Blaine was staring at kurt from across the field, cigarette perched between his lips

Kurt, sitting on the bleachers, was watching football practice. Well more like pretending to watch the guys running around to make Blaine jealous.

Blaine watched Kurt's movements, every breath and every swallow, especially that swallow.

Kurt stood up and headed towards the doors to the school; walking right past Blaine, swinging his hips teasingly.

Blaine licked his lips before following the boy inside, cigarette still in hand

Kurt was leaning against a row of lockers, clicking his tounge piercing against his teeth.

Blaine stood in front of the other boy a faint smirk playing about his lips "you alright sweet cheeks?"

"Fine sadly. I was hoping to be sore this morning after the all night fuck fest but I guess you just didn't have it in you." Kurt said with a teasing wink.

"Well y'know I'm always up to try it again" Blaine went to suck on Kurt's jawline.

Kurt squirmed his way out from under Blaine and started to walk away. "You coming?"

"Not so easily this time, why should I come with you?"

Kurt just looked over his shoulder and walked outside.

Blaine noticed something different with Kurt, not for the better. He followed kurt outside "yo wait up, where you going?"

Kurt hopped on the back of Blaine's motorcycle "We're going to your house. I've never been. I'm interested." Blaine looked apprehensive.

"Kurt im not sure that's such a good idea"

"Come on! I promise you'll like what you get once we're there."

"It'd better be worth it pretty boy" Blaine got on the front of his bike and handed kurt the helmet

Kurt put on the helmet and wrapped his arms around Blaine's waist.

"Y'know I'm quite happy to stay like this, you wrapped around me? It's kinda hot"

"Blaine you aren't getting out of this"

"Fuck you Kurt!"

"Is that a promise" Kurt says kissing up Blaine's neck.

Blaine felt shivers down his spine "god kurt, you'll be the fucking death of me" Blaine started his bike and left the school parking lot.

They pulled up to Blaine's house and walked to the door. When they stepped inside all Kurt smelt was cigarette smoke and liquor. Then he heard a crash to the right of them and saw a man Kurt guessed to be Blaine's father walk up to them.

"Kurt, my dad. Dad, this is Kurt my fuck buddy"

Blaine's father stumbled towards them. "So you're a queer just like my worthless son?" Kurt was shocked to hear those words out of his mouth ABOUT HIS OWN SON!

"Yep, he's as straight as a roundabout just like me! What worthless pieces of shit we are, life is basically wasted on us. Now if you don't mind we're going upstairs to have some crazy gay sex so you might want to put on some very loud music because from experience I know kurt here is a screamer" Blaine dragged Kurt up the stairs into his bedroom.

Before they could get up the stairs Blaine's father grabbed Kurt by the back of his jacket and threw him to the floor. He hit his head on a table against the wall on his way down. His head was bleeding as he lay unconcious on the floor.

"dad what the fuck!?!" Blaine rushed to Kurt's side "Kurt sweetie can you hear me? Babe please?" But kurt didn't respond. "What the fuck have you done?" Blaine pushed and shoved his father but he wasn't as strong as him.

His father started to kick him. "Think you can spread your fairy dust around here? And then bring your whore here?" Blaine draped his body over Kurt's when his father went to kick Kurt also.

"kurt is not a whore, you sick bastard!" Adrenaline finally kicked in and he punched his dad square in the jaw. He stumbled backwards slightly before grabbing his coat and leaving. Blaine went to Kurt and kissed him gently on the lips "oh god what have I done?"

Kurt heard a quiet sobbing coming from above him. He opened his eyes but his head was hazy. Once the world came into focus he noticed that Blaine was stroking his face and had tears rolling down his cheeks. "B-Blaine...

"Oh kurt! I'm so sorry, I knew we should never have come here. This is all my fault! We need to get you out before he comes back"

"Blaine? What? Why are you crying?"

"I thought I'd lost you Kurt!"

Kurt was confused. Why would Blaine care if he lost him? They were only "fuck buddies" according to him. "What?"

"Kurt, you don't understand"

"Why would you even care Blaine? Can you help me up?" Kurt put his hand to his head and noticed it was bleeding. "Why the fuck am I bleeding?"

"My dad kinda threw you to the floor, which is why we need to go now! And as for why I care-?" Blaine couldn't tell kurt how he felt as he never wanted kurt to experience the pain and suffering that he endured daily "I-I'd miss the sex" what the fuck Blaine seriously, you're such an asshole, why did you say that?

