Chapter Eleven

Blaine's eyes widened and he could feel sweat appear on his forehead. His eyes met Sebastian's and any hope of it being a different person from who Blaine thought it was, was gone. This was the same boy that a few months ago Blaine had been fucking. He hadn't changed at all in the couple of months that Blaine hadn't seen him. He still wore a smirk on his face and his eyes twinkled mischievously, something which Blaine knew meant trouble.

His eyes flickered off of Blaine and focused next to him. Blaine felt his heart miss a beat and his body froze when he realised that Sebastian Smythe was now looking at one, Kurt Hummel. His Kurt. Beautiful Kurt. Alarms were going off in his head.

His hand instinctively tightened around Kurt's and he could feel Kurt's eyes on him. He was glad that he was looking back at Sebastian as he didn't want Kurt to know why he was acting the way he was. He couldn't tell Kurt something like that. The risk was too great.

"It's a pleasure to meet you both." Sebastian said. "I must admit I'm something of a fan of Warbler Blaine. He has a reputation at Dalton."

The smirk that he wore on his face made Blaine feel sick. He was going to tell Kurt. Kurt was going to know. Kurt was going to leave him. His one perfect thing was going to leave.

This wasn't like Blaine. He'd never felt so frightened in all his life. What had Kurt done to him? This wasn't him. The thoughts kept flickering through his mind. It was like there was a screaming echoing between his ears.

"Well it's a shame that I've stolen him from the Warblers." Kurt said sweetly.

Jeff thumped him on the back, laughing. "We'll let you have him but give him back when you're done."

"And if I don't want to give him back?" Kurt asked his voice innocent and coy.

Blaine snapped away from staring at Sebastian and his eyes rested on Kurt. He could see a fire in Kurt's eyes that was unfamiliar to him. This was a new side of Kurt.

Blaine cleared his throat, hoping his voice would be steady. "That's fine by me." The smile he wore was forced.

Luckily nobody seemed to notice the inner turmoil that Blaine was facing.

"You certainly tamed the beast then, Kurt. Congratulations."

Kurt smiled sweetly at Sebastian but didn't say anything.

Blaine knew he had to get away from Sebastian. He had to get Kurt away from him.

As if Kurt knew what Blaine wanted, he said, "Well we'd better go mingle. Pleasure to meet you."

"Oh believe me, the pleasure was all mine." Sebastian said as Blaine felt himself being tugged away.

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Kurt pulled Blaine into a corner. He needed to speak to him about Sebastian. He knew there was some history there, he wasn't sure what exactly but he knew it wasn't innocent.

The burning jealousy that he had felt was unusual for Kurt. Of course he'd felt jealous before but he had never felt so much dislike towards a person because of it. He knew instantly that he and Sebastian weren't going to get along.

"Who is Sebastian to you, Blaine? I can tell this isn't the first time you met him." His voice was curious.

Blaine looked at him, his eyes wide. Kurt thought he saw fear there.

"Is he an ex-boyfriend? It's okay if he is Blaine. People have pasts."

Blaine seemed to find his voice. "Yeah, I guess you could say he's an ex."

"And you don't like him like that anymore?" Kurt questioned.

"I've never felt what I feel for you with anyone else."

Kurt wanted to question Blaine on his feelings. Kurt was pretty sure that he loved Blaine but he couldn't help but wonder if Blaine returned the feeling. But he didn't want it to feel like he was pushing Blaine into something so he kept quiet. He'd never been in a relationship before and he wasn't sure when the right time was to reveal his true feelings.

So he showed Blaine in the best way he could think of.

Kurt captured Blaine's lips and pushed his body closer to his. Arms wrapped around him, allowing him to cling closer. He took control of this kiss, instead of Blaine as usual. It was a kiss to let Blaine know how he felt. To let him know that Kurt didn't care about his past.

Kurt pulled away as he heard several wolf whistles. He could feel the blush on his cheeks but the relaxed look that had overcome Blaine's face was worth it.

"You are perfect. I am so lucky."

"That you are." Kurt smiled easily at Blaine

"Can I interest you in an alcoholic beverage, dear sir?" Blaine said, in his best posh accent.

"Thank you, sweetie." Kurt said, pressing a kiss to Blaine's cheek before detangling himself from his boyfriend's arms and sitting down on a sofa situated just behind him.

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Blaine made his way to the kitchen to get them both a drink. He had expected Kurt to be shy about PDA and for him to kiss him as he had been unexpected but entirely appreciated. If Blaine had it his way he'd always be kissing Kurt. Even the lightest peck made his heart quicken its pace.

He got Kurt a vodka and coke, making sure to be light on the vodka and got the same for himself. He didn't imagine Kurt drank much if at all and he wanted to make sure he didn't get completely off of his head.

"So Kurt seems awesome." Jeff said, appearing next to Blaine. "Doesn't really fit your badass image though."

Blaine sent a glare in the boy's direction.

