Sept. 16, 2012, 1:42 p.m.
Our Final Goodbye
Season 4 spoilers! After Blaine sings his goodbye song to Kurt, they go back to Kurt's for their "final goodbye"
E - Words: 1,770 - Last Updated: Sep 16, 2012 735 0 5 2 Categories: Cotton Candy Fluff, Romance, Characters: Blaine Anderson, Kurt Hummel, Tags: established relationship,
"I'm gonna miss you so much" Kurt said as he hugged his boyfriend.
Blaine had just sang to him, and it gave him the little push he needed to get out of Lima, Ohio. He was going to go to New York and live his dream. It was going to be hard but he was gonna make it. He had the support of his family, friends, and his loving boyfriend. Of course, he was gonna miss Blaine, but he was gonna be joining him there in a year, and they would find an apartment together and they would live happily ever after. They would text all day, and Skype everyday, and they would call eachother all the time. Kurt was sure that their relationship would last. They had known eachother for almost two years now. They were bestfriends. Nothing would ever change that. They were Klaine for god's sake. Possibly, the strongest couple in all fo Lima, Ohio. Maybe even all of Ohio. They loved eachother unconditionally and they trusted eachother with their lives. Ever since, they had sex, their relationship had grown even stronger, if that is even possible.
Blaine had basically saved Kurt's life. He got him out of that horrible situation with Karofsky, and taught him that life wasn't hopeless. Before Kurt met Blaine, He was sure he was going to be alone forever. But Blaine helped him see that he was worth being loved. Blaine saved him and Kurt saved Blaine. Blaine was always sure of who he was. He was this confident guy who was loved by everyone. But deep down, he was scared of never finding someone who would love him. That's why he was so hung up on Rachel and Jeremiah. They gave him the time of day. He felt loved when he was with them. Even though he knew that he would never love Rachel, he liked the feeling of being wanted by someone. He knew that it was wrong to use Rachel like that, but he just wanted to know what it was like to have someone love him. Little did he know, that Kurt wanted him. He wanted him really bad. There were a handful of nights where Kurt would wake up with a hard on, and needed release. He would think about Blaine while he jerked himself off, and when he came, he was whining Blaine's name into the darkness.
Kurt fell in love with Blaine the second that they met. When Kurt saw those gorgeous brown eyes, he knew this was the man he wanted to marry some day. He called it love at first sight. Kurt was always beating himself up about liking Blaine because he knew Blaine would never like him back. But he always had hope, up until Valentine's day when Blaine said he just wanted to be friends. The whole time they drank their coffee, Kurt was holding back tears. He felt like he was gonna die. He felt like Blaine had ripped his heart out and ran it over with a truck. He felt like he was gonna die right there. But he stayed strong and put a smile on his face like he had been doing his whole junior year. When Kurt got home that night, he locked himself in his room and cried. He cried for hours. Finn found him a few hours after he had gotten home, and talked to him until he felt better. Finn was actually a good brother. He didn't get enough credit. He was always there for Kurt. They talked for the rest of the night, until Kurt forgot why he was even upset.
Blaine did like Kurt but he never felt good enough for him. After all the stuff Kurt had been through in his life, he felt like Kurt deserved better than him. Blaine was extremely unstable. He was an emotional wreck most of the time, and he felt like Kurt needed someone better. So, when Kurt told him he liked him, the only thing he could do was say no. He knew that it hurt Kurt, but it was what he needed to do. But when he got home that night, he cried too. He cried himself to sleep. He loved Kurt so much and he had just made the biggest mistake of his life. He wanted Kurt so bad. He had masturbated to the thought of Kurt plenty of times. He knew that night that he needed to get his head out of his ass, and show Kurt how much he meant to him.
When they finally got together, both boys were happier than ever. They knew this day was coming. The day they were gonna have to say goodbye. But they didn't know that it would be this soon.
"I'm gonna miss you too" Blaine whispered into Kurt's ear.
"Lets go back to my place" Kurt said as he let go of his boyfriend, and grabbed his hand.
They drove home in silence. It wasn't awkward, It was a comfortable silence. They enjoyed listening to eachother breathe. It was relaxing for them. But they were mostly silent, because they were scared. This was going to be their last day together. This was going to be their last time having sex for at least a couple of months, and that scared the shit out of them. They both knew that it wouln't be the same once Kurt moved to New York.
"Blaine" Kurt said as he looked out the window.
"Huh?" Blaine replied.
"I'm gonna miss you so much." Kurt cooed. He looked at Blaine and gave him a half smile.
"I'm gonna miss you too. But don't worry, in a year I will be in New York with you. I'm gonna call you everyday. I promise." Blaine said as he grabbed onto Kurt's hand and gave it a little squeeze. They were silent the rest of the way to Kurt's.When they pulled into the driveway, Kurt's heart stopped a little.
