July 8, 2012, 4:09 p.m.
Emergency Exit: I Want A Way Out
Getting You the Help You Need: With You Is Where I'd Rather Be
E - Words: 1,575 - Last Updated: Jul 08, 2012 Story: Complete - Chapters: 30/30 - Created: Jun 29, 2012 - Updated: Jul 08, 2012 329 0 3 0 0
After lunch the group went their separate ways for the afternoon.
Bethany had a private therapy session with another counselor.
Kim had an episode and was in the voluntary solitary confinement room.
Holden was meeting with Doctor Andrews.
And Kurt was doing make up work in his room.
He lay on the floor, spreading books and papers all over the floor; but making sure to keep it to his side of the room.
McKinley was an awful educating system so Kurt didn’t have too much of a load to take care of. But he had been absent for quite awhile, not to mention the added on work that would be sent to the psychiatric ward weekly.
He was caught up doing calculus equations and translating things in French and the hours ticked by.
It was almost nine when Holden entered the room.
“Hey Holden” Kurt said happily but not bothering to look up from his books. He was almost done, just one more problem.
“Hey Kurt! Whatcha doing?” Holden asked.
“I just have to finish this problem, and then I promised I’d call Blaine, and then I’ll probably turn in. If you wanted to sleep I could just go out into the lobby.” Kurt answered.
“No it’s fine; I wouldn’t want to kick you out of your own room.” Holden laughed.
Kurt finished his problem and packed up his books. He moved over to his bed and grabbed he phone dialing the number he had memorized by heart.
“Hello love!” The voice answered immediately.
“Hey baby!” Kurt said smiling to himself. To which Holden just laughed.
“How are you doing? Any more incidents today?” Blaine asked worriedly.
“No, I’m fine. Nothing else happened.” Kurt replied.
“I’m glad to hear that.” Blaine said cheerfully.
“I miss you so much Blaine.” Kurt sighed.
“I miss you too Kurt. I love you so much. I can’t wait for you to get better.” Blaine replied.
“I love you too.” Kurt smiled. “So since you had a song for me last night, I have a song for you.” Kurt smiled.
“Oh you do, do you?” Blaine joked.
“I do. Hang on; I’m putting you on speaker so I can find music.” Kurt said setting the phone down. “You’re on speaker, say hi to Holden.”
“Hi Holden!” Blaine said happily over the phone.
“Hello Blake.” Holden responded coldly.
“Holden, thank you so much for earlier. Kurt told me that he had a scare, but you were there for him. Thank you so much for that. I really owe you. I love Kurt so much, you know? And to not be able to be there for him is like torture, but to know he’s got someone like you that’s got his back makes me feel a little better. Thank you so much bro.” Blaine said tearing up a little.
“It’s-it’s no problem.” Holden replied.
“Okay I’m back!” Kurt said setting his iPod on the bed.
“I missed you.” Blaine said adorably.
“I missed you too Blainers.” Kurt laughed.
Kurt hit the music and Blaine and Holden instantly recognized the song.
“There’s only so many songs that I can sing to pass the time. And I’m running out of things to do to get you off my mind. Oooh.” Kurt sand beautifully.
Kurt leaned above his bed frame and ran his finger along one of the pictures of him and Blaine.
“All I have in this picture in a frame. That I hold close to see your face every day.
“With you is where I’d rather be. But we’re stuck where we are. And it’s so hard, you’re so far. This long distance is killing me. I wish that you were here with me. But we’re stuck where we are. And it’s so hard, you’re so far. This long distance is killing me.”
“It’s so hard, it’s so hard. Where we are, where we are. You’re so far. This long distance is killing me. It’s so hard, it’s so hard. Where we are, where we are. You’re so far. This long distance is killing me.”
“Now the minutes feel like hours. And the hours feel like days. While I’m away. Ya know right now I can’t be home. But I’m coming home soon. Coming home soon.”
Again caressing the picture on the wall Kurt sang, his voice dripping with emotion. “All I have is this picture in a frame. That I hold so close to see your face again. Oh!”
“With you is where I’d rather be. But we’re stuck where we are. And it’s so hard, you’re so far. This long distance is killing me. I wish that you were here with me. But we’re stuck where we are. And it’s so hard, you’re so far. This long distance is killing me.”
