Kurt had imagined his first night with Blaine in New York to be less—upsetting. Their first night in New York was something that Kurt had thought about from when they first started dating, between stolen kisses and blushing coffee dates, Kurt knew they were worth while so he let himself think about their future. Which, right now, felt like it was a complete waste of time.

But instead of what Kurt imagined an amazing night of riveting sex, he got.. A cheater in his bed, tears, tantrums and ..alcohol?

He could feel the heat radiating off of Blaine's silently shaking frame in their warm bed. Which was killing him, Kurt had made Blaine feel like this. Kurt had made Blaine shake himself to sleep. This was something he needed to change.

Suddenly he felt the need to be closer. Closer than he was before Blaine cheated on him. Closer than they were before they even started dating. Closer than ever. Closer than the first time they had sex.

If this was anyone else Kurt would stay completely mad at them, given what the position was. But not Blaine. He loved Blaine more than anything which is why heneeded to forgive him, maybe not right now. Maybe not tomorrow. But maybe soon.

So he snuggled closer to Blaine, who audiably stopped his silent tears to flick his head behind him, not looking at Kurt. Eyes blinking back more tears that were daring to fall.

Then Kurt moved again, closer, closer, closer. Until he was almost spooning Blaine from behind. His hair smelt like strawberries, and Kurt had to physically supress himself from massaging his fingernails into Blaine's scalp, just like he used to do back in Lima when Blaine was having sleeping issues. He didn't want to over step his boundaries.

"I wasn't there." Kurt whispered, bringing an arm around— his boyfriend?— Blaine and stroking at his ungelled hair. "I'm so sorry that I wasn't there."

Blaine started to tremble and shake violently, curling himself into a small ball. Sobs tumbling from his lips.

Kurt moved so he was completely spooning the shorter boy. His breath hitching in his throat when his crotch met Blaine's backside. He shook his head, shaking these thoughts out of the way before rubbing his legs over Blaine's.

"I just.." He trailed off. "I can't believe you cheated on me. After all that you said about Chandler."

"P-Please, d-don't break— break up with me." Blaine's whole body shook. He tried to push himself away from the boy next to him but he wouldn't let him go, he just snuggled him tighter. "I love you s-so much, Kurt."

"I love you too, but what you did.." Kurt whispered. He knew that the next thing which was about to tumble from his mouth was going to really hurt. Accidently. "Is almost unforgivable."

Another loud sob escaped from Blaine's mouth causing a tear to slide silently down Kurt's porcelain cheek, he just wanted this fight to end. 

"I'm not breaking up with you though." Kurt rushed out, gripping at Blaine's wrist. Then slowly turning his hand around and sliding his fingers up through the spaces in between Blaine's.

He could feel the sigh of relief that Blaine emitted from his trembling frame.

"I-I know this won't make any difference but.." Blaine turned around slowly in Kurt's embrace to face him. "I didn't have sex with that guy."

Now it was Kurt's turn to breathe a sigh of relief. "Thank god."

"W-What?" Blaine furred his eyebrows together, letting himself actually look at Kurt.

"I thought you had sex with him. You said that you were with someone, I guess I just took that as you had sex with him, like proper.. anal type sex. Which is why I said that what you did was so unforgivable." Kurt smiled emotions overflowing in every direction of his face, a tear dropping onto Blaine's shoulder. "But now it's different."

"B-But I still cheated on you, Kurt.." Blaine cried, shaking his head profusely. "He kissed me. He kissed me twice before I ran out."

Kurt didn't reply, not audiably anyway, instead smiled because it really wasn't all that bad. Yeah he had gotten cheated on, the love of his life had been with another man — Romantically. But it wasn't as bad as he had thought.

"It felt awful. I shouldn't of even thought about going over there.. He tried to shove his tongue in my mouth but it didn't feel right. It was too slippery, I hated it. But it didn't feel right because it wasn't you." Blaine admitted, rubbing at Kurt's hip bone absently.

"Shut up." Kurt said, shaking his head up and down in anyway possible just to shut Blaine up.

"W-What?" Blaine was taken back. "Huh?"

"Shut up and kiss me, Blaine." Kurt whispered, leaning forward to bump their noses together.

"Promise you won't regret it?" Blaine asked, sighing, moving his mouth so it was hovering over Kurt's.

"Never."

So Blaine kissed him.

Blaine kissed his boyfriend on his mouth and he felt like he was finally home again.