This is our last time. Make it worth it, he thought.
They walked into the house. hand in hand, and walked up to Kurt's bedroom. They locked the door, and dropped their bags on the chair next to the door.
"This is it" Kurt said as he took a seat on his bed.
"Yeah, it is" Blaine frowned. "I love you so much, Kurt"
"I love you too" He replied. He stood up, and walked over to Blaine, who was looking out the window. He pulled him into a hug, and started to kiss his neck.
"Mmm... Gonna miss this" Kurt whispered, and Blaine shivered. Kurt pulled back, and started to unzip his jacket. Once he got it off, he threw it on the ground, and lifted his shirt over his head. He reached for Blaine's shirt, and untucked it from his black pants. He lifted it over his head, and threw it next to his jacket and shirt.
"So beautiful." Kurt said as he started to unzip his jeans. Blaine pushed his hand away so he could do it for him.
"Let me." He said and he unzipped Kurt's jeans.
"Let's.... umm go to the bed." Kurt said
They walked over to the bed, and Kurt slipped off his pants. Blaine undid his pants and both were now in their underwear.
"I love you so much, Kurt." Blaine whispered.
"I love you, too." Kurt replied, and he grabbed the waistband of his boxers, and slipped them down over his hips. He was naked now and Blaine couldn't help but stare, because this was gonna be the last time he would see Kurt for a long time. Blaine pulled off his boxers, and he took a seat on the bed. Kurt got in front of him and leaned down and pressed a kiss on his lips. He continued to kiss him and he pushed Blaine down so he was laying down. He climbed on top of him and lowered his dick down onto Blaine's, making Blaine moan into Kurt's mouth. He rocked his hips, and kissed Blaine with even more force than before. After a while he came up for air and placed a kiss on Blaine's cheek. He crawled over to the nightstand ,and grabbed the lube. He came back, and Blaine gave him a weird look.
"No condom?" He asked
"No, I wanna feel you Blaine." Kurt replied, and he crawled between Blaine's legs.
He leaned down, and pressed a kiss to Blaine's hard dick.
"So beautiful." He whispered against it.
He grabbed the lube, and coated his fingers in it. He warmed it up ,and started to circle Blaine's hole.
"Uhhh... so good, baby" Blaine whined.
Kurt pushed one finger in, and started to pump it in and out.
"More!" Blaine moaned loudly.
Kurt added another finge,r and started to scissor them.
"I'm ready." Blaine breathed out.
"Sure?" Kurt asked softly.
"Mhmm." He replied. Kurt leaned up, and placed a sweet kiss on Blaine's lips, and grabbed the lube again. He coated his dick, and lined himself up with Blaine's hole. He pushed in a little bit and, Blaine whined in pain.
"It's ok, keep going, baby." Blaine moaned. Kurt pushed in, and he didn't stop until his balls touched Blaine's ass. He stayed in that position until Blaine nodded, and said to move. Kurt started to rock his hips. He pulled his dick out a little bit, and then pushed back in.
"Uhhh so good, Blaine" Kurt moaned.
"Mmmm.... Uhhhh I love you so much." Blaine moaned.
"Love you too." Kurt replied, and he leaned up and kissed Blaine. Kurt continue to move, and both boys were breathing really loud.
"So close" Kurt whined.
"Me too" Blaine replied and a few seconds later, Kurt was coming in Blaine's ass. The feeling of that made Blaine follow, and Kurt collaped on Blaine's chest.They came down from their highs, and Kurt pulled out. Blaine whined at the loss, and pulled Kurt in for a hug.
"You are amazing." Kurt breathed against Blaine's bare chest.
"You too. I love so much Kurt. Don't forget it. You are the only person I will ever love. Nothing could ever change that. I won't forget about you while you are in New York. Don't worry. You are the man I wanna marry someday." aiBlne cooed.
"I wanna marry you someday, too. I love you so much. You are the love of my life. I meant it when I said that I am always gonna love you." Kurt replied.
They snuggled together for a little bit, just listening to eachother breathe. They finally decided to take a shower together. Once they were done, they just snuggled for the rest of the day. They knew this wasn't their last time. They were always gonna be together. Kurt moving to New York was just gonna make them stronger in the end.
Comments
thank you so much :) glad you enjoyed this!
Awesome story ! Congrat's...
This was lovely. One smidge of confusion at the end: "You are amazing" Kurt breathed against Blaine's bare chest."You too. I love so much Blaine...I wanna marry someday." Kurt cooed.The story has Kurt answering Kurt. Did you mean to have Blaine say, "You, too," and then go to a new line and have Kurt start with the, "I love you so much," speech?
Yes thank you I didn't catch that! I'm glad you enjoyed it though :)
Problem fixed :)