I was at home packing I didn't care right now all I wanted to do was be with Kurt. My parents weren't home like always I left them a note saying I was out of town and if they wanted me call my cell phone. They would know where I was as soon as they seen it. I was a mess without him and they could tell. I threw some clothes into a bag and looked online to see when the next train was coming. I heard my phone ringing wondering who it could be.

Sam's number was flashing on my screen. "what sam?" I asked him taking my bag off my bed and heading out my door. "What are you doing to do Blaine?" He asked me. "I'm going to go and get him back. He is what I want, and I'm going to New York seeing this new Adam guy and I'm going to do anything in my power to be with Kurt!" I hung up the phone, dialling Santana number. "Santana?" I said when she answered. "blaine? What's going on?" I sighed driving to the train station. "I'm coming to New york. Pick me up at the train station?" She snickered a little. "Yup I'll be there." I got to the train station, parking my car and going to catch the train. I was crazy for doing this wasn't I.

Adam was looking as cute as ever right now. I did sorta lie to blaine on the phone about going out with Adam. We went on one date and that's it, I didn't even know if he liked me but I really did like him. Blaine was a mistake when I was at the wedding I got caught up in the moment. He looked so cute, and I honestly do love him still I'm just scared to commit. I mean he could do out and cheat on me again, Untill we're in the same city we're not going to be together. Adam looked at me smiling while he was getting his stuff together after practice. "Coffee?" he asked me as we headed out. I nodded. "So, I never did get to ask you what happened at the wedding!" I shook my head. "lots of stuff.. Except a wedding." I laughed. "did you see Blaine?" I nodded I had told Adam everything that happened with us OUR WHOLE RELATIONSHIP he knows about. I wanted him to know, I needed someone to talk to I didn't have Rachel anymore ever since Brody. "How did that go?" He smiled at me as we walked into the streets of new york. "It went good, I don't know what to do though, I really truly do still love him, but I don't want to get hurt again so I think until we're together again it's just not going to work." He nodded his head looking at me. "I'm glad I can help you, being friends with you is good..Your an amazing guy." I smiled. He opened the door of the coffee shop that reminded me of the one back home, I would always think of Blaine when I was here I took out my phone surprised that he didn't text me. I sent him a quick message.

Hey Blaine, call me tonight? We should talk. I'm with Adam right now. Will be till about 9.

Blaine:

I was sitting on the train when I got his message he was with Adam wonderful, ugh. I hated that. I needed to be the one he was with, I don't know how I found myself like this. I still remember when the two of us met I would of never guessed we would be in love. I felt the train stop, New York here I was. I got off and got my bags I seen Santana standing there she fit right in in the big apple. "BLAINE!" She said coming towards me. She hugged me. "Hey Santana!" She sighed. "Okay so you wanna go where Kurt is?" I nodded I knew he would be with him. "Brace yourself Blaine, he is adorable and British." I rolled my eyes. In my mind I always hoped he was ugly but I mean look a Kurt why would he date an ugly guy, he's beautiful. We walked down the streets of New York for 10 minutes. "There they are." They were sitting at a table laughing and they actually looked happy. "Maybe I made the wrong choice." I said looking at Santana. She shook her head. "I know that they are not going to be anything, he loves you Blaine." I nodded looking back at them. "Okay well here goes nothing" she patted me on the back. "Good luck" I smiled at her. I opened the door, going over and getting a coffee first.. Hoping that Kurt wouldn't see me I tried to mentally prepare myself but I don't think that I could." I thanked the guy for my coffee and looked over at them. Kurt was looking down at his phone, when suddenly mine vibrated.

Miss you. I really do right now Blaine.

I decided to take the chicken way out.

Shouldn't miss me..Turn around.