Kurt had been worried that things would be a little weird for him and Blaine after their sexual encounter -he called it that so he wouldn't blush every time he thought about it- but life went on as normal. They still cuddled together on the couch during movie night, they still teased and flirted when it was their turn to clean up after dinner. The only change was, Blaine would sometimes look at him like he wanted to jump his bones at the most inappropriate times which Kurt should have found embarrassing, but instead he found it incredibly hot.

Exactly two weeks later, Burt and Carole were scheduled to head north to visit Carole's family, Finn of course wanted to stay home, so it left Kurt, Blaine, and Finn at the Hummel-Hudson residence by themselves. Burt had given all three of them the 'no funny business in my house while we're gone' speech, but as soon as Blaine heard the car pull out of the driveway he headed to Finn's room.

"I will pay you to go to Puck's or Rachel's or anywhere that isn't here."

Finn, the ever clueless, gave him a confused look. "Why?"

"Do you really want me to tell you?"

"You want to have sex with Kurt while Burt and my mom are gone." Finn said, putting two and two together.

"Like I said, I'll pay you to leave, spend the night at Puck's and do whatever it is you two do in your spare time." Blaine started to reach for his wallet.

"Look, I'll go but I want your word that you won't push him into doing something he's not ready for. Kurt's my brother and if I find out you hurt him in any way-"

"I love him Finn, I would never hurt him or pressure him into anything. I just want to make this special, for both of us and it would help if we were the only ones in the house." Blaine said honestly, admiring Finn's loyalty to his brother.

"Fine. I'll be back tomorrow around noon." Finn grabbed a bag, throwing what he needed into it. "Take care of him."

"I will Finn, thank you." Blaine smiled, following Finn out of the bedroom. "Oh and if you could just not tell Kurt why you're leaving, that would be great."

"Don't worry, I won't tell him." Finn rolled his eyes, running down the stairs and almost crashing into Kurt who was heading up the stairs.

"Where are you heading in such a hurry?" Kurt asked once he remembered how to breathe.

"Uh I'm going over to Puck's."

"Oh, okay. When will you be back?" Kurt asked, a knowing smile taking over his face.

"Tomorrow, around noon."

"Alright, have fun or whatever." Kurt waved him off and turned to Blaine. "Word of advice, Finn is terrible at keeping secrets."

"Wha- I didn't-"

"Yes you did, now come on." Kurt grabbed Blaine's hand and led him to his room.

"Are you mad? Should I have asked you fir-" Blaine was cut off by Kurt pressing their lips together, pulling back once he saw that he had Blaine's attention.

"I'm not mad, and since we have all night to do whatever it is you have planned, we're going to talk first." Kurt walked them over to the bed.

"Talk?" Blaine looked at Kurt worriedly.

"Yes talk. Don't look so nervous honey, I just want to talk." Kurt reassured him, gently kissing his temple.

"Okay, what about?"

"Us and what happened the last time we were alone in this room, amongst other things." Kurt shrugged, wrapping his arm around Blaine's shoulders.

"You want to talk about me giving you a blowjob?" Blaine asked he figured they would have to talk about it eventually but it didn't stop him from worrying about what Kurt was going to say.

"Yes that is what I want to talk about." Kurt was already blushing, how in the hell was he going to get through this conversation?

"W-what about it? Was it not good, did I do something wrong? Do you-"

"Whoa, whoa, slow down Blaine, I already told you I liked it, I really liked it. I just- we need to talk about this stuff before we get too far." Kurt assumed him.

"Okay, I guess we should establish what exactly we want to do and don't want to do." Blaine said, knowing they needed to start somewhere.

"I guess that would be a good place to start." Kurt took a deep breath, "I want everything with you Blaine, I really do, I just- I don't know if I'm ready for everything just yet."

"That's fine Kurt, I will never pressure you into something you don't want to do." Blaine clasped Kurt's hands in both of his. "I want everything with you too, we can do whatever makes us comfortable. If we ever do something that makes you uncomfortable, just tell me to stop and I will, I promise."

"I will, thank you Blaine." Kurt smiled, bringing one of his hands to cup Blaine's cheek. "Do you remember when I invited you to the Lima Bean and I just assumed you weren't a virgin?"