"Whoa. I like him. Honestly Blaine I can see how much you like him and I think he's gonna be really good for you." He held his hands up in surrender.

"Thanks." Then he muttered. "That's if Sebastian doesn't have anything to do with it."

"How do you know Sebastian?"

Blaine stared at Jeff, willing him to get it so that Blaine wouldn't actually have to say it out loud. It took a few seconds of Jeff looking at him questioningly before a look of understanding replaced his confusion.

"And I take it Kurt doesn't know how much of a bad boy you've been?"

"He's heard the rumours but it's not been addressed."

Blaine was lucky really. He knew all of the rumours about him and they weren't far off the truth and yet Kurt was with him. Kurt was giving him a chance. But that still didn't changed the fact that Blaine wanted to keep the truth away from the boy.

"You want me to help you keep Sebastian away from him?"

"You'd help me do that?"

"Sure. You need Kurt. I'll say it again, he's good for you. Even I can see that and I've only just met the guy. This is me being supportive. Just as long as nothing is still going on with him or any other guy. Kurt deserves someone faithful, Blaine." Jeff explained.

"There is no one else." Blaine said instantly and truthfully.

"Then I will help."

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It was safe to say that everyone was drunk. Not puking up your guts drunk, but still pretty drunk. Kurt and Blaine were no exception.

Kurt had only been drunk once before. That was the time when he vomited all over Miss Pillsbury's shoes, poor woman. This was a different kind of drunk. This was a happy drunkenness. Kurt felt promiscuous. That was the reasoning behind him putting on a show for Blaine. He was with the crowd of people that were moving their bodies in time to the music. His body moved along with them but his eyes were focused on Blaine who was watching him hungrily from the edge of the room.

Nick and Jeff, who had been making out previously, saw what Kurt was doing and wanted to add to the show. They sandwiched Kurt between them and all three of them started rubbing and grinding against each other. It was probably the hottest thing that Blaine had ever seen. He was getting hard just watching them.

"Hot. But not as hot as you." Sebastian said, instantly killing Blaine's boner.

"What do you want?" Blaine growled at him.

"To blow you. To give you what that little virgin never could."

"I'm not interested." Blaine said.

"C'mon Sexy. I know that he can't be satisfying your needs. And I know exactly how to keep you satisfied."

"The only thing you were good for was a quick fuck when I needed a release. I don't need that anymore. And you begging after me is just pathetic." Blaine said harshly.

He knew he shouldn't be that mean to Sebastian but he was panicking and the other boy was getting on his nerves. Plus he didn't need the temptation.

Sebastian gripped Blaine upper arm tightly. "You'll regret this."

He let Blaine go and stalked out of the house. Blaine looked back to Kurt who was still dancing and Blaine knew Sebastian was right about one thing. He was in need of some sort of release. Kurt was behaving way too sexily for Blaine to resist.

He started to make his way towards Kurt. Kurt noticed his approach and turned to face him. When Blaine got close enough Kurt wrapped his arms around the other boy' neck and pressed their bodies tightly together. He nuzzled his nose into Blaine's neck and nipped at his collarbone lightly. Blaine let out a groan, his hips bucking against Kurt.

The friction that was created made Kurt moan and he started grinding against Blaine.

"Mmm, want you so bad." Kurt gasped out. "Please Blaine."

Blaine stopped the grinding and looked at Kurt. He had to be sure that this was something that Kurt wanted.

"Are you sure?" He whispered.

Kurt nodded. "Need you."

Blaine kissed Kurt roughly. He felt so good against him and Blaine was already rock hard.

"Come upstairs." Blaine whispered into Kurt's ear.

He took Kurt's hand and led him to the staircase. No one paid them any attention.

He was slightly nervous. He wasn't exactly sure how far Kurt was willing to go but either way this felt like a massive deal. He felt like he was a virgin again but this time he was losing his virginity with the right person. Blaine knew it was stupid to feel like that. His virginity was long gone, as was the asshole that had taken it.

Kurt followed Blaine into a bedroom and then moved past Blaine to sit on the bed. He bit his bottom lip as he looked up at Blaine. The bad boy surged forward capturing Kurt in another kiss and lowered him to the bed. Slowly he took off Kurt's clothes, placing kisses on his lips as he did. Finally Kurt was completely naked underneath him. Blaine gazed down at his body in awe. It was perfect. Kurt was perfect.

He moved back so he could take off his own clothes and he could see Kurt watching him as he did. He saw Kurt's eyes widen as he released his erection, chucking his clothes to the floor. He rested his body against Kurt's as he kissed him again. The feel of Kurt's skin against his felt heavenly. His skin was so smooth and soft. Kurt's cock rubbed against his own and a spike of pleasure ran through Blaine.

Kurt let out a gasp at the friction.

"I want you inside me." He managed to gasp out, locking his eyes with Blaine's.

Blaine nodded slightly before focusing his attention on Kurt's chest. He teased Kurt's nipples with his fingers and tongue until he had the boy writhing beneath him.