Kurt was hoping Blaine would say he loved him. He was allowed to hope wasn't he? But I guess he'll have to live with it. "R-right. The sex yeah." Kurt tried to say nonchalantly

Blaine held out his hand to help Kurt up but Kurt refused it

"I can get up myself" Kurt tried not to be angry but it pissed him off. He was more pissed off at himself for falling for Blaine than at Blaine for not feeling the same way.

"I'm just trying to help" Blaine walked outside and sat on the step. You will not cry, you will not cry Blaine, don't do it. A single tear fell from Blaine's eye. He knew he'd hurt Kurt but it was for Kurt's safety.

Kurt tried to stand but got dizzy and fell back down. He let out a cry when his head hit the ground again.

Blaine stood up and returned inside to find Kurt struggling "seriously kurt just take my hand, please"

"I DON'T NEED YOU"

"You're in the middle of no where, how d'ya think you're gonna get home. Please Kurt, I'm begging, and I will actually beg of you want, please let me help you, let me look after you, let me lo-"

"NO! I don't need my fuck buddy to help me. You don't give a damn about me anyway" Kurt was trying to keep his emotions at bay but his voice cracked at the end.

"please" tears began to fall from Blaine's eyes

"What Blaine?" Kurt was getting angry now.

"just, let me help you. I'll take you back to yours and, and I'll explain everything"

"There is nothing to explain and I DON'T NEED YOUR HELP!!!" Kurt tried to stand up again using the table he hit his head on for leverage.

"i-"

Kurt finally stood up and leaned against the wall for support.

"come on, lets get in the car"

"Fine." Kurt, unsteadily, stood up straight. He tried walking and almost fell but Blaine caught him.

"do you trust me?" Blaine asked whilst steadying kurt

"Why?"

"coz I know an easier way to get you to the car"

"I can walk"

"you sure babe?"

"I SAID IM FINE!!!"

"ok, fucking hell I'm just trying to help! Y'know I dont have to take you home, I could leave to walk a few miles to your house!"

"Fine! Whatever!" Kurt started walking away trying not to fall. He was crying now and didn't care if Blaine saw. "You won't tell me what's going on, you treat me like an object , and I love you and know you will never feel the same so I'm sorry if I'm upset" Kurt said turning around before walking out.

Blaine followed Kurt outside "what are you doing?"

"Walking home."

Blaine started to laugh lightly "you're an idiot you know" he walked over to Kurt.

"Excuse me?!?"

"c'mere" Blaine placed two fingers under Kurt's chin and lifted his face so they were looking into each others eyes.

Kurt did everything he could not to look into Blaine's eyes.

"y'know you're perfect right?"

Kurt laughed but there was no humor behind it.

"and y'know I love you?"

Kurt looked at Blaine with wide eyes.

"You're everything I need and more" Blaine place a gentle kiss to Kurt's forehead. "c'mon i'll take you home"

"Ok" Kurt whispered.

Blaine intertwined their hands together and directed them towards the car.

They got into the car and Kurt leaned over and kissed Blaine.

Blaine smiled "what was that for?"

"You know" Kurt winked.

"i do?" Blaine was genuinely confused.

Kurt kissed him again and pulled away "Love you" he whispered against Blaine's lips.

"love you too" Blaine pulled Kurt into a brief kiss before pulling away and starting the engine.

Kurt blushed and looked down at his lap.

Blaine pulled out of the driveway and lit up a cigarette "can i tempt you to try one?"

"I've told you, I can't. It would ruin my voice" Kurt, realizing what he said, "I mean...ummm..."

"your voice? You sing? You can tell your boyfriend can't you" Blaine winked at him and turned up the radio

"You are?"

"I am what?"

"My boyfriend?"

"yeah erm I mean if, y'know, you want me to be?"

"I do"

"good, I would kiss you but I kinda need to keep my eyes on the road" Blaine laughed, turning into Kurt's street.

Kurt leaned over and kissed his cheek. "That will have to do"

"for now at least, just wait til I get my hands on you"

Once the car was parked they went into the house and up to the bathroom to clean Kurt up.

Blaine closed the toilet seat and place kurt on top. He hurried down to the kitchen to find a first aid kit and cloth.

While he was gone Kurt did a little happy dance at finally really having Blaine.

"kurt, what are you doing?" Blaine chuckled.

Kurt looked to the doorway where Blaine was standing. He turned bright redwhen he realized Blaine saw him.

"i'll never understand you" Blaine smiled at Kurt and wet the cloth, dabbing it to the cut above Kurt's eye

"That's the fun part, the mystery"

"well I want to know everything about you" Blaine removed a bandage and wrapped it around Kurt's head just to be on the safe side

Kurt leaned up and kissed Blaine.

Blaine melted into the kiss and wrapped his arms around Kurt's neck, pulling him closer.