"Yeah. I remember me over reacting and running out on you then coming over here to apologize and you kissed me." Blaine's eyes sparkled at the memory, one of the happiest moments in his life was his first kiss with Kurt.

"We're both experiencing this for the first time, you may be more forward about sex than me, but if you ever feel uncomfortable when we're, you know, don't be afraid to stop, I promise I won't laugh at you or be upset with you. I want this to be good for both of us, we deserve it."

"I promise." Blaine whispered, his breath stuck in his throat. Sometimes it still shocked him that Kurt cared for him so much.

"Good." Kurt breathed, pressing his lips to Blaine's. If hu here was one thing he thought he'd never tire of, it would be kissing Blaine.

"Kurt." Blaine groaned, his hands finding Kurt's hair.

Kurt pulled back, breathing heavy. "I love you so much."

"I love you too. Kurt I need- please." Blaine buried his head in the crook of Kurt's neck, clutching to Kurt like he was afraid he'd lose him if he let go.

"What Blaine, what do you need?" Kurt asked, starting to pull Blaine's shirt off.

"You. I need you. Please." Blaine didn't notice that he'd started crying until Kurt was wiping away his tears.

"What's wrong honey? Why are you crying?" Kurt looked him over, worried that he'd said or done something wrong.

"Nothing I just- I- Kurt." Blaine broke down, a sob tearing it's way out of his chest. He didn't know why he was crying.

Kurt pulled Blaine into his lap, wrapping his arms around Blaine's waist. "It's okay honey, I'm right here. It's going to be okay." Kurt tried soothing Blaine, still not sure what was going on.

"K-Kurt." Blaine lifted his head to kiss at Kurt's jaw and down over his adams apple.

"Blaine what are-" Kurt didn't finish because Blaine crashed their lips together, working to unbutton Kurt's shirt.

"I need you, please Kurt. I need-" Blaine pushed the shirt off Kurt's shoulders, sitting back to remove his own then setting to work on Kurt's pants.

"Is this- Blaine please look at me." Kurt grabbed Blaine's hands to halt his work. He waited until Blaine looked at him to speak again. "I need you to tell me what you need, I can't help you if you don't tell me." He wasn't completely sure this was a good idea, but he couldn't turn Blaine down, not when he's this emotional.

"Can you- your mouth, please?" Blaine pulled his hands from Kurt's grip to finish undoing Kurt's pants, yanking them and his briefs down far enough to free Kurt's cock? He wasted no time taking it in his hand, causing Kurt to throw his head back with a moan.

"B-Blaine."

Blaine let go so he could work on his own jeans with shaking hands.

"Here, let me." Kurt reached out, pushing Blaine's hands away to pop open the button. "Lay back and lift your hips up for me honey." He said, pulling Blaine's jeans completely off, throwing them to the floor before removing his own and throwing them to the floor too.

"Oh god, Kurt." Blaine let out a shaky breath, his hands gripping the sheets so tightly his knuckles were starting to turn white.

"It's okay honey, I'm here, I've got you." Kurt whispered into the skin if Blaine's chest, kissing his way down.

"P-please." Blaine pressed his hips up, trying to get Kurt to move faster. He'd never felt a need like this, like he was going to explode if he didn't have Kurt's mouth around his cock.

Seeing that Blaine was having a hard time keeping himself together, Kurt didn't tease. He'd never given a blowjob before, he'd never even thought about giving a blowjob, but he knew the basics, so he slowly sunk his mouth over Blaine, holding his hips down when he tried to buck up.

"Oh my god, oh my god, Kurt!" Blaine was sobbing again, trying to push himself closer to Kurt.

With one hand holding Blaine's hips down and one around the base of Blaine's cock, Kurt started moving his mouth up and down, using his tongue to trace the vein on the underside of Blaine's cock.

"Holy shit, oh god, Kurt I-" Blaine let one of his hands find Kurt's hair.

Kurt pulled off to catch his breath. "You can- my hair."

"I-I'm so close. Kurt please." Blaine wined, guiding Kurt's head back down.

Kurt used both hands to hold Blaine's hips down, letting Blaine guide until he felt Blaine coming without warning, down his throat. He couldn't move with Blaine's hand holding his head down, so he did his best to swallow everything, not knowing what else to do.

