Don't Wanna Be Your Dirty Little Secret
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Don't Wanna Be Your Dirty Little Secret: Chapter 6


E - Words: 2,848 - Last Updated: Oct 13, 2015
Story: Closed - Chapters: 19/? - Created: Mar 29, 2015 - Updated: Mar 29, 2015
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Author's Notes:

Songs:

Valerie - Amy Winehouse (in the style of Glee)

Just a Kiss - Lady Antebellum

Stereo Hearts - Gym Class Heroes (in the style of Glee)

Dont You - Darren Criss

Kurt and Blaine went out for coffee frequently. They had dedicated afternoons in each week where they would go out to the coffee shop near the halls and they would drink around three cups of coffee each before they would go their separate ways.

Blaine still had yet to approach Kurt about the song he had written but he knew he would do it soon. He was itching to get the song finished and to hear Kurts voice singing his lyrics. It was exciting to think that his song might be finished soon and he didnt worry about whether it was good or not because he felt it inside that this was going to the most amazing thing he had ever written. He had never been as captivated as he had been while hed been organising the song together and he knew that all that work would pay off.

He had been trying to convince Kurt to come back to the Hangout on a karaoke night so that he could hear him sing again. He had fully admitted to Kurt that he really loved his singing. Hed even been so cheesy to say that Kurts voice sounded like the angels singing which had made Kurt blush delightfully.

"Please Kurt! Please, we can even do a duet if you want." Blaine begged, giving Kurt his best puppy eyes.

"I cant go back there. I made a complete fool out of myself there and I feel way too humiliated to go back." Kurt admitted to Blaine, feeling comfortable enough to admit that to Blaine.

"What could you have possibly have done?" Blaine asked, intrigued.

"Urgh, I had a crush on one of the barmen and then I realised that he has a girlfriend and is definitely straight. It was so embarrassing!"

"Which barman?" Blaine asked.

"Blonde hair, his name is Sam." Kurt clarified.

"Oh, you mean my best friend?" Blaine asked a grin on his face.

Kurts cheeks instantly went a bright red and he ducked away from Blaine.

"Hey. Come on, dont do that." Blaine said grabbing Kurts shoulders and holding him in place. "You dont need to feel embarrassed about that. A lot of people have had a crush on him. Men and women. Hes a good looking guy. Honestly though, hes kind of clueless. He probably didnt even realise that you were flirting on him. I know for a fact that he misses your conversations."

"Really?" Kurt asked, his voice small.

"I promise. Why dont we go there tonight? I guarantee that he will be happy to see you."

"Oh, Im busy tonight. Im hanging out with my friend Santana." Kurt said.

"She can come too. Tell her to get her sing on." Blaine chuckled, hoping that Kurt would come.

Kurt thought it over and then pulled out his phone to text Santana and ask her. He only had to wait a few seconds for a reply.

"She says thats no problem. So I guess well be doing karaoke tonight. You better sing this time though. I wanna hear your voice." Kurt said, his cheeks reddening a little bit.

"Your blush is adorable." Blaine couldnt help when the statement slipped out of his mouth, making Kurt blush even more.

Blaine chuckled. "Alright, I have to get to class but I will see you later. Text me when you arrive at the bar and Ill come and find you."

"Sure, see you later Blaine."

Kurt surprised both himself and Blaine by hugging him goodbye but that wasnt to say that it wasnt welcome to Blaine.

Blaine couldnt help but grin as he made his way to class. He was pretty sure that he was developing a crush on Kurt. He too had had a crush on Sam at the start of his first year and had admitted it to Sam. Obviously nothing had come of it and that had been the only other guy, apart from apparently Kurt, that Blaine had ever felt something for. Hed worked out from his crush on Sam that he was actually bisexual. He had started to notice that he found both men and women attractive. He hadnt come out as bisexual though because he knew that a lot of people didnt understand it and Blaine never acted of his attraction to men so people still identified him as straight. The only person who knew different was Sam and he had promised to keep Blaines secret. Not that Blaine minded that he was bisexual. It made no difference to him. It just made life easier if people could stick him a certain particular box.

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"I dont know why I havent ever been here." Santana said as she looked around the bar as they entered it. "Seems like a pretty cool place."

"Yeah I like this place." Kurt agreed. "Im just going to text Blaine and let him know that were here."

