July 20, 2012, 1:51 p.m.
Kurt, Blaine and The Cucumbers: When Blaine Met Logan
E - Words: 1,979 - Last Updated: Jul 20, 2012 Story: Closed - Chapters: 26/? - Created: Feb 04, 2012 - Updated: Apr 13, 2022 282 0 2 0 0
Blaine didn’t know many people when he started Dalton, in fact he didn’t know anyone He was in his Tutorial Period…
“Hi, my-my name is Blaine Anderson,” said Blaine nervously
“Logan, you will look after Blaine” said Mr Porter “You know, make sure he know where he’s going, where all his lessons are.”
Blaine’s eyes flicked to the tall blonde boy with piercing green eyes.
“I’m Logan” said the taller boy as he steered Blaine to a seat “if you need anything just ask.”
“O-okay” said Blaine tearing his gaze away from Logan’s eyes.
Blaine couldn’t help but wonder if Logan was gay too he wished he was… he was going to test the water; he didn’t know what people’s attitudes were to people like him, both in Dalton and Westerville, He hadn’t even told his dad yet.
“Hey” said Logan softly “No need to be nervous, everyone here is really nice” Logan smiled
Blaine liked Logan’s smile, it was nice, warm and welcoming, it made Blaine feel at ease
“Let us look at your timetable compare lessons and give you tips on how to stay on the teachers good sides” Logan said after while smiling again.
“Oh…yeah…sure” said Blaine looking, yet again, in to Logan’s eyes.
He could get lost in those eyes they were so green and when Blaine looked in them he felt like they were reading him, looking in to the innermost, deepest, most concealed parts of his soul.
“Okay, so we have English with Murdoch together. Pay attention in his class… you don’t want to anger him” said Logan.
‘How I am supposed to concentrate when you’re in my class’ Blaine thought.
“Oh good I’ll know someone then” said Blaine grinning, like a lunatic
“Don’t worry you’ll make friends in no time once you get used to Dalton” said Logan still smiling, Blaine loved that smile. “We have History and Environmental science together too”
“Great” said Blaine hoping that it wasn’t too obvious that he liked Logan…
Weeks past and Blaine and Logan became good friends, he enjoyed Logan’s company, and they had fun together, and as Logan promised Blaine made some new friends, Nick and Jeff. But when Blaine started boarding at Dalton and he started to withdraw from he didn’t tell anyone why… it was around this time that Blaine really fell for Logan, Logan helped him out of a really dark place. One day Blaine decided to ask Logan on a date.
“Hey, Logan…” said Blaine, his palms sweating. “I was wondering if maybe you’d like to go to breadstix for dinner tomorrow after Warblers’ practice.”
“Sure” said Logan “you know, you should audition for Warblers’ you have a great voice.”
“How-how do you know?” asked Blaine, puzzled, he’d never sung for anyone at Dalton before.
“The walls aren’t that thick Blaine.” said Logan a smile tugging on his lips, his oh so pink lips. “I can hear you when you sing in the shower”
“Oh, really?” asked Blaine “and you think I’m good?”
“Yes!” Logan exclaimed. “Did you write that song you sung yesterday? You know the one that goes ‘Cause baby you’re not alone 'cause you’re here with me’? ‘cause it’s really good Blaine”
“Oh, really?” said Blaine growing scarlet.
“Yes” said Logan walking over to sit next to Blaine on his bed. “Come to Warblers’ with me tomorrow and we’ll go out after”
Logan patted Blaine’s knee, Blaine felt fire flare up under his skin Logan took a long look in Blaine’s eyes before getting up and walking back to his desk to finish the English essay he was writing.
“You have really nice eyes.” whispered Blaine before he could stop himself.
“What?”
“Nevermind just ignore me”
“Do you really think that Blaine?”
“Yes okay yes I do, I have done for months, that’s why I asked you to breadstix, I really like you Logan… please don’t let this come between us”
“Why would it come between us?... I like you too.”
