April 28, 2012, 10:26 a.m.
You Know You love Me: I'm Just a Notch In Your Bedpost
E - Words: 3,335 - Last Updated: Apr 28, 2012 Story: Closed - Chapters: 24/? - Created: Nov 13, 2011 - Updated: Apr 28, 2012 433 0 0 0 0
As much as you try to run from the truth, you'll always run into someone you've hurt before. We'll keep that in mind for our little New Kid and his Prince.
“We’re staying in Lucy’s room.” Aaron announced, following Santana out of the room.
Rachel yawned and added. “We’ll stay in here; you two can have the guest room.” She threw herself onto the sofa which had been pulled out into a double bed. Sebastian and Marc headed for the stairs.
“And we’ll just stay in my room.” Blaine added with a shrug.
“I’m glad you’re in the basement, dude. At least if we put a movie on we can’t hear a thing...I don’t wanna hear you two going at it all night.”
“The feelings mutual, Puckerman.” Blaine sniped back. “Or have you forgotten last August...”
Puck laughed. “Alright, alright, case and point.”
“You know where everything is...” Blaine added as he nudged Kurt towards his bedroom by his hips. “We’ll see you guys in the morning”
Kurt stopped walking and Blaine wrapped his arms around the other boy’s waist when their bodies met. Blaine kissed his neck and shoulder sweetly.
“C’mon.” Blaine nudged him forward again and Kurt stopped at the doorway.
“I need to go talk to Seb quickly...give me 5 minutes?” he asked. Blaine stared at him for a moment, searching for something in his eyes to give him an indication of what was going on but coming up short. Kurt just looked intently at him with his bottom lip sucked between his teeth.
“S-sure.” Blaine agreed. “I’ll wait downstairs.”
Kurt smiled at him and disappeared upstairs.
*
Blaine felt a dip in the bed but he didn’t open his eyes, he stayed curled up in his duvet in the darkness of his bedroom as the sheets next to him shuffled until a warm body pressed against his back, and soft lips were touching his neck.
“Sorry I took so long,” Kurt whispered into his ear. “I know you’re awake.” He added a few moments later when Blaine didn’t move.
Blaine let his eyes crack open a tiny bit, not enough for him to actually let Kurt know he was awake, but enough that he could see Kurt’s fingers nudging their way to entwine with his which rest on his chest.
“You’re not fooling me, Blaine Anderson.” Kurt said as he laid his head behind Blaine’s, his nose nuzzled into Blaine’s hair. He kissed his neck gently again and squeezed Blaine’s hand in his. “Blaine,” he said again, more of a whine and a plead.
Blaine shut his eyes and took a deep breath before turning over onto his back, Kurt immediately moved to rest his head on his boyfriend’s shoulder.
“I knew you were awake,” Kurt said quietly.
“You woke me up,” Blaine whispered in reply, dragging his eyes open and settling them on Kurt’s face.
“Did not.”
“Did too.”
Kurt grinned. “Really?”
“Really,” Blaine smiled back and turned over fully so they were chest to chest, their hands still entwined between them. Kurt pulled his fingers away and rested them on the other boy’s hips, his thumb gently stroking the bare skin of his torso as his fingers sat comfortably on the waistband of his pyjama bottoms.
“Well, didn’t we learn some interesting things tonight...” Kurt teased.
“I think we did,” Blaine agreed, leaning forward and pressing their lips together for a second before pulling back.
“Puck and Aaron?!” A grin broke across Kurt’s face.
“I know right...It was crazy. Aaron told me all about it and I went into shock for days, I couldn’t believe it.”
“You lied though!” Kurt pointed out. Blaine looked questioningly at him and Kurt smirked. “You didn’t drink on the porn with someone you know question, but you said you have copies of Aaron’s sex ship thing...”
Blaine laughed. “I haven’t watched them. I just have it for blackmail.”
“Blackmail against your best friend?”
“Oh please, like you don’t have anything against Sebastian”
“Alright, fair enough.” Kurt leant forward and pulled Blaine closer to him, kissing him gently at first but then more desperately, his tongue mapping out every inch of his boyfriend’s mouth until Blaine pulled away and rested their foreheads together.
“What was that for?” Blaine asked slowly.
“We learnt a lot about each other tonight, Blaine,” he repeated. “I guess, I learnt how many people have had you in a way that only I want you.”
“That feeling is very mutual...”
Kurt shook his head and kissed him quickly. “No, this isn’t about me. Right now it’s about you.” Blaine burrowed his eyebrows. “You’re my boyfriend now, Blaine.” Kurt said simply, as if Blaine didn’t know. “I think that people need to know you’re my boyfriend, and only mine.”