“Can you hear me crying? Ooohhh…ooohhh… Can you hear me crying? Ooohhh…ooohhh… Can you hear me crying? Ooohhh…ooohhh…”
“With you is where I’d rather be. But we’re stuck where we are. And it’s so hard, you’re so far. This long distance is killing me. I wish that you were here with me. But we’re stuck where we are. And it’s so hard, you’re so far. This long distance is killing me.”
“It’s so hard, it’s so hard. Where we are, where we are. You’re so far. This long distance is killing me. It’s so hard, it’s so hard. Where we are, where we are. You’re so far. This long distance is killing me.”
“There’s only so many songs that I can sing to pass the time.”
The song ended as he sat back on his bed and wiped away a few tears.
“Thank you Kurt.” Blaine said, his voice shaking and it was obvious he had been crying. “That was beautiful. I miss you so much. I love you.”
“I love you too Blaine. I love you so much. I miss you babe. I miss you. I just wish you were here with me, I miss falling asleep in your arms. I miss being able to see your cheery face every day. I wish I was with you right now. I just want you to hold me and me to be able to kiss you. I love you so much Blaine. When can you come visit?”
“I called to schedule a visit, but they said I need a weeks’ notice so I can come next week.” Blaine said sadly. “But don’t worry your pretty little head. I has a plan.” Blaine said deviously.
“Do tell.” Kurt laughed.
“Well the warblers are doing a performance at your hospital so either you get cleared to come down and see or I’ll sneak up to come and see you.” Blaine said happily.
“Isn’t sneaking into a psych ward a little crazy?” Holden laughed from across the room.
Blaine sighed.
“I think it’s romantic!” Kurt squealed. To which Holden sighed.
“Just let me know when, and hopefully I can come down to see you. Plus I have friends who want to meet you.” Kurt smiled.
“Oh God, should I be worried?” Blaine joked.
“Not at all, well maybe a little bit worried about Bethany. She just wants to meet you because you’re kind of attractive.” Kurt laughed.
“Kind of attractive? Bitch please I’m gorgeous. And I’m a little offended that you think otherwise.” Blaine laughed.
“You’re alright.” Kurt teased running his thumb idly over another picture of just Blaine.
“Well we can’t all be as stunning as Kurt Hummel you know.” Blaine replied.
“Oh shut up!” Kurt giggled.
“I may not be gorgeous but there is one part of me that you like.” Blaine teased.
“And what’s that?” Kurt laughed.
“You’re a pretty big slut for my cock.” Blaine laughed.
Kurt couldn’t contain his laughter as Holden turned a florescent shade of red.
“Hows about you make up and excuse and send your roommate out so we can have phone sex.” Blaine suggested his voice lower than normal. “Hope you don’t get hearing aids. Hahahaha hearing aids!!! Get it!!! Like hearing aids because like phone sex!!!!” Blaine laughed to himself.
“The roommate’s not going anywhere and the phones still on speaker.
“Oh God.” Blaine sighed.
Kurt just laughed. “I think you scared him, he’s not speaking.”
“Oh my God. HOLDEN!!!???!!!! I’m so sorry!!!!” Blaine said over the phone.
Holden just laughed and Kurt took the phone of speaker.
“My hours almost up babe, I have to go.” Kurt frowned.
“It’s okay, we can talk more tomorrow.” Blaine reassured him.
“Tell mom and dad and Finn I love them?” Kurt asked.
“Kurt, you need to talk to them. They desperately want to hear from you. I’ll tell them for you again tonight, but they love you and you should talk to them yourself.” Blaine replied.
“I will, it’s just I get caught up talking to you and I forget. I’ll call them tomorrow.”
“Good, now go to sleep love. Call me tomorrow. I love you.”
“I love you too Blaine.”
“Night.”
“Good night.”
“Kurt, you’re an amazing singer.” Holden said from across the room.
“Awwh thanks Holden.” Kurt smiled.
“No problem.” Holden said looking over at Kurt.
“Well I’m going to go to sleep now. Good night Holden.” Kurt said softly.
“Night Kurt.” Holden said still watching him.
Kurt kneeled up against his head boarded and stared at a picture of Blaine.
He kissed the picture, whispered an I love you, and lay down and went to sleep.
Comments
I think Holdens a little jealous!!!!! I like phone calls with Blaine. I also cant wait to see how he sneaks in to see Kurt *insert fangirl giggling at thoughts of Klaine reunited*
Hahaha I already have an idea of how that's gonna go down... *laughs crazily*
Pooor Pooooor Holden... He clearly likes Kurt. =P