“Because you prob- wait what?”
“I like you too Blaine, I just didn’t want to say anything given your home situation, and at the start I wasn’t even sure if you were gay.” Logan smiled “and especially after the... you know, incident. That broke me thinking that you didn’t think any of us cared.”
“Well, you know I was getting a lot of crap from my dad” said Blaine, eyes clouding with tears, as memories flooded his thoughts “Thanks for that again”
“It’s okay; just promise me it’ll never happen again, I was so scared seeing the one I loved like that.”
They both had tears making tracks down their faces.
“Okay, I promise” said Blaine, smiling through his tears.
“Anyway, I should really get back to that essay, it’s due tomorrow…sweetie?” said Logan slightly unsure about that last bit.
“Okay honey” Blaine returned. “I’m so glad I finished it already”
“Okay, okay don’t show off… and don’t forget I was worried about you for weeks”
“Yeah, I am really sorry about that”
“Don’t be you weren’t thinking” smiled Logan. “You’re okay now and you are trying out for the Warblers tomorrow and we could spend more time together then, maybe you should plan what you are singing for an audition piece”
“I’ve got that covered” said Blaine grinning from ear to ear.
Blaine was anxious about his Warbler audition as he paced outside the door he walked right in to his boyfriend’s arms.
“Hey, don’t be nervous baby, you’ll do great… you are an amazing singer” said Logan planting a kiss into Blaine’s gelled curls.
“Are you sure, what if like I forget the words or…or…or I die of fright” said Blaine panicking.
“Honey listen to me you’ll be fine, just keep looking at me okay… you’ll be fine”
“Okay…” said Blaine, he hugged his boyfriend before he left to go join the other Warblers in the hall.
As he walked in he spotted loads of faces he recognised, there was Nick Jeff Wes David and of course Logan, Blaine also recognised quite a few day students.
“Well hello Blaine” said Wes, he was chairman of the Warblers. “The floor is all yours begin when you’re ready.”
Blaine scanned the sea of blazers for Logan he settled his eyes on Logan’s and began to sing…
I feel like a loser
I feel like I'm lost
I feel like I'm not sure if I feel anything at all
But believe me, I'm not helpless
I just need someone to love
So my situation's rough
That just makes me a dumb human, like you
I feel like a short stop along third base
I may just help you but
I still don't like your face
But believe me, I'm not hostile
I just want to hear you laugh when I'm sarcastic like that,
That just makes me a dumb human, like you
Why do I have this incredible need to stand up and say?
"Please pay attention”
It’s the last thing that I need to make myself see well,
That ain't my intention, no.
I feel like an artist
Who’s lost his touch
He likes himself in his art,
But not his art too much
But believe me I got something,
I just don't know how to say
That I'm just fine with the way,
The way that I'm movin'
But that just makes me a dumb human
That just makes me
That makes me a human, like you
The room filled with applause and Blaine took his bow and looked towards Wes who was clapping enthusiastically.
“Welcome to the Warblers” said Wes extending a hand to the Warblers’ newest member.
Blaine shook Wes’ hand and walked over to his boyfriend who picked him up in a swooping hug and spun him around
“I knew you’d get in” said Logan smiling.
Then Logan kissed him, planting his lips firmly on Blaine’s and tracing his lips with his tongue, Blaine’s lips parted allowing Logan in. They parted, and Blaine felt slightly dizzy from his first kiss.
After Warblers’ practice Logan and Blaine went to Breadstix, they had fun, Logan made Blaine laugh…Blaine loved how Logan made him feel. This was the first of many dates Blaine really, really fell for Logan he never dreamed that he’d break him… ever.
************Blaine had gone out for coffee with Nick and Jeff he didn’t expect what he saw when he arrived back at the dorm.
“Hey, honey I’m home” said Blaine locking the dorm room door “anythi-”
He turned around to see Julian on his hands and knees on Logan’s bed, naked with Logan thrusting deeply in to him.