"Please Blaine... I need you..." Kurt panted.

Blaine moved up to capture Kurt's lips in another kiss before moving off of him to grab the lube from his trousers. Kurt watched him as he slicked up a finger and then moved lower.

"Have you ever done anything like this?" Blaine asked.

He knew that Kurt was a virgin but that didn't mean that he'd never tried things out on himself.

"No..." Kurt breathed.

"Tell me if I hurt you and I'll stop."

Kurt was still beneath him as Blaine's fingertips lightly circled Kurt's hole. His eyes met Kurt as he proceeded. Kurt felt pressure against his hole as Blaine's finger pushed forward. He hissed a little as the finger entered him. It felt weird and foreign. He held his breath waiting for the pain to subside.

Blaine paused allowing Kurt to adjust. When Kurt started to breath again Blaine began to move his finger slow in and out of Kurt, stretching him open. He slowly worked on Kurt. Inserting a second finger and then a third. Kurt was thrusting himself on Blaine's fingers by now, moans of pleasure erupting from his lips.

"I need you now... Blaine..." Kurt moaned.

Blaine slowly removed his fingers from Kurt and then quickly slicked up his aching cock with lube. He was rock hard it was almost unbearable and he was glad Kurt was ready now. He couldn't wait to be inside him.

He moved his cock so it was in line with Kurt's entrance and he slowly entered him, groaning at how tight he still was. He had to keep himself from thrusting into Kurt before the other boy had adjusted to the much bigger size. Kurt whimpered at the stretch and after what seemed like forever, he told Blaine to keep going.

Blaine pushed himself completely into Kurt and then paused again. Kurt motioned for him to move. He moved in and out of Kurt with slow thrusts, relishing the friction that was created. As Kurt started to moan loudly in ecstasy, Blaine began to move faster. He finally started hitting Kurt's prostrate and had the boy crying out from underneath him.

"Blaine! I'm gonna..." Kurt was cut off as another wave of pleasure hit him and he was coming over both his and Blaine's stomachs.

As Blaine felt Kurt clenching around him, he saw stars. His thrusts stuttered as he came deep inside of Kurt. Breathlessly, he stopped himself from just collapsing on top of his boyfriend who looked completely wrecked and yet still so damn beautiful.

He gave Kurt a long and hard kiss as he slowly pulled out of him. He heard Kurt whine at the loss so he laid down next to him bringing him to rest on his chest. The debauched boy nuzzled his nose into the crook of Blaine's neck, inhaling his scent.

"I love you, Blaine." Kurt murmured sleepily.

Blaine's eyes widened in surprise.

"I love you too." He choked out, tears filling his eyes.

Kurt drifted off to sleep and after a little while of watching him, Blaine followed him.

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Blaine woke up to Kurt still sleeping in his arms. He was breathing softly and Blaine could feel he little puffs of breath tickling his skin. He looked so peaceful and beautiful.

And Blaine had never felt so terrified.

Kurt loved him and he loved Kurt. He was overjoyed at the exchange of words. And though the words might seem simple, they meant so much. That was where the problem lay.

Blaine had let Kurt too close. He felt vulnerable and scared. His mind recalled all the hurtful things that had been said about him. All the true things. He was disgusting. He was worthless and weak. People like him shouldn't even be allowed to cling to this planet.

Kurt was none of those things. He was the one perfect thing in the imperfect world that they lived in. He deserved someone better than Blaine. Blaine didn't want to lose him. He wanted to be with Kurt forever.

But he couldn't do that to Kurt. He couldn't let his beautiful angel waste anymore time with him He had to let him go. He had to say goodbye.

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Kurt woke up to a dull ache, a reminder of what had happened last night. Flickering his eyes open he could see Blaine looking at him. He smiled up at him before moving off of him and stretching.

"Morning." He said.

"Morning." Blaine said quietly. "You should get changed and I'll get you home. Don't want your dad to worry."

Kurt nodded in agreement. He grabbed his stuff and went into the en-suite. He quickly jumped in the shower, cleaning himself of dried come and then got changed. Checking the time he saw it was one in the afternoon. His dad would definitely be wondering where he was.

He went back into the bedroom to see Blaine was already ready to go. He followed him down to the car. As they made there way they could see the other people at the party were spread all over the house, sleeping wherever there was space. They passed through them to go out to the car.

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The car ride was quiet for the whole two hours that they were in the car. It wasn't like the nice silences that Kurt had experienced with Blaine before. It was awkward. Kurt tried to brush it off. He knew he was tired so it was probably that Blaine was tired too.

They arrived back a the Hudmel house and they both got out of the car.

"Do you want to come in?" Kurt asked, hopeful.

"No. I'd better get home."

"Oh, okay. Well I'll see you at school tomorrow." Kurt smiled. "I love you."

"Yeah, me too." Blaine said.

He turned away and started to make his way home. Kurt watched as he walked away and his heart felt heavy. Something was wrong.