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Should I Tell Him

Should I Tell Him?: Chapter 24


E - Words: 968 - Last Updated: Apr 26, 2013
Story: Complete - Chapters: 27/27 - Created: May 16, 2012 - Updated: Apr 12, 2022
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Author's Notes: Okay so you didnt get it on friday (mainly due to maintainace) but heres you go Chapter 24... hope you enjoy (the song used can be found here)
It was 4:30am when a doctor came in talk to Blaine and Kurt about Jermaine’s surgery.

“Mr. Anderson?” he said a slight tone of sadness in his voice.

“Yes, that’s me. How- how is he? Is he going to be okay?” asked Blaine, panicking and standing up.

“I’m sorry, I don’t have any good news. Why don’t we go to my office?”

Kurt and Blaine walked the winding, white hallways to the doctors’ office.

“Well, when he was in the crash, he suffered a head trauma causing the basilar artery to rupture. We closed the artery, but blood flow still hasn’t returned to that part of his brain…”

“What-what do you mean? What’s happened? He is going to be okay right?”

“He’s in a coma at the moment; there’s no knowing what damage has been done by the lack of oxygen to his brain. I’m sorry.”

Blaine sat there speechless, in utter shock; he didn’t know what to say. He needed to see him, he needed to apologise, it was his fault and Blaine felt awful about it.

“Let me see him,” Blaine demanded. “Please?” he added quietly.

“I- uh- I don’t know, maybe we should wait for his parents.”

“You called his parents?” asked Blaine accusingly. “They’ll just make things worse… They disowned him.”

“They are his parents - it’s procedure, Mr. Anderson. I’m sorry, we had to.”

“Well, then at least, please, let me see him. Please, I have to make sure he’s okay…”

“I uh fine, Mr. Anderson, follow me,” said the doctor as he lead them out of his office and down some sterile white corridors, up several flights of stairs until they finally arrived in the ICU.

“Here’s his room,” said the doctor, opening the door.

Blaine and Kurt entered the room. They stared at the hospital bed that held the lifeless figure of Jermaine, he had tubes and wires attached to him. Blaine felt on the brink of tears staring at the broken Jermaine laid in front of him, looking so small, helpless, fragile. He certainly didn’t look the same as he did yesterday.

Kurt and Blaine sat in silence listening to the slow steady beep of the heart monitor. Occasionally Blaine got up, walked over to Jermaine’s bedside, stroked his hand, and paced back. Then he remembered something; music helps stimulate the brain. Blaine didn’t really want the first song Kurt properly heard him sing to be about Jermaine. He wanted him to hear him singing without crying, which is what he was bound to do given the circumstances. But he didn’t know how to get rid of Kurt; he wasn’t going to leave too easily.

"Leave me alone with him, please. It's partially my fault."

"I don’t think that's a very good idea, Blaine, you need someone with you."

"I need to be alone, I need to wait for him to wake up and I need to apologise."

"Blaine, none of this is your fault. You need to leave this room... If only for a little while - you need the air, we’ve been in here for 5 hours," said Kurt trying and failing to pull Blaine from Jermaine's bedside.

"Leave me alone, Kurt, just GO AWAY!" Blaine yelled.

“Okay, Blaine, I’ll go. Just, um call me if you need me.”

“I don’t! I need to be alone. Just leave me alone!” Blaine screamed, hot tears streaming down his cheeks.

“I understand, Blaine, okay… Bye,” said Kurt, understanding that it was best to leave him be. Blaine was still in shock from the information, he needed to calm down. If Kurt had to leave so Blaine could deal with it then he would; he remembered what it was like when his dad was in a coma. He shut himself off from everyone; he just wanted to be alone with his father.

When Kurt had left and was sufficiently out of earshot Blaine began to sing.

This is the last time
That I will say these words
I remember the first time
The first of many lies
Sweep it into the corner
Or hide it under the bed
Say these things they go away
But they never do

Something I wasn't sure of
But I was in the middle of
Something I forget now
But I've seen too little of

The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I no I don't mind

This is the last time
That I will show my face
One last tender lie
And then I'm out of this place
So tread it into the carpet
Or hide it under the stairs
Say that some things never die


‘Please don’t die, JJ, I don’t think I could cope if you died. I still love you, please, please, don’t die. Wake up, open your eyes, wake up and tell me you are going to be okay, I can’t lose you… Not like this,’
Blaine thought.

Well I tried and I tried

Something I wasn't sure of
But I was in the middle of
Something I forget now
But I've seen too little of

The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I no I don't mind

The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I no I don't mind

“Please wake up, JJ, please,” sobbed Blaine, clutching Jermaine’s hand. Blaine stood holding Jermaine’s hand for a good hour or so before sleep began to claim him.

He moved from the bedside, lay down on the couch, and allowed himself to drift off. After a few hours or so Blaine was awoke by some loud voices.

“I don’t care what that boy told you, I want to see my son,” said David Thoms, sounding genuinely concerned.

Blaine actually thought that David had changed. How wrong was he?

End Notes: Yeah so whats going to unfold now that Jermaine's dad has arrived... Please review and you'll get 25 probably at some point tomorrow... Please review

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i don't like JJ's family. they just need to disappear, just saying. i actually hope he wakes up, honestly, i really do.

I like his sister (just you wait) hes mom and dad can go die in a hole for all I care... Maybe he will maybe he wont, I want him to wake up too ;) xox

No they are not... I can honestly say that.... He will make some apearances in the sequel, i'm sorry he's ruining this story for you :/ I have my reasons for bringing him back after the break up though... I'll explain in a few chapters time

Are jermaine and blaine engame? Because I feel like they are gonna be. I realy like the story but I kind of hope jermaine just goes the fuck away. He's kind of tuining this for me.

He's a dick... I've hurt my blainers enough thank you very much. I'm glad your starting to feel bad for jj he is rather ill :/

:'( A) if Jermaine's dad hurts Blaine he's going to get hit by a car (in my mind) xD B) I'm actually feeling sorry for JJ for the first time xD

YAYYY ;)A) Maybe some soon ;) who knows? I do but i'm not telling ;) B) He is nice when he is nice isnt he :'( C) I can't say that i'm afraid... D) I'm Glad thank you for your review #JustPosted25 :D Love Toastie xoxo

Finally up to date! A. Just when I think we're getting some Klaine ... B. I actually like Jermaine when he's being nice otherwise... Meh -_-C. Please say that he is going to be okay! Even though I needs my Klaine, I need Blainers to be happy, and I can't see that happening with his best friend dead! :(D. Still loving the story! :D xxx

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