Kurt stood up and wrapped his arms around Blaine's waist. "Blaine. Make love to me" he whispered in his ear.

"You sure? I mean, I think you should rest. You sustained quite a bad injury, I want you to rest"

"Positive. Please Blaine we never have and I want to"

Blaine smiled and kissed kurt gently and lifted him up for Kurt to wrap his legs around him.

They walked to the bedroom knowing this was something more than all the other times they've been in this position.

Blaine lowered Kurt onto the bed and kissed him deeply.

They slowly undressed each other.

Blaine removed Kurt's shirt, taking his time, knowing that they had all the time in the world to be together.

Kurt broke away from the kiss to look at Blaine above him. "What's wrong Kurt?"

"Nothing. Nothing at all"

Blaine moved to gently suck at the tender spot on Kurt's neck.

Kurt had never felt more loved;Blaine had never felt so at ease, not even his dadcould ruin this anymore.

Kurt smiled and brought him into another kiss.

"Y'know most people fall in love THEN have sex"

"Well we're not most people are we" he said with a smirk.

"That's true" Blaine slid a hand between their bodies to undo Kurt's jeans and push them off his hips "what do you want me to do? Fuck you till you can't walk or blow you until you can't see straight?" Blaine was trying to change for Kurt but his language would always be foul and/or dirty

Kurt rolled his eyes at Blaine's ways. "All the above hot sutff."

"Hmmm what should I start with sweet cheeks?" Blaine winked at Kurt not knowing that Kurt was hurt by the fact he was becoming a jerk again.

Kurt rolled over and stood up off the bed trying to locate his clothes.

"Kurt?"

Kurt didn't even bother turning around to look at him. "You will never change will you?"

"Kurt, you can't expect me to change instantly, it's not that easy. And I am changing but maybe that's not good enough for you"

"How are you changing? You aren't! You're still the same asshole!"

"Y'know what fine!" Blaine gathered his clothes and left the Hudson-Hummel household.

Kurt fell onto his bed and screamed into a pillow before going after him.

Blaine sat in front of the wheel, tears flowing down his face. He was getting angry, when Blaine was angry it was never good

Kurt reached the car and hopped in just before Blaine could drive off.

"Now what?"

"Blaine."

"WHAT? You're never happy are you?"

"One minute you're telling me you love me and the next you're back to being a douche bag! How the hell am I supposed to reacte!?!?!"

Blaine gripped the steering wheel harder.

Kurt just stared at Blaine waiting for an answer.

"Loving you isn't easy" it came out harsher then Blaine intended but it was too late now.

"And loving you is?"

"No. Can I go now? It's late, I should be home ready for myten o'clockbeating"

"I am not letting you go back there! We are going to talk this out whether you likeit or not!"

"Kurt I have to, you don't understand"

Kurt climbed over the center console to sit in Blaine's lap.

"Kurt this isn't funny, I legally need to be home in an hour"

"Legally?"

"It's a long story"

"Tell me or I won't move"

"I've been in Juvie, if I'm not home by ten everyday for a year, I'll go to prison"

"I'm coming with you."

"No you can't! Please just stay here"

"I'm going and that's final!" kurt sat back into the passengers seat and waited for Blaine to drive.

"Then I'll walk" Blaine got out of the car and started walking down the road.

"BLAINE! GET YOUR ASS IN THIS CAR!" Kurt screamed down the street.

Blaine kept walking, tears flowing freely.

Kurt ran up to catch up with Blaine and wrapped his arms around his waist to try to keep him from walking any further.

"You have to let me go" Blaine turned in Kurt's arms and kissed him. "please, let me go"

"Never" he whispered and kissed him again.

Blaine was starting to get agitated "Kurt, I HAVE to go" Blaine pulled out of Kurt's grasp, ran back to his car and started the engine before kurt could catch up.

Kurt sobbed trying to run after the car but not being able to. He broke down in the middle of the road.

Blaine had tears cascading down his face like a waterfall, his vision blurring.

Blaine pulled up to his house and got out of the car. He heard noise coming from inside the house.

He checked his watch10:04shit!

He walked inside and saw his father throwing his mom onto the kitchen table. He goes over and pushes him off of her.

"Get off, who do you think you are?"

His father punched him in the gut and Blaine doubled over. "I thought I told you to get out!"

"Fuck you Dad, fuck you!" Blaine ran upstairs with his mobile and dialled 911.

Within 10 minutes the police were at his house and his dad was in cuffs.

Blaine sat on the stairs sobbing, he dialled the familiar number "c'mon kurt pickup"

Kurt, who was curled up on the couch, heard his phone ring and picked it up immediately hoping for it to be Blaine. "Hello?"

