"Hi."

"Hi."

"I ordered you Almond Chicken."

"How did you know I'd come back?"

"I didn't...but I hoped you would."

He nodded.

"Please don't leave me because I made a stupid assumption I'm only human Blaine I make mistakes."

"I'm not going to leave you but..."

"But?"

"We need to slow down...I'm going to move back into my old room."

"Please don't."

"I almost moved out completely."

I closed my eyes.

"I'll sleep on the couch for as long as you want....just don't move out of our room. Please baby." I pleaded.

"Yeah, ok. But I'll take the couch."

"I'm the one that screwed up though."

"You won't be able to sleep on the couch I will."

"How long for?"

"Until I can look at you and not see you looking at me like I'm a whore."

"I never thought you were a whore."

"Yes you did, when you thought I was in the bathroom with that guy you thought I was a whore."

"I'm sorry."

"I know but that doesn't mean I forgive you."

"Why did you come back then?"

"I knew if I didn't come back now I wouldn't ever come back."

I nodded.

"Is that my hoodie?"

"Yes."

"We're watching movies and eating junk food to make Kurt feel better, want to join us" Brittany asked.

We all looked at her.

"What? He's hurting too."

"I would like that."

"I'm Brittany and this is my girlfriend Santana."

"I'm Blaine."

"Are you a hobbit as well as a dolphin Blaine?"

"Umm...no?"

"Are you sure? You look like a hobbit."

"Pass me my Almond Chicken."

"Did you really break the headboard by fucking really hard?" Santana asked

"Yes." Blaine and I said in unison.

"Wanky." She replied making us all laugh.

I couldn't sleep that night all the pillows were too soft and cold, eventually I knew I'd have to take one of the Ambien Santana gave me so I got up to get a glass of water hoping I wouldn't wake Blaine if he had fallen asleep.

"What are you doing?"

Ok, so he wasn't asleep.

"I can't sleep I was going to take a pill."

"Oh I was hoping you were making warm milk."

"Did you want some warm milk?"

He nodded.

"Then I'll make some warm milk."

"You know we could fix this whole not sleeping problem of ours by you coming back into our bed."

"I can't Kurt, you know I can't."

"I know but it doesn't stop me from wishing you would."

He nodded. "I wish I could too but when you looked at me like that it hurt me more than anything my father or Jeremiah ever said to me."

"I'm so sorry baby! I know I jumped to conclusions and I shouldn't have. What would you have done if you if the situation had been reversed."

"I wouldn't have assumed you let a random suck you off just because we had a fight."

"You are a better person than I am."

"I'm not I just trust you more than you trust me."

"I trust you with my life."

"You think you do but obviously when push comes to shove you don't."

"I guess...I just worry that I'm not enough for you...that I'm boring...sexually."

"You are definitely not boring sexually or otherwise. I love you and the sex is amazing, I could never be bored by you or even think about wanting another guy."

"I wish I could back to the moment you came of the bathroom and do it all differently."

"Maybe I shouldn't have gone to work maybe I should have stayed and talked."

"You went to make sure we didn't say anything we'd regret and ruin our relationship...although I guess I did that anyway didn't I?"

"It's not ruined, it can be fixed. Come what may right?"

"I will love you til my dying day."

I finished my warm milk.

"Are you still coming home to Lima with me?"

"I know how important it is to you that I meet your dad, so yes."

"If you want I'll tell Adam we can't be friends."

"That's up to you...I still think he wants you back but I trust you."

"He makes you uncomfortable."

"He does."

"I won't be friends with him. I'm sure I can make other friends."

Blaine nodded.

"Can I take you on a date tomorrow?" I asked.

"...not tomorrow....I need a couple of days...ok?"

"In a couple of days we'll be in Lima."

"I've been to Lima and I seem to remember there being restaurants there."

"Ok then, I'll take you out when we get to Lima...I know the perfect place."

"It's a date."

"I know I've said it already but I really am sorry."

"I know you are; we will get past this Kurt I promise."

"I love you."

"I love you too."

I sighed in relief.

"I'm going to try and get some sleep now." Blaine told me.

"Me too...have you ever noticed that all our pillows suck?"

He smiled sadly. "Just try to make due, ok?"

"Ok."

"Goodnight Kurt."

"Goodnight baby."