He sent the text and a few minutes later Blaine appeared in front of them. He grabbed Kurt into a hug before introducing himself to Santana.

"Hi, Im Blaine. You must be Santana." He held out a hand to her which she promptly ignored.

"Hows it going short stack?" Santana said by way of greeting and Blaine didnt take any offence having heard what she was like from Kurt.

"Can I get you guys a drink?" Blaine led them to the bar.

Kurt and Santana told him what they wanted and before they could offer him any money he had paid the girl at the bar. They took their drinks and Blaine led them back to the table where he and his friends were all sitting and he introduced Kurt and Santana to everyone.

"Hey Kurt! I havent seen you in ages." Sam said greeting Kurt and chucking an arm around him.

"Sorry. Ive been a bit busy." Kurt lied. "Ive never seen you from out behind the bar before."

"Yeah." Sam laughed. "I finally got a night off and look where I am. Couldnt miss a karaoke night though."

"Are you going to be singing?" Kurt asked, as they all sat themselves around the table that the group had bagged.

"Ill be singing a duet with Cedes. My girlfriend the famous singer." Sam boasted and Kurt felt himself smiling.

"Well I cant wait."

"Right guys! Whos going first?" Blaine asked.

Santana raised from the seat and started moving towards the stage area of the bar. "Ill go. I havent sung in a while. Im kind of looking forward to this."

She went up to the stage and talked to the guy that was doing the music.

"Hey, Im Santana Lopez and Ill be singing Valerie by Amy Winehouse."

The music started and everyone could see Santana getting into it easily.

"Well sometimes I go out by myself and I look across the water,

And I think of all the things, what youre doing,

And in my head I paint a picture."


Santanas voice was phenomenal and suited the song perfectly. She did some light dancing across the stage and teased the guys that were close to her.

"Cause since Ive come on home, well, my bodys been a mess,

And Ive missed your ginger hair and the way you like to dress,

Wont you come on over, stop making a fool out of me.

Why dont you come on over Valerie?"


It was clear that a lot of people were loving Santanas singing and it was clear to see that she was having a great time. She was a natural performer and easily flirted with the guys in the audience.

When she finished the song the round of applause that she got was massive and that was without the amount of catcalls and wolf whistles that she got.

"Wow, Santana that was amazing. I never knew you could sing like that." Kurt said.

"All these hidden talents." She said, her tone was light but it was easy to see that she appreciated the compliment. "So whos up next?"

"Ill go." Kurt said and stood up. "Wish me luck!"

"With a voice like yours, you dont need luck." Blaine said honestly.

Kurt couldnt help but smile and then he headed to the stage area. Santana shot Blaine a look wondering if there was something going on between those two. As Kurt announced his song, she looked away from Blaine and focussed her attention on Kurt.

"Im Kurt and I will be singing Just A Kiss by Lady Antebellum."

Kurt hadnt known where his song choice had come from but he had been listening to the song earlier and had really wanted to give a go at singing it. He thought that the song was beautiful and he hoped that he could do it some justice.

"Lyin here with you so close to me,

Its hard to fight these feeling when it feels so hard to breathe,

Caught up in this moment,

Caught up in your smile."


Blaine heard Kurts voice and it seemed even better than the last time. It was a voice that someone could get completely lost in and they wouldnt even care about it. God, did he love Kurts voice.

Sam watched his friend, watching Kurt sing and knew that Blaine felt something that was more than friendship for this boy. The amount of emotion that was showing on Blaines face right now was an easy give away to how he was feeling. He loved that Blaine had found something so amazing but he did worry. He had no clue where Blaine was going to take this relationship that he had with Kurt. Would it stay a friendship or morph into something else? And then there was the fact that Blaine had Amy.

"Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight,

Just a touch of the fire burning so bright,

No I dont want to mess this things up,

I dont want to push too far.

Just a shot in the dark that you just might,

Be the one Ive been waiting for my whole life,

So baby Im alright, with just a kiss goodnight."


Kurt closed his eyes as he sung the chorus, feeling the emotion behind the words. He was falling for Blaine and it was beautiful and terrifying at the same time. He hardly knew Blaine but it was like he had known him most of his life. He had no idea how Blaine felt or where Blaines sexuality fell in the spectrum. Blaine had never said and it wasnt really a question that you asked someone.

