Kurt was sick of the way his life was. He had an amazing boyfriend, and great friends but he just felt like he needed a change. So, when Quinn came to his doorstep asking if he wanted to be a skank, he said yes. They spent that summer shopping for rebelious clothes with chains on them. Kurt tried to keep this from Blaine but he was catching on. When Quinn and Kurt dyed their hair pink, Blaine knew that he needed to talk to Kurt about this. This wasn't who he was. He could tell there was something seriously wrong.

"Kurt, are you...okay?" Blaine asked as he took a seat next to Kurt on his bed. Kurt had pink hair and he was wearing a biker jacket, black jeans, and biker boots. He even got his lip and eyebrow pierced. He looked like he was trying to be rebellious. It just didn't look like Kurt.

This isn't him. Why is he trying to be someone else?

"Yeah, I am fine Blaine. Why are you asking a crazy question?" Kurt asked.

"You are just dressing different than you used to. It's not you. " Blaine whispered. He tried to hold back the tears that were quickly forming in his eyes. He just wished Kurt would be honest with him, and tell him what was going on. He was really worried about him. He had stopped calling him before he went to bed, and he never sent cute texts anymore. The only time he would text him, was when Blaine would text first. And he never got into the conversation. He would just reply with "K" Or "uh huh".

"Blaine, I was sick of living the way I was before. It just wasn't me. I wanted a change." Kurt replied with a smile on his face.

"Kurt, you can change you hair and you can change your clothes. I won't stop you. But you changed you personality. You aren't the courageous, fun guy I fell in love with anymore. You ignore me all the time. This is the first time we have hung out in a week. Do you still love me? Because lately it seems like you don't." Blaine screamed, and Kurt seemed shocked by this.

How could he think I don't love him? Is he fucking insane? 

"Blaine" Kurt said softly. "Of course I still love you. I never stopped. You are my world. I would be no where without you, Blaine! You complete me" Kurt just buried his head in his hands and started to cry.

"Baby, please don't cry." Blaine choked out. He couldn't stand to see Kurt so upset. "Whats wrong?"

"I just hated the way I was before. I felt so... soo... girly, and weak. I thought you only saw me as a girl and I wanted to be more masculine. I thought being a skank would make people fear me, and no one would bully me anymore. I'm sick of getting pushed around by everyone. I want to be able to stick up for myself. I would rather be feared, and ignored by everyone than have people thinking I'm some prissy little girl." Kurt said as the tears streamed down his face.

Blaine was in shock. He couldn't believe what was coming out of his boyfriend's mouth. He couldn't believe that Kurt thought those things about himself. Blaine moved closer to Kurt, and took his hands in his.

"Kurt, look at me" Blaine whispered. Kurt looked up into his eyes. "You are not girly at all. You are as man as they come. Look at you. Your so hot, and I love you so much. I don't see you as a girl at all. You are all man to me. You are perfect. You don't need to change who you are. I like your old clothes better. They are more you."

"Seriously?" Kurt exclaimed, and he wiped away the tears from his cheeks.

"Yes." Blaine chuckled, and he kissed Kurt's red cheek. " God, you are so amazing and sometimes it is hard to believe that your all mine. Like, why would this amazing hot guy pick a nerdy boy like me? But were made for eachother. I will never leave you. Ever! You are stuck with me forever, Kurt. I would still love you if you had green hair."

"You are the best boyfriend ever." Kurt said, and he shot Blaine a smile.

Blaine smiled too. "Your smile is amazing. I love when you smile, Kurt."

"Blaine, I'm really sorry I have been acting weird." Kurt said, and he blushed a little bit.

"Kurt, it's ok." Blaine whispered, and he moved in to kiss him. He pressed a kiss to his lips, and they kissed with lots of passion. Blaine pushed Kurt down onto his back, and straddled him. He rocked his hips against Kurt's, recieving a moan from the other boy.

"So good, Blaine" Kurt moaned. Blaine continued to rock, and moans were escaping both of their mouths.

"Kurt." Blaine moaned as he pressed kisses along Kurt's neck.