"Kurt-" blaines voice broke with emotion.

"Honey! Where are you?"

"I'm at home"

"Whats wrong?" Kurt asked worried.

"I-" the phone line went dead.

"BLAINE! BLAINE! SHIT!" Kurt put on his shoes, grabbed his keys, and ran out of the house.

Crap! Blaine hated the signal in his house...

Kurt, arriving at Blaine's house, saw him sitting on his front steps and the police asking him questions.

Blaine refused to answer anymore as he saw Kurt approaching.

Blaine stood up and pushed past the police. Kurt took him into his arms and Blaine broke down.

"Oh god kurt it was awful"

Kurt held Blaine to his chest and slowly lowered them to the ground when Blaine was to far gone to stand anymore.

"Can I come back to yours tonight? Mums gotta go to the hospital and I don't want to be here alone"

"Yeah, yes, of course honey." Kurt led Blaine to the passengers seat of his navigator.

Blaine sat looking out the window as Kurt shut his door and moved to the drivers side. It wasn't a home he lived in, just a house.They pulled into Kurt's driveway and Kurt helped Blaine into the house. As they walked in Burt came out of the kitchen.

"Do you want to tell me what's going on here?" Bury wasn't to amused at the fact kurt was bringing home another guy.

"Dad, this is Blaine."

"Ok, but that doesn't explain what he's doing here"

"He needs a place to stay. His father was abusive and he got arrested."

Burt's eyes softened "oh Blaine I'm sorry, you're welcome here whenever"

"T-thank you Mr.Hummel. As long as it's okay with you, I don't want to intrude.."

"Nonsense, go down to Kurt's room and I'll bring some snacks down"

Blaine looked up at Burt with a surprised expression and then at Kurt. "It's okay sweetie. Come one." Kurt whispered to him.

Burt smiled at the two and walked into the kitchen, he was going to remind kurt about the open door policy but felt it wasnt the right time for that.

"You should take a shower. I'll bring you some clothes." Kurt said as they walked into his room.

Blaine followed Kurt into his room but made no attempt to shower. Instead, he sat on Kurt's bed and looked at a few photos of the Hudson Hummel family.

"Blaine?"

A few tears fell down Blaine's face. "Why?"

"Why what?" Kurt was confused.

"Why are you being so nice to me? I mean, I was a complete jerk with you"

"Because I love you" Kurt said quietly looking into Blaines eyes.

Blaine motioned for Kurt to sit next to him "y'know I never wanted to be fuck buddies, that's just the only way I felt like I could be close to you"

Kurt took Blaine's hand in his but didn't say anything, waiting for Blaine to continue.

"I thought that if I let myself love you, it would expose you to the danger of my father and it did! I mean look what happened to you" Blaine brushed a finger across the bump on Kurt's head "I-I love you Kurt"

Kurt kissed Blaine gently. "I love you too."

Blaine kissed Kurt back, deeper and pushed him back onto the bed, moving to hover above him "can we try this making love thing again?"

"Not now. First you need a shower and honestly, I don't think that would be a good thing for you mentally or emotionally right now."

"Spoil sport" Blaine jumped up from the bed "it's hardly my fault, you're just youand it's freakishly hot, I want it" Blaine winked before going into Kurt's bathroom.

Kurt shook his head and got up to grab some clothes for Blaine. He walked into the bathroom and put the clothes on the counter. He went to walk out but he heard a sob come from the shower.

Kurt pulled back the shower curtain a tiny bit "You alright Blaine?"

Blaine turned around with blood shot eyes.

"What's wrong?"

"What do you think?"

"I'm sorry" Kurt walked into the shower and brought Blaine into a hug, he didn't care that his clothes were getting soaked.

"Kurt, your clothes..."

"I don't care Blaine, you're more important"

"Really?"

"Off course silly, I love you"

Blaine smiled so big.

"You gonna be alright if I go now?"

Blaine nodded.

"Ok, see you in a few sweetie" Kurt hopped out of the shower and went to change.

A few minutes later Blaine gets out of the shower and gets dressed.

Kurt's sitting on the bed reading vogue when Blaine walks in.

Blaine joins Kurt on the bed "thanks for everything, you're the best friend a guy can have"

"o-ohhh. Yeah. yeah, best friend."

"Relax Kurt, you know you're more than a best friend to me"

"Oh" Kurt blushed and looked down.

"Can we just sorta I dunno, snuggle?"

"Of course"

Blaine lay down on the bed and pulled Kurt down with him, snuggling into his side."Who would of thought that I would live to see the day Blaine Anderson snuggles."

