Or so he tried.

If they had been in that position a fraction of a second longer and Kurt hadn't pushed Blaine away then they'd be kissing right now.

"What the fuck!" Blaine cursed as he fell back into the table. "What is your fucking problem Hummel!"

"Me? What's my problem? What's yours!" Kurt shouted back, just as angry. "When will you get it into your head that we're going to be-"

"Step brothers." Blaine finished for him. "You sound like a broken fucking record."

"Well it's necessary to get it into your damn head." Kurt spat.

"I don't know if you've noticed Kurt, but are parents aren't even married yet."

Kurt looked confused at what Blaine was trying to say but then finally realised.

"So I'd just be some quick fuck to you?" Kurt shouted, getting angrier by the second. "Then when our parents are married we live together and act like nothing happened?"

Blaine stayed silent, playing with a leather bracelet on his wrist.

"I don't want that Blaine." Kurt whispered in a broken voice and Blaine finally looked at him, Blaine noticed that Kurt was on the verge of tears.

"Then what do you want?" Blaine asked, feeling brave.

"I want a relationship, I don't want you to just fuck me out of your system." Kurt wiped a stray tear falling down his cheek, he hated this. Falling apart in front of Blaine. "But that can't happen." Kurt said more clearly now.

Blaine was silent for a few minutes before walking away. Kurt sighed he hoped he had got through to Blaine. Kurt saw Blaine stop before he reached the door way and turn around.

"Kurt, if things were different…" Blaine started and Kurt noticed he sounded slightly… shy? "And we had met in the Lima Bean that day and it turned out our parents weren't actually getting married, would you have been my boyfriend?"

Kurt was taken aback by the question, not really sure how to answer it. "Well, the whole 'bad boy' attitude and the forwardness would have probably gotten old fast, I like romance and things like that." Blaine nodded and turned to walk away again. "But yes, I probably would have." Blaine's shoulders shook and Kurt wasn't sure if he was laughing or crying.

Blaine ran upstairs before Kurt could say anymore and slammed the door, Kurt just stood there in shock. What was he so angry about? Did he actually want to be with Kurt and not just sleep with him? It seemed unlikely but he wouldn't have reacted that way if he didn't. Well Kurt wasn't about to go and talk to him, from the noise level upstairs he could tell he wanted to be alone, loud heavy metal was being played.

Kurt wasn't sure if Blaine had eaten or not so when it came time to make dinner he knew he had to go and ask, the music was still playing and Kurt was unsure how he'd even get his attention. He walked up to the guest room door, the noise was at a deafening level right now and Kurt wasn't sure how Blaine could even stand it, it must be even louder inside.

He didn't bother knocking, he knew he would be able to hear him anyway so he just opened the door (the guest room didn't have a lock on it, they decided against it because it was mostly Kurt's little cousins who stayed in there.)

Kurt pushed open the door slowly so Blaine could be aware of his presence but by the looks of things Blaine had no idea of his surroundings.

Blaine was laying on his bed shirtless and slowly stroking his dick, his head was thrown back in pleasure and Kurt couldn't stop staring, it wasn't until a moan escaped out of his lips that Kurt realised he was still standing there watching, like some creep. Kurt gasped, shouted sorry, got out of there and leant against the wall in the hall, trying not to think of what he just saw and willing his erection down. It was then that Blaine noticed he was there and Kurt could hear the words 'Shit, fuck' and then the music turned off.

Blaine slowly walked out the guest room (shirt back on, Kurt noticed) and no dick to be seen anywhere. Kurt was prepared for some witty remark along the lines of 'Like what you see' but instead Blaine just mumbled 'Sorry' and walked to the bathroom.

Kurt almost forgot while he was up here but then remembered it was to ask if Blaine wanted dinner. So he stood in the same place waiting for Blaine to return.

Blaine returned about 10 minutes later with wet curls and just in a towel, obviously he just had taken a quick shower and Kurt blushed at the thought of what Blaine would have been doing in that shower since he just had interrupted him in his room.

Blaine saw Kurt still standing there and gave him a look that said you're still here? Kurt found it hard to get his words out especially when his eyes were following a droplet of water that had escaped from Blaine's dark hair and was now trailing down his toned chest, Kurt looked back up to Blaine's face and saw his eyes had gone darker, Kurt could swear it was lust that was swirling in his eyes.

"I-I just wanted to know if you have eaten." Kurt stumbled over his words, not being able to look away from Blaine's eyes. "I mean I was going to make dinner and-"

"Yeah sure, whatever is best for you." Blaine cut in and then he broke the eye contact and walked past Kurt into the guest room.

Kurt tried to make dinner as best as possible but kept getting distracted by thoughts of Blaine, he knew that the relationship between them had shifted slightly in the past day, first with the argument then with seeing Blaine masturbate. Kurt sighed and went to call Blaine for dinner, relieved that there was no music on so he could knock.

"Blaine, dinner's ready."

"I'll be down in a minute."

Kurt smiled at the domesticity of what happened and went back into the kitchen to start eating his dinner, he let his mind wander to a future where he and Blaine were married, he was shook out of those thoughts however when Blaine came into view. He was wearing black skinny jeans and a tight grey t-shirt, his hair wasn't gelled much but it was still slightly tamed but the curls were noticeable. Kurt was rendered speechless yet again that day. He had already changed out of his cheerio's outfit and showered shortly after the whole exchange between him and Blaine when he nearly kissed him. He was now wearing a powder blue button down shirt with the first few buttons undone so his undershirt was on show and skin tight jeans.

"This is great Kurt, thanks." Blaine said with a mouthful of food and Kurt laughed.

"Well maybe you should chew it then if it's so nice." Kurt said playfully and Blaine genuinely smiled. "You should do that more often."

"What?" Blaine asked.

"Smile, and not the creepy let's go to bed smile either."

"I think it's creepy how you know the differences between my smiles." Blaine smirked.

Kurt laughed lightly and didn't say anything more. The silence was awkward for a while and Blaine must have sensed it because he brought up something both boys were avoiding.

"So, sorry about the whole you seeing me jacking off."

Kurt choked slightly on his food at the suddenness of that statement.

"Uh.. It's okay sorry for walking in on you." Kurt blushed furiously.

"How long were you standing there?" Blaine asked casually, like he was asking about the weather or something.

"I-uh," Kurt stuttered. "Not long I kinda just walked in and saw and then ran back out."

"Uh-huh," Blaine looked unconvinced. "Sure you