Finally Blaine let go of Kurt's hair, his hand falling onto the bed with a soft thump. "Oh my- are you okay?" He asked, when Kurt moved his head to lay on Blaine's thigh.

"Yeah, I just- give me a minute." Kurt rasped, his voice sounding raw and deep in a way Blaine had never heard.

"That was- I'm sorry I just- I don't know what happened." Blaine apologized.

"It's okay, I'm fine. Are you okay?" Kurt asked, finally making his way up to lay beside Blaine.

"I think so. I have no idea why I got so emotional. Was it weird?" Blaine rested his head on Kurt's chest, listening to his heartbeat return to normal.

"It wasn't weird, I just wanted to make sure you were okay." Kurt sighed, kissing the top of Blaine's head.

"We really need to clean up, I feel sweaty and disgusting." Blaine started to roll away but Kurt caught him, holding him close.

"Later, right now I just want to lay here with you." Kurt said, stifling a yawn.

Blaine chuckled, snuggling as close as he could to Kurt. "Alright, but we will have to clean up later."

"Mhmm." Was all Kurt replied with before his breathing evened out and he was asleep.

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Later that evening, they were making dinner when Kurt brought up one of the topics he had been wanting to talk to Blaine about. "Have you thought about where you want to go to college?"

Blaine almost dropped the pan he was holding. He sat it down carefully before slowly turning around to face Kurt. "I uh, well I- no."

"Blaine! You're a senior, you need to think about it."

"Well to be completely honest, I've had a lot on my plate, I haven't really had time to think about it." Blaine said defensively.

"I know, I'm sorry." Kurt walked up to him, wrapping his arms around Blaine's shoulders. "Any ideas about what you want to go to college for?"

"Promise you won't laugh?" Blaine asked, wrappings his arms around Kurt's waist.

"I promise."

"I want to be a doctor." Blaine held his breath, waiting for Kurt to reply.

"Hmm, Doctor Anderson, I guess it does have a certain ring to it. I never pegged you for a doctor type though."

Blaine laughed as he pulled away from Kurt to check on the chicken that was cooking. "You're not the first to say that. What about you? Where do you want to go?"

"New York." Kurt said without hesitation. "I've been dreaming of New York forever, I want to prove to everyone that I can make it, that I am good enough."

"And you will show them. You're amazing Kurt, one day you'll be headlining a show on Broadway and all of those jerks who said you weren't good enough will be stuck here with dead-end jobs." Blaine assured him as he started fixing their plates.

Kurt smiled, getting silverware and drinks out and on the table. "And where do you fit in all of this?"

"Do you want to know how I picture my life from now on?" Blaine asked, sitting down to eat. "I go to college for pre-med, graduate top of my class, get into a good medical school, get my medical license become a successful doctor, have a few kids and a dog, and eventually retire, spending my old age spoiling my grandchildren and living happily ever after with the love of my life whom I married after I graduated medical school."

"That's a very thought out plan."

"Aren't you going to ask me who the love of my life is?" Blaine asked, a teasing smile betraying him.

"Who is it?" Kurt asked, holding his breath.

"You. Kurt, there is no one else I'd rather spend the rest of my life with." Blaine said earnestly.

Kurt smiled brightly, covering his face with his hands to hide the blush that had covered his cheeks. "Blaine."

"I'm serious Kurt, I have every intention of spending the rest of my life with you. I love you way too much to let you go. You're my soulmate."

"Kurt couldn't stand it any longer, he stood up and walked over to the other side of the table, cupping both of Blaine's cheeks in his hands. "I love you. I love you so much."

"I love you too Kurt." Blaine smiled softly, leaning up to press a quick kiss to Kurt's lips, only to have Kurt deepen it. "Kurt, we can't- we're eating." He pulled away, resting his hands on Kurt's hips.

"Later." Kurt promised, moving back to his chair to finish his dinner. If you had asked him that morning, or even an hour ago if he was ready to give himself completely to Blaine, he probably would have said no, actually, he knows he would have said no, but now? Now he knows there's nothing to be worried about because Blaine loves him, Blaine wants to spend the rest of their lives together and so does he.