Kurt came back down a few minutes later and Sam frowned. Kurt shrugged and Sam got up and kissed Kurt’s forehead whispering something into his ear. Kurt sighed and waved Sam off before sitting on the futon.

“So you said you like boxing?” Kurt asked and I was genuinely surprised he remembered.

“Yeah I do, it helps me relax.” I explained and he smiled.

“That’s why I like running, it clears my head.” Kurt smiled.

“It’s funny how everyone has they’re on thing that helps them stay chill. What do you do Sam?” I asked politely.

“I play guitar.” He said gesturing with his shoulder to the acoustic he had just been playing.

“I see. Do you play any instruments Kurt?” I asked interested.

“Kurt plays the blood violin.” Rachel laughed as she and Finn entered the room, Finn helping her down the ladder.

“That’s original.” Kurt groaned and lay back on the bed. If I didn’t know any better I would have though Rachel was imply Kurt cut himself. But that couldn’t be true, he would never.

“Pyro.” Rachel shot in his direction and he laughed cynically pulling a liter out of his pocket and lighting it up without moving out of his horizontal position.

Rachel screamed and stood behind Finn.

“What are you doing down here?” Sam asked. “We weren’t even bothering you.” He groaned and Rachel sighed.

“I wanted to talk to Blaine.” She explained.

“So you brought Finn down to protect you?” Kurt laughed. “We’re not murderous fiends Rachel.” Kurt added still not moving or looking at her.

“Shut it you emo prick. I’m not talking to you.” Rachel laughed.

“Rachel, lay off Kurt.” Finn warned and she looked at him in disbelief.

“Seriously Rachel, enough. If you wanna talk to Blaine you could’ve done so without being a bitch.” Sam said sitting down next to Kurt and patting his leg.

“I’m sorry, I wouldn’t wanna be held responsible for when he hangs himself.” She added and Kurt laughed.

“Fuck it, I’ve tried being nice to her.” Kurt growled. “Rachel, just shut up. No one likes you. You’re a bitch and I’m sick of your attitude. Sure we tease each other from time to time. But the truth is I can’t stand you and you’re a cunt.” Kurt deadpanned and I had to stifle my laugher.

“Finn!! Are you going to let him talk to me like that!?” Rachel cried and Finn looked between her and his stepbrother.

“Let’s just go back upstairs Rach.” He said not picking a side, but doing his best to dissipate the situation.

“Okay.” She frowned, “Blaine you’re welcome to come with us if you don’t want to stay down here with them.” She offered and they both went upstairs.

“Oh god she’s so annoying.” Sam groaned and lay down next to Kurt.

I wanted to ask Kurt if everything Rachel said was true, if he cut himself, if he ever tried to kill himself. But I couldn’t find the right words. My heart broke and I wish I could’ve been the one comforting him instead of Sam. I just wish I knew his story, his whole story. I knew why Quinn became Q, I know why Sam was a skank, but I didn’t know anything about Kurt.

Kurt, the affectionate, kind, funny boy with aqua hair and story. I just wish I could know him better.

I sat down on his other side and he held my hand, we stayed like that for an hour or so when a few of the glee clubbers showed up. I didn’t want to leave Kurt but he promised he’d be up soon and he kissed me goodbye.

I climbed the ladder and greeted the few members of the glee club that had arrived early. Puck was here with Santana and Brittany, and Mike and Tina were about ten minutes away according to the text Finn received.

“Okay so we might as well start this meeting now.” Rachel sitting everyone down in the living room and talking excitedly.

“So how are we going to recruit new members?” Rachel asked.

“We could see if Quinn wanted to come back, you have to admit she was good.” Santana suggested, you could tell she missed her old friend, together they were unstoppable but that friend hadn’t been around in a very long time.

“Sam can sing, if we got Quinn to join he would join to since they date.” Puck suggested.

For a minute I was very confused but then I remembered what Kurt and Sam had told me. And I remember no one else knew. I mean surely Finn knew, but then again he was nodding along with Pucks idea. I just don’t get it.

“No no no! We can’t bring Quinn back. She left us remember. She can’t come back.” Rachel answered quickly.

“You’re the one who made her leave.” Puck said coldly and Rachel frowned.

“Come on guys we need better ideas.” Rachel said and everyone groaned.

Yeah this was going to be a very long night. I just can’t wait for Kurt to come upstairs.