“You’re jealous.” Blaine smiled.
“I’m not jealous,” He insisted. “I have no reason to be jealous.” His fingers dug deeper into Blaine’s waist as he dragged him even closer until their bodies were flush together.
“So you’re...what? Gonna fuck me until everyone in the world knows we’re together?” Blaine smiled, but Kurt dipped his head, his bottom lip sinking between his teeth again, much like how he was before he went upstairs to see Sebastian. “Hey,” Blaine whispered.
“Sort of like that, I guess.” Kurt said quietly.
“Sort of how?” Blaine asked again, dipping his head, trying to meet Kurt’s avoiding eyes.
“You can say no...” he started but Blaine interrupted.
“I won’t.”
“But you can, if you want to, okay?”
“Okay, ask me.”
“I...I know you’re a bottom, like, exclusively, but...this is like our first proper time, well, first where I don’t wanna punch you.” Blaine smiled; he’d never seen Kurt this speechless before. “And I want, I want to remember it...I want this to be special...I don’t think you’re just some guy who I won’t even recognise in a year, I want to be able to see this time as the first time that I can be proud of, and have no regrets.” He licked his lips and lifted his head up finally. “I want you to top, but I get if you don’t want to, that’s fine, I just...” he trailed off, and Blaine laughed. “Why are you laughing?”
“You are adorable.” Blaine kissed him, a smile still slapped firmly onto his face. “You really think I’d say no? With an ass like that? You’re insane.” He kissed him again, this time Kurt smiled and pushed him over until Kurt was hovering over Blaine, pressing small kisses to his lips every few seconds.
“You’ve been checking me out?” Kurt asked with a smirk.
Blaine’s hand ran down his side and curved around to hold and squeeze at Kurt’s ass. “I don’t know why you’d think that,” he whispered against Kurt’s lips, squeezing again and drawing their hips together.
“Blaine,” Kurt gasped against his lips, barely kissing, more like brushing together languidly.
“Mm” he mumbled in reply.
“I love you, I love you so much.” Their hips rocked together steadily, and Blaine tugged his ass closer every few moments.
“I love you too,” he panted. “Clothes, clothes” he let his hand move reluctantly from Kurt’s ass to tug at his shirt, dragging it over his head once it was bunched up across his chest. Kurt moved to lie on his back, both of them clad in their underwear, and he moved to slide Blaine’s down, but that’s as far as they got because Blaine moved in between Kurt’s legs and pressed their bodies back together, grinding his hips hard, dragging his dick against Kurt’s, moaning when Kurt ground back against him. Kurt scrambled to meet Blaine’s face and pull him down for a kiss. It was desperate and needy and Kurt couldn’t stop with trying to tug Blaine’s boxers down, so Blaine brushed their dicks together again until Kurt’s groaned.
“Just, feel...” Blaine breathed and Kurt moved his hands so that one was resting casually on Blaine’s hip, the other in the centre of his ass, taking a firm grip to be able to drag their hips together roughly.
They moved together for a while, just feeling each other’s breaths, sweat slicked bodies moving together the only thing stopping them getting too carried away being the boxers between them both. Kurt began to tug Blaine’s down eagerly to his knees, his palm cupping Blaine’s balls as soon as his boxers were far enough out the way, rolling his hand in small circles, listening in awe at the whines that were being ripped from Blaine’s mouth. Blaine gasped at the pressure, his open mouth grazing against Kurt’s face, searching and hunting for his lips desperately as Kurt’s pressure on his ball sac became just a tiny bit tighter, massaging them lightly but with just enough firmness to send a tremor down his spine. His hand grabbed at Kurt’s wrist to pull him away before it got too intense, but Kurt just smiled and kept rolling his hand in small circles, adding the slightly pressure every few rolls to make Blaine groan and tug himself closer towards him.
“Fuck, Blaine” Kurt mumbled aloud, his own mouth gaping open a little. His mouth was becoming drier every second, so he took pity on Blaine and leant forward to catch their mouths together, tongues thrusting into one another’s mouths as each tried to gain dominance. Blaine gave up first, letting himself surrender completely to Kurt, his knees bending and trying to squeeze together just to get some pressure off his balls before he came too soon. His stomach was tightening, his breath panting into Kurt’s mouth who soaked the whole thing up before his own knee pushed between Blaine’s, forcing him better access.
“Kurtyougottastop” Blaine gushed. He pushed his ass backwards away from Kurt until he moved his hand from Blaine’s ball sac to his hip, a grin plastered onto his face. Blaine let out a huge breath, and Kurt moved closer to kiss him hard, all in the while shoving Blaine’s boxers even further down until he was able to kick them off. He nudged his own off and forced his way between Blaine’s legs and pushed him onto his back.
