To: Blaine

Meet me at the Lima Bean after school tomorrow? –Kurt

To: Kurt

Ok. –Blaine

I paused before I hit the send button. Why would he want to meet me? What could he possibly have to say to me? I needed some advice.

"Blaine you have to go." Nick told me.

"Do you think that's really a good idea though?" I asked.

"Look, I know you are new to the whole soul mate thing, so let me explain something to you. Your body and mind cannot handle being apart for your soul mate for long periods of time once you find them. I know you have been depressed lately and yes that is because of what happened between you and Kurt but all the anti-depressants in the world aren't going to help, when someone is in your situation the only way they can get better is by being around their soul mate."

"So if I go and he tells me to fuck off then I'm going to be fucked for the rest of my life?"

"Why would he text you to meet him only to tell you to fuck off?"

I shrugged.

"Ok, let's say he did tell you to fuck off, that could actually be good for you."

"How?"

"It is extremely rare but it is possible to break the soul mate bond. If he really never wants to be with you he can break your bond."

"What would even happen? Would I get a new name or go back to being nameless? Or would his name remain on my wrist reminding me of what I lost?"

"I don't think it is possible for someone's name to change. I think it would just remain his name but you wouldn't have the emotional bond that soul mates share." Nick said.

"But doesn't he have to know he's Blaine's soul mate for that to work?" Jeff asked.

"Yes." Nick confirmed.

"Well there you go; it won't work then because I'm not going to tell him I have his name on my wrist." I told them.

"Why not?" Jeff asked.

"I don't want him to break our bond."

"If he doesn't and he does tell you to fuck off then you are never going to get better." Nick informed me.

I shrugged.

"Ok, say he doesn't tell you to fuck off. Say he just wants to be friends or get closure or something then will you tell him?" Jeff asked.

"No."

"Why not?" Jeff asked.

"Because I want him to want to be with me because his heart tells him, like we used to be not because the fates deem it so. Besides you forget that my name isn't the one on his wrist so it's not like it matters." I replied.

"Blaine, you are going to go. Whether you tell him his name is on your wrist or not is up to you. But you are going to go to the Lima Bean tomorrow." Wes who had been silently watching my conversation with Nick and Jeff instructed me.

I opened my mouth to protest.

"No. You do not get to argue with me about this. Do you realise how worried I have been about you these past two months? Do you know what it is like to watch one of your best friends slowly disappear? You've been so depressed that I lay awake at night terrified that you are going to do something stupid. You haven't been yourself lately Blaine and if there is even the slightest chance that going to see Kurt tomorrow can help bring the old Blaine back then you are going. If not for your sake then for mine and Nick's and Jeff's and the rest of your friends."

"I....I....didn't realise. I'm sorry Wes."

"You don't have to apologize to me Blaine. I don't mind taking care of you but I'm not who you need. The only person you truly need will be at the Lima Bean tomorrow after school." Wes said.

"Can....can you come? In case he does tell me to fuck off?"

"Of course."

"But like sit a different table? I don't want him to feel ganged up on or something."

"Sure."

"Thanks."

"But Blaine, he's not going to tell you to fuck off."

"He should, I deserve it."

"You made a drunken mistake Blaine, that doesn't make you a horrible person."

"I broke his heart."

"You also broke yours."

"What if he still hates me?"

"What if he still loves you?"

I hit the send button.