“Yes, yes oh baby I’m close Julian baby, I’m so c-close”
“What the Hell Logan!?” yelled Blaine.
“Oh shit” said Logan “Baby this isn’t what it looks like”
“NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE!!!! IT LOOKS LIKE YOU’RE SCREWING YOU’RE BEST FRIEND, WHILST YOU ARE DATING ME, YOU EXPECT ME TO BELIEVE THAT, YOU WHAT, SLIPPED AND FELL IN TO HIS ASS DO YOU? HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME LOGAN!!!! ME!!!! I THOUGHT YOU CARED ABOUT ME!!”
“Well err… can we talk about this later?” asked Logan.
“What so you can think of a way to charm me and make all this better, this won’t go away Logan, why would you even do this? Was it because I said I wasn’t ready!” Blaine shrieked.
“At least let Julian go so we can talk about this in private” pleaded Logan.
“Fine, Julian Get dressed and LEAVE, NOW!!” snapped Blaine.
“Baby, I love you I really do.” said Logan after Julian had left.
“Then why the hell were you just fucking Julian then? Hmm” demanded Blaine
“Because you wouldn’t put out, silly little virgin… I have NEEDS Blaine”
“Funny because I thought you cared about me, if you did you wouldn’t rush me into anything!!!”
“We’ve been dating nine months Blaine! Are you telling me you’re not in love with me enough to sleep with me!!?”
“No, Logan, I love you more than there are stars in the sky, but you of all people know how hard it was for me to come out, I’d have thought you’d be a little bit more respectful!” said Blaine angry tears forming in his eyes.
“I do respect you, I just expect a little bit more from my boyfriend… the kissing is great, but you won’t even give me a hand job”
“I’m not ready Logan you are my first boyfriend” snapped Blaine tears rolling down his cheeks “I don’t want to disappoint you or do something wrong and ruin what we have, I’m just not ready for that kind of intimacy”
“Fine, if you’re gonna be a stuck up little virgin then we’re through, I have needs and Julian fulfils them I don’t need you”
“Fine, I don’t want to be in a relationship where my boyfriend ONE isn’t even honest with me, you could have told me how you felt and we could have talked it over, and TWO sleeps with someone else because I don’t give him what he wants, no. Ha, sorry needs” roared Blaine storming out if the door slamming it in his wake.
Blaine ran to Nick and Jeff’s room in tears.
“Hey, Guys” he said when he entered their dorm room.
“Hey, Blainers what’s up?” asked Jeff coming over to him putting an arm around his shoulder.
“Logan and I Split up”
“Why? What’s happened B.?” asked Nick sitting down next to his boyfriend
“I came back from coffee with you guys and he was fucking Julian” said Blaine dejectedly.
“Oh Blaine, I’m sorry.” said Jeff rubbing Blaine's arm.
“Don’t be, I guess I should have seen it. I mean he was spending lots of time around at Julian’s, all those late night ‘study sessions’ him returning at like 1, 2 am, messed up hair… I guess I just never thought he’d cheat on me… could I stay here tonight guys, I just can’t even look at him right now”
“Sure Blainers, spend as much time as you need… you should tell Cooper about this” said Nick, placing a hand on Blaine’s knee giving it a quick squeeze and shake.
“Logan isn’t even worth Cooper’s time, he’s a dick… thanks for letting me stay guys… you’re the best” said Blaine, he was grateful that he had Nick and Jeff…they truly are the best friends anyone could ever ask for…Blaine loved them for it.
Comments
So I'm in a cab on my way home and decided to read this chapter now. I know that when Blaine said Logan cheated on him, but reading it like this was intense. I literally gasped and I could have sworn I saw the cab driver look at me through the mirror. These boys have had their hearts broken so badly. If they did it to one another, idk how they would cope.
yes, I know, but they can be happy together and heal the wounds left behind by thier pasts. I know I don't think *I* would be able to cope if they'd done that to each other either, but I'm glad you like the fic :) more next sunday