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"M'close." Blaine whined into Kurt's mouth, and both boys came.

"Next time we should umm doo that with our pants off. I nearly ruined my jeans." Kurt breathed onto Blaine's neck.

"Will do. Are you ok now?" Blaine asked as he placed a sweet kiss on Kurt's forehead.

"Yeah, I'm fine. And thankyou. You are the best boyfriend ever. You support me so much, and you are always standing by my side. You saved me from all the bullying last year, and you made me happy. You saved my life, and I don't even know how to repay you" Kurt said as he sat up, and looked into his boyfriend's beautiful, brown eyes.

"Kurt." Blaine repiled as he cupped Kurt's cheeks with his hand. "You don't have to repay me. You already doing that by being my boyfriend. I need to tell you something important that I have never told anyone."

Kurt stared at Blaine with a concerned look on his face. Blaine continued to speak.

"When I met you, I was at a bad place in my life. I hated myself. I thought I was going to be alone forever. I cut myself daily, and I thought about killing myself. I had my suicide all planned out when I met you. I was gonna take this bottle of tylenol that I found in the medicine cabinet. I was really gonna do it, Kurt. But then I met you, and I realized that I have my whole life ahead of me, and I can't die now. I knew from the moment we met on that staircase that you were the one. You made me happy. You stopped me from suicide. You saved me fro myself, and you are amazing. Thank you so much for always being there for me." Blaine sobbed as Kurt pulled him in for a hug.

"Baby, Its ok. It gonna be alright. You are so brave. I'm glad I met you. And I'm glad you didn't take your life. I don't know what we would do without eachother. But just know that I'm here for you, and I will always love you" Kurt said as he placed a kiss on Blaine's curls, and he continued to cry.

"I just love you so much, and I never wanna lose you, Kurt." Blaine said as he sat up, wiped the tears from his eyes, and stared deeply into his boyfriend's blue eyes.

"Blaine, I'm never gonna leave you" Kurt said, and then he leaned in to kiss Blaine. The made out for a little bit, and things were getting pretty heated. As they kissed, Blaine reached his hand down, and undid his pants.

"Blaine. I'm not ready for sex." Kurt said as he pulled away from Blaine.

"Kurt, I know. But im getting pretty hard.I just needed some relief, or I was gonna explode."Blaine replied and he blushed a little.

"I know we have never you know, seen eachother but I think im ready to take itto the next step." Kurt said as he looked away.

"Next step?' Blaine asked confused.

"Iwannasuckyouoff" Kurt mumbled.

"Oh my god! Please!" Blaine moaned. He was even more hard than he was before. Kurt kissed him, and pulled off his his pants. Kurt could see a tent in Blaine's boxers, and all his fear went away. He pulled off Blaine's shirt and then removed his clothes. They both sat and stared at eachother in their underwear and then they decided to move on. Kurt sat up on his knees, and slowly pulled his boxers down his hips, revealing his pink, hard cock. Blaine licked his lips, and stared to do the same. He grabbed the hem, and ripped them off as fast as he could. Kurt stared at him the whole time, and when he saw his dick, he couldn't help but stare because damn, Blaine's was big. All Kurt could think about was the dick in his mouth. Kurt decided he should make the first move.

He lowered himself right in from of Blaine's crotch, and breathed on it. Blaine shivered. Kurt kissed his inner thighs, and made his way up to his dick. He licked a trail up his, and flicked his tongue at the tip.

"Oh my god! Kurt! So good." Blaine moaned. Kurt decided to be brave, and he tool the whole thing in his mouth. He sucked, and sucked and moans were escaping both of their mouths.

"Mmmmm, baby! Close." Blaine moaned, and then he saw white. Kurt swallowed all his come, and soon enough he came too. They both came down from their highs, and panted against eachother's neck.

"Kurt, you're amazing." Blaine said as he kissed his lips.

They snuggled together for the whole night, and shared sweet kisses. This was the way it was supposed to be. After everything they had been through, nothing could tear apart their love.