"Shuttup, you love it" Blaine pulled Kurt in closer.

"I love you"

"And I love you too" he placed a gentle kiss to the top of Kurt's head.

Kurt hid his smile in Blaine's chest.

"You're smiling aren't you?" Blaine chuckled.

"No"

"I know you are, don't deny it, Im smiling too"

Kurt looks up and sees Blaine's big smile.

"I've never been happier than in this moment, you complete me Kurt Hummel"

Kurt went up onto his forearms so he hovered over Blaine. "You are my missing puzzle piece Blaine Anderson"

"Using my Katy Perry lines? Harsh move young one, you shall pay"

Kurt kissed him, slipping his tounge into his mouth.

Blaine sucked his tongue further into his mouth, tasting and feeling pure Kurt.

Kurt softly moaned and moved so he was straddling Blaine.

"God yes, I'm loving this dominant side to you"

"Oh really?"

"Yes, fuck, keep it up"

"As you wish" He leaned back in and captured Blaine's mouth.

Blaine moaned and bucked his hips so they collided with Kurt's.

Kurt thrusted against blaine hard.

"What happened to the Kurt that said having sex right now wouldn't be good for me mentally or emotionally?" Blaine winked.

"This isnt sex. Sex would mean fucking you into my matress."Blaine moaned embarrassingly loudly "FUCK KURT, please do that, please please I'm begging"

"Not now honey. Later, I promise"

"Kurt seriously, if you don't, I think I'm going to go insane"

Kurt just starts kissing down Blaine's neck.

"Fuck kurt, when did you get this hot, why haven't I let you top before oh my god"

"Didnt want to seem less manly. Didnt want anyone to think badboy Anderson takes it up the ass."

"Whatever my reasons, I was wrong, fuck keep talking like that"

"You like being my little whore?"

"Urgh, yes YES I do, fuck yes I do"

Kurt starts slowly pulling off Blaine's shirt.

"Now's not the time for slow and romantic"

"Shhhh my slut. I'm the one giving the orders."

Blaine lay there unable to think straight.

Kurt kissed up Blaine's naked chest.

Blaine moaned, it was all he seemed able to do at the moment.

"What do you want?"

"you"

"You already have me"

"That's all I need"

Kurt looks at Blaine with tear filled eyes.

"What?"

"Nothing. Nothing." Kurt says but his voice is thick with withheld tears.

"I love you but could you at least move or give me some friction here" Blainewinked at Kurt.

"Asshole." Kurt says with a smirk.

"You fell in love with it"

Kurt just laughed and kissed him.

"How did you fall in love with me, I was a fucking asshole"

"I saw beneath the asshole"

"does that have some double meaning?" Blaine couldn't help it.

"Blaine..."

"Yeah?"

"I love you"

"I love you too"

"Until my dying day"

"cooommmmeee whaaaaat maaaayyyy, I'm sorry. This is sweet it is but we're both still painfully hard" Blaine flopped his head down on the pillows.

"Not for long"

"you gonna move then? Make me your bitch?"

Kurt growled deep in his throt and flipped Blaine onto his stomach.

"Fuck, who knew you had in you?"

"No talking"

"But-"

"no talking!!!"

Blaine stayed silent.

"I'm gonna fuck you so hard that you'll still feel it in the morning"

Blaine's moans obviously meant he approved. Kurt reached around Blaine to undo his trouser button and pulled his jeans and boxers down in one swift movement. He then pulled his own trousers down and positioned himself behind Blaine. He leaned over to the bedside table and grabbed lube and a condom. Kurt lubed up his fingers and began to play with Blaine's hole. Blaine moaned incredible loud "please Kurt"

"I said shut up" Kurt spanked Blaine's ass hard with a slapping sound stinging Blaine's ass and turning it red; which only made Blaine moan louder.

Kurt pushed pass the ring of muscle and began to thrust his finger in and out. He then added a second finger and began to scissor them "fuck Kurt please just shove your cock in already"

"Not if you're going to keep wining like a girly bitch for fuck sake" Kurt pulled out his fingers and rolled on the condom; lubing it up an pushing it against the entrance to Blaine.

Slowly, Kurt entered Blaine and allowed him to get used to the intrusion. As soon as Blaine gave the nod off approval he pulled back and snapped his hips in quickly. He continued to thrust into Blaine quicker and there movements became irregular and unsteady until Blaine and Kurt reached there climax, cumming hard.

Kurt pulled out of Blaine and took the condom off before tying it off and placing it in the bin next to his bed. He crawled up the bed and lay beside Blaine. "I love you"

"I love you too" Blaine kissed Kurt lovingly knowing that they had all the time in the world for their love.