“You don’t have any idea how hot you are right now” Kurt muttered between kisses, biting Blaine’s lip. “No fucking idea” Kiss. “Fuck.” Kiss. He pushed his body down and rubbed their dicks together, finding a comfortable position before grinding against him properly. “Fuck, Blaine, fuck, fuck”
“You’re a groaner...who knew,” Blaine chuckled between gasps.
Kurt ignored him, his forehead resting against Blaine’s as they moved together, bodies sliding against each other easily as hands roamed over their bodies. Blaine got a tight grip on Kurt’s ass and dragged him down harder until Kurt whined and bit down on Blaine’s jaw.
“Please-” Kurt started before biting down again. “Please, please”
“I’ve got you baby” Blaine soothed. “I’ve got you”
“Please” he was begging, shamelessly. “Please Blaine, please.”
Blaine nudged him away onto his back, waiting for Kurt to get comfortable and then he leant over into his bedside table drawer and pulled out lube and a condom. He dropped the condom on the bed and poured some lube onto his fingers.
He turned back to Kurt, and leant down to kiss him softly.
“Spread your legs for me, baby.” He whispered.
Kurt took a deep breath and moved his leg to the other side of Blaine, so he was effectively sitting between them now. Blaine bought one hand to rest on Kurt’s stomach and with the other he pressed a finger up to Kurt’s hole, circling slowly.
“You alright?” Blaine asked carefully.
Kurt nodded in response, his head wavering from left to right as his eyes screwed tight. Blaine’s brow burrowed in worry.
“Hey, hey” he moved his hand away and leant down to kiss him softly. “What’s wrong?”
“It’s just...it’s been a while.” Kurt said in a small voice, his eyes remaining closed.
“How long?” Kurt didn’t answer. “Kurt, how long?” He kissed him again. “Talk to me”
“A-a-a long time.”
“Kurt, have you...”
“No”
“Ever?”
“No” Blaine let out a breath and pressed a kiss to Kurt’s forehead. Kurt continued. “When I was with Craig...we almost...he wanted to...I said no”
“We don’t have to- I’m sorry” Blaine went to move from between Kurt’s legs, but Kurt gripped his arm and held him in place.
“I want you to” He said, finally meeting Blaine’s eyes. “I really really want you to.”
“Are you sure?”
“I’ve never been so sure of anything.” Kurt replied honestly. He pouted dramatically and Blaine laughed before leaning down and kissing him. He felt himself literally melt into the kiss and then his finger was back circling Kurt’s hole.
“Tell me if-say stop-” He fumbled.
“Blaine just please,” Kurt braced himself down against Blaine’s finger which was being slowly pushed into him. Blaine got to the first knuckle and stopped.
“You’re so-fuck” he breathed, bringing his forehead back to rest on Kurt’s knee.
“More” Kurt whined, and Blaine pushed his finger further in until he reached the second knuckle, Kurt’s panting body around him making it so difficult not to thrust his finger all the way in, but he was going to do this right, he wanted this to be special.
“You okay?” his voice was rough but he thought Kurt heard him okay.
“More” was all he managed to whisper, and Blaine pushed his finger all the way in until his hand was flush against his ass. He waited for Kurt’s face to relax before gently tugging his finger back out and then pushing back in again, working up a soft pace for the moment until Kurt was clenching around him and trying to brace himself back against Blaine’s finger.
“Another?” Blaine asked, pumping his slick finger out of Kurt’s hole easily. Kurt nodded and Blaine pulled out completely for less than a second before thrusting two in completely. Kurt sucked in a breath and Blaine felt a bead of sweat dripping from his forehead so he ran his arm across it, letting out a heavy breath before easing his fingers out a tiny bit and driving them back in, thrusts becoming deeper as time went by and Kurt was becoming used to the sensation.
“You alright?” Blaine asked as he drove his fingers faster into him, sliding in and out with ease as Kurt clenched around him on the drag out of his ass.
“Mmmm” Kurt nodded. “M-more” he begged. “Please”
Blaine kissed his knee and added a third finger swiftly without having to remove the first two, Kurt groaned at the pressure, but started to try and fuck himself onto Blaine’s fingers.
“FUCK! Blaine, Blaine, oh fuck”
“Shhh” Blaine chuckled, pressing an open mouthed kiss over Kurt’s thigh. “They’ll hear you.”
Kurt braced down harder on Blaine’s fingers and bought a hand up to brush across his own nipple.