As the song came to a close Kurt was afraid to open his eyes and be placed back in reality. He didnt want to make another mistake here and he just felt so unsure about everything. When Kurt sang the last note he opened his eyes to see Blaine looking straight at him with a big smile on his face and Kurt couldnt help but smile back.

He came back to the table and Blaine grabbed him in a tight hug. "See, amazing." Blaine whispered so it was just for Kurt.

"Thank you." Kurt whispered back and then broke away from the hug.

"Me gusta." Santana said and patted Kurts butt before he sat down.

"Youre an amazing singer, Kurt." Mercedes said and Kurt grinned at the praise, riding on the high of his performance.

"Thanks guys." He said bashfully.

"Come on Cedes, we better get up there." Sam said, getting up and taking Mercedes hand, the both of them heading over to the stage.

They introduced themselves and the song, with a lot of people cheered at their names, showing how well liked the both of them were at this bar.

"Gym Class Heroes baby!

If I was just another dusty record on the shelf,

Would you blow me off and play me like everybody else,

If I ask you to scratch my back, could you manage that?

Like it read well, check it Trouty I can handle that.

Furthermore, I apologize for any skipping tracks,

Its just the last girl that played me left a couple cracks.

I used to, used to, used to, now Im over that,

Cause holding grudges over love is ancient artefacts."


Mercedes took over the lyrics and truly he voice was amazing. Who could blame Sam for bragging when she had a voice like that? Kurt could fully understand why a label would sign her as Sam had been proudly telling him while Santana had been on the stage singing.

"If I could only find a not to make you understand,

Id sing it softly in your ear and grab you by the hand."


Sam took over again.

"Just keep it stuck inside your head, like your favourite tune,

And know my heart is a stereo that only plays for you."


The two singing together was a real treat and it was easy to see the chemistry that they had together. Everyone was really into the song too, though Kurt would have to get someone to explain the Trouty part of it because he was sure they werent the official lyrics.

When they finished they got a whole lot more applause and it was clear that the bar loved their performing. Sam thrust Mercedes in front of him making sure that she gave a little bow and she soaked up most of the applause. It was nice to see someone so dedicated and proud of another person. Kurt hoped that he could find someone like that.

"You guys were so amazing!" Kurt couldnt help but blurt out as they made their way back to the table.

"Aww thanks Kurt." Mercedes said, smiling back at Sam lovingly. "I just love singing with my Boo."

"It shows. Your chemistry, especially on stage is amazing."

Sam placed a kiss on Mercedes lips at Kurts comment and Kurt couldnt help but find them cute.

It was clear that, just as Blaine had said, Sam was oblivious to the flirting that Kurt had been doing before. Probably because he was completely captivated by Mercedes. Because of this Kurt found it easy to fall back into the talking that they had been doing before and for that he was glad. Sam had the ability to make people feel happy just by being in his presence. It was probably because he appeared to be so carefree himself and he was accepting of everybody.

"So what are you going to sing Blaine?" Kurt asked.

Blaine gave Kurt a smug grin and pulled his guitar case out from behind the sofa that they were sat on. He took the guitar out of the case and started to head up to the stage without answering Kurts question.

"Hey everybody. I hope youre all having a good evening. Im gonna do things a little differently tonight, I hope thats okay with all of you. Im going to be playing one of my original compositions for you tonight. I really hope you like it." Blaine grinned at the crowd.

Sam let out a catcall that made Blaine laugh slightly before he seemed to get into the zone completely.

"Say, wasnt that a funny day?

Gee you had a funny way, a way about you,

A kind of glow of something new."

"Sure, Ill admit that Im the same,

Another sucker for a game kids like to play,

And the rules they like to use."

"Dont you want the way I feel?

Dont you want the way I feel?

Dont you want the way I feel for you?"


Kurt had to be honest, Blaine had a beautiful voice. He was so talented being able to play the guitar and sing. And the fact that it was his own song. Kurts breath was taken away. How was Kurt supposed to protect his heart from this?

Blaine sung with his eyes closed and his heart open. He wouldnt admit it but this was all for Kurt. He felt more with this boy than he had anyone before which was crazy and mind-blowing. He hadnt known Kurt for that long and he had a girlfriend. He had to keep reminding himself of that fact. But lately all he could think about was Kurt, he was in almost every one of Blaines thoughts. Blaine found himself thinking of Amy less and less.

Blaine just didnt know what to do.


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