July 20, 2012, 1:51 p.m.
Kurt, Blaine and The Cucumbers: Texts and Apologies
E - Words: 1,129 - Last Updated: Jul 20, 2012 Story: Closed - Chapters: 26/? - Created: Feb 04, 2012 - Updated: Apr 13, 2022 406 0 2 0 0
(17:24) Hey Kurt, I’m Sorry about Sunday can we still be friends?
(17:25) Kurt, I know you must be mad at me but please text me back?
(23:37) What do you want Blaine?
(23:30) I just want to know if we can still be friends, I mean you’re a nice person and I want to be your friend… I don’t want to lose you Kurt, you the most amazing thing to happen since… since... Never mind just please?
(23:41) Why did you spend all of Sunday flirting with me then!?
(23:42) Well, err it was so easy but I just can’t get into a relationship right now
(23:45) You must have known you weren’t ready for a relationship on Sunday though, but that didn’t stop you from leading me on.
(23:47) But Kurt… I didn’t mean to flirt it is just hard for me to control myself around you; you make me feel happier than have done since…
(23:50) Since what? Stop leaving me with these mysterious... Things that you don’t end up explaining. It’s annoying and ruining your eloquent demeanour.
(23:50) Kurt… I just can’t talk about it, it’s just … I just can’t Kurt please.
(23:52) Okay, I understand that you don’t want to talk about it. But what you did was really mean Blaine.
(23:53) I know Kurt and I’m really sorry I never meant to hurt you. Honestly, I’d never put anyone through that especially you Kurt please forgive me…
(23:55) Look Blaine, it’s getting late. I’m going to go to bed, just let me sleep on it okay?
(00:00) Okay sweet dreams
Monday 20th February
(07:30) Good Morning How was your sleep?
(08:50) Morning Blaine and it was okay. How was yours?
(08:51) It was alright.
(08:53) Well, that’s good. I’ve been thinking about what you said yesterday.
(09:00)And?
(09:54) I want to be your friend Blaine, You’re an amazing person.
(10:00) Okay, shall we start again? Hi I’m Blaine.
(10:06) Hey Blaine! I’m Kurt.
(10:26) Nice to meet you Kurt :)
(10:27) How are you?
(10:36) I’m pretty good, what about you Blaine?
(10:44) I’m awesome I just found out that this amazing guy who I was kind of a jerk to still wants to be friends
(10:45) Oh wait… no…fresh start I’m good I could really do with a coffee though care to join me?
(11:15) Well, that guy sounds pretty cool. I bet he thinks you’re amazing too. And yeah coffee sounds good right now.
(11:20) Yeah… he is
(11:21) Okay Lima Bean after school?
(11:22) I’ll see you there.
(11:24) Perfect, okay see you then
(11:23) Hey Rach. Blaine just asked me to go get coffee!
(11:24) Oh, really…what happened, aren’t you still mad at him?
(11:25) He apologized. And there’s no way I could stay mad at him.
(11:25) Okay, that’s good… did he give a reason for ya know… the flirting?
(11:26) He said he couldn’t control himself and that I made him happy, what does that even mean?
(11:26) Oh, errm… I don’t know, maybe he’s … been through like a bad break up or something…
(11:27) Or maybe he’s had his ‘Morgan’ too.
(11:28) Maybe he has. I want to be around him though, he’s amazing Rachel. People get better with time right?
(11:29) Yeah…I just don’t want to see you get hurt again…
(11:30) I’m not going to. Blaine would never intentionally hurt anyone.
(11:31) Okay as long as you’re sure…
(11:31) Love you call me later
(11:33) I am sure and I will do. Love you too.
(11:23) Hey, Nick, Well he’s my friend again… we’re starting again.
(11:24) That’s great Blaine! I told you it would be okay. Can I tell Jeff?
(11:24) Yeah, I’m going to get coffee with him in a bit.
(11:25) What? Jeff or Kurt?
(11:26) Jeff, obviously… seriously Nick sometimes I think you spend a bit too much time with Jeff, it’s starting to affect your brain… soon *you’ll* be drinking espressos ;)
(11:27) You’re getting coffee with Jeff? Can I come? And just you wait, little Blainers, the same thing will happen to you. Don’t worry though, it’s fantastic.
(11:30) No Nick, I’m getting coffee with Kurt. Shall I start holding a sarcasm sign? What, Jeff will drive *me* insane too shit I knew I shouldn’t have befriended you guys, Jeff looked shifty… he probably was on espresso ;)
(11:32) Jeff drives everyone insane, and you love being our friend, sane is far too boring for you. Enjoy your coffee with lover boy, be a good boy this time.
(11:46) Of course that’s what I want you to think ;) and yes sane is far too boring it’s true, he’s not my lover boy because we’re not dating… I *can’t* date him. And I will, I can’t lose him he means too much, it already too much knowing that I can’t be the guy he deserves.
(11:50) He deserves you Blaine. You're amazing, Kurt sees that. I understand what he means to you, He's your Jeff. There’s no such thing as can't. Don't be scared Blaine, I promise you that finding that one person is the most amazing feeling.
(11:52) You always know the right things to say Nick, but I’m broken what’s Kurt gonna do with a broken boy. He *is* my Jeff. I’ve found him but I too broken, he deserves someone who isn’t, someone who can reciprocate his feelings
(11:53) Why don't you leave it up to Kurt to decide what he wants? You cannot decide for him. Maybe Kurt can fix you, just like I’m sure you can fix him.
(11:54) Maybe, wait what did you mean ‘I could fix him’? He’s not broken he’s perfect.
(11:55) Nothing is ever perfect.
(11:59) But he *is* Nick, he’s amazing adorable, funny, charismatic and he gets my sarcasm, and his eyes, Nick, his eyes are the bluest i’ve seen…
(12:01) How do you know he hasn't had his heart broken? He might be in the same boat as you. You adore him, don’t lie to him and don’t lie to yourself.
(12:10) I not lying to myself I am completely and utterly head-over-heels in love with this boy, but I’m not ready to let myself be open again not after what Logan did, speaking of which he’s having Julian over tonight could I stay over at yours?.
(12: 14) And I’m not lying to Kurt he’s never asked me if I loved him, he’s only asked why I flirted with him, and I gave him complete honesty.
(15:15) Of course you can stay, you don't need to ask. I just want you to be happy Blaine; I think Kurt can make you happy.
(15:20) He does, he makes me very happy, thanks Nick, Thank You for everything.
(15:27) You’re welcome, enjoy your coffee
(15:30) Will do, talk to you later
Comments
I can't decide if I jate more than I love you for this end!
We spend ages debating over weather to realese two chapters this week so you knew what happen at the lima bean but we decided it's best for you to wait ;) well more fun for us if you have to wait ;) glad you like the story though