“I don’t care” He groaned loudly again as Blaine’s fingers brushed over his prostate and he began to twist his fingers on every thrust. “Fuck, oh fuck”
“You’re so loud” Blaine commented with a laugh as he bit softly into Kurt’s thigh.
“So hot” Kurt breathed. “So fuck-more-hot”
“You sure?” Blaine asked uneasily.
“More Blaine, more” he insisted, and Blaine tucked his little finger alongside his others in Kurt’s ass and felt Kurt stretch around him.
Blaine’s groan drowned out Kurt’s as he used his free hand to squeeze some more lube over Kurt’s hole, his fingers moving more easily as Kurt clenched around him and threw his head back.
“Now, Blaine, now-please-you gotta, please” Kurt’s head thrashed from left to right and Blaine slowly pulled his fingers out, until there were two left which he pumped idly into Kurt’s hole, clenching around him.
He eventually pulled out his last two fingers and watched as Kurt’s ass clenched around nothing and he whined at the loss. Blaine reached over and picked up the condom, tearing it open with his teeth and rolling it onto his dick shakily. Kurt’s hand covered his and helped him when he couldn’t quite get it right, they looked at each other and smiled as Blaine rubbed some lube onto his erection and then leant over Kurt’s body to kiss him.
“I love you” he assured Kurt, against his lips.
“I love you” Kurt repeated, nudging Blaine’s chest back up until he was sat back between Kurt’s thighs.
“Ready?” Blaine asked, lining himself up with Kurt’s ass.
“Blaine just please-” he started, but cut himself short when Blaine’s dick stretched through his hole tighter than his fingers, tighter than Kurt would ever have imagined.
Blaine edged in slowly, his breath panting out hard as he tried to stop himself from just thrusting his dick into him completely. He inched in carefully, watching Kurt’s face for any tiny signs of distress or pain but finding none. He gripped his boyfriend’s hips tight, inch after inch until their bodies were flush together.
“Fuck you’re so tight-fuck”
Kurt whined and his breath caught out half way, so his breath wheezed through the air and Blaine leant forward to kiss Kurt’s lips softly, but he missed and ended up kissing his chin and then his cheek before pulling back and getting a better aim at his lips and dragging them together open mouthed and all teeth and tongue. Kurt pulled his head back and forced his eyes open, clenching around Blaine’s dick in his ass.
“Move,” he whispered, barely audible, but when Blaine pulled out and thrust back into the tight heat, Kurt groaned louder than Blaine had ever heard, he didn’t even want to tell him to be quiet, he didn’t care if everyone knew what was going on because he just needed Kurt to make more noises like that, so he began to pump into him harder, Kurt’s ass stretching around him to allow for his thrusts to become deeper and faster until Kurt was scrambling to grip onto Blaine’s muscular arms, just for a hold on anything to keep him from clawing into his own skin.
Kurt was finding it hard to hold on, they’d only been going a few moments but it was so intense, so intimate, he felt so controlled by Blaine and he loved every single second of it but his stomach was tightening and he could feel his balls clenching. He dug his nails harder into Blaine’s arms, sure enough to leave marks, and he felt Blaine’s thrusts become shallower and shallower until he felt Blaine tense up inside him and that was all it took to push Kurt over the edge, and he was coming hot and hard onto his stomach, his dick bobbing against his abdomen as his breathing became erratic.
Blaine rode out his orgasm into Kurt until he dropped his head down to Kurt’s shoulder, smiling and kissing the sweaty skin there. He pulled out gingerly and managed to drag the condom off of his dick and tossed it into his bin before leaning over and lapping eagerly at Kurt’s come on his stomach and chest, licking and swallowing until it was all gone. He felt Kurt’s breathing hitch on every swipe of his tongue, and looked up through his eyelashes at him a few times until he was sure it was clean. He moved up the bed and cuddled into Kurt, but before he managed to nuzzle into him, Kurt pulled his face towards his own and kissed him hard, his tongue forcing its way into Blaine’s mouth, licking every inch trying to get a taste of himself from Blaine’s mouth. Blaine groaned into his mouth and after a while they both pulled away, pressing soft kisses as they did so. Kurt nuzzled into Blaine’s neck after a few stolen glances and Blaine cuddled him tight.
“I love you so much,” Kurt whispered. Blaine hummed and kissed his hair.
“Me too,”
Just as Blaine was drifting to sleep, Kurt spoke again.
“Thank you” It was barely a whisper, but Blaine heard him perfectly. “For this,” Kurt reinforced, squeezing his waist as he nuzzled against him.
“I love you” Blaine replied simply. “I’d do anything for you.”
Kurt hummed and closed his eyes slowly before whispering, “Come back to New York with me”
The past isn't something to meddle with, neither is the future.