times go on. He knows he needs to leave. He knows things arent going well. Hell he knows he deserves better than this but Blaine is his first love and he loves this man with all his broken heart. Its always hard when it comes down to your first love.
He decides to try one last time before he cant take it anymore.
______________________________
And today is our anniversary
And you havent even said two words to me
Im trying hard to give you another chance
But ooh baby Im feeling
_____________________________
Today makes 6 years that Kurt and Blaine have been together and Kurt sits in the living room waiting for Blaine to run in.
He has the table set up with rose petals and candles and the food heating up in the oven. He made sure to remind Blaine over and over that he needs him home by 7 because its important and every time he did Blaine agreed nonchalantly.
Its now 8:30 and Kurt looks down at his blank phone sadly. No missed calls, no texts, no Facebook notifications nothing his phone is just blank. He calls Blaine to see where he is but the boys phone is going straight to voicemail.
The last little piece of his broken heart he had left finally shattered and he begins to cry.
______________________________
Im feeling really unappreciated.
Your takin` my love for granted, babe.
and I dont know how much more,
I can take from you.
You dont do the things you use to do.
You dont even say I love you too.
And lately Ive been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.
__________________________
Blaine hadnt remembered their anniversary. He hadnt come home on time. He left Kurt hanging once again.
With kurt finally having enough he gets up and blows out the remaining fire On the melted candles and turns off the food. With an even more broken heart he heads to the bedroom hes shared with his boyfriend of 6 years. He grabs his suitcases with tears streaming down his face.
______________________________
Oh when I first met you
I thought you was the most perfect man
That I ever seen
I still dont understand why
You treat me like you do
I use to give into your lies
But now I see the truth
_____________________________
His sobs grow louder as he fill his bags up with his clothes, hygiene products and other trinkets he might want to take.
He looks at the photos on the wall and debate if he wants any of them. He decides to take the one in the nightstand since its his favorite.
Its a photo Mercedes had taken at one of the new direction get togethers. He and Blaine had food all over their faces and laughing unbeknownst to everybody around them watching and smiling. Love shining all through their eyes as they look at each other laughing hysterically.
_______________________________
Oh no I dont want to hear it Im through!
Yea I know Ill still be missing you
But its not worth the pain
That Ive gained from you
You make me feel
Unappreciated
______________________________
He called his dad crying telling him that hell be home tomorrow. He then purchased the first trip to ohio he could find. Called Elliot to see if he can keep his things there for a while, also asked could he stay there for a while until he can find a place when he returns.
Finally he has finished packing up everything he owns. He takes his keys off the key-ring and places it on the nightstand where the picture use to be. He went to his hiding place and pulled something black out.
He writes something on a piece of paper and places it next to the keys. He looks at the black box holding an engagement ring he purchased a long time ago -when things were going well with them. He was waiting for the right time- and sniffles as he fiddles with it a bit then place it on the nightstand as well.
He turns the lights off and walks away from the bedroom. He looks around the house one final time before wiping his tears and holding his head up high and walked out the front door never to look back again.
______________________________
Im feeling really unappreciated.
Your takin` my love for granted, babe.
and I dont know how much more,
I can take from you.
You dont do the things you use to do.
You dont even say I love you too.
And lately Ive been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.
_____________________________
Blaine arrives home at 11 that night -an hour after Kurt has left-. He walks into the kitchen and frown when he sees the set up. He sees the dying rose petals,the melted candles broken plates, dirty dishes and cold food on the stove.
He hangs his head when all of a sudden he remembered Kurt wanted him home early for something important but he forgot as the day went on too distracted by his coworkers.
The apartment is deadly silent and he figures Kurt must have went to bed. So he cleans up the mess amd thinks of ways of how he can make it up to Kurt tomorrow. He finally makes his way to the room and freezes after turning the light on.
His eyes are wide when he notice Kurt isnt in their bed and the state of their room.
Kurts drawers are wide open, things spilling out, the closet doors are opened, most of the clothes missing and things thrown around the room. All of Kurts things are gone. He takes out his phone from his pocket to call Kurt only to realize its dead.
"Fuck!" He yells and runs back to the kitchen to grab the house phone to call his boyfriend only to have the phone saying the phone has been disconnected.
"Fuck!" He screams and walks back to the room again. Only this time to see Kurts keys, an engagement ring box?? and a note on the nightstand where his favorite picture use to be. He grabs the note and sit down on the bed And read it.
-SIGNED UNAPPRECIATED
He buries his face in his hands as tears fall down his face. Feelings of the shame, guilt and heartbreak washes over him as he realized he lost his boyfriend.
______________________________
Dont love me no more
Heeey wooo hooo
Im really feeling unappreciated.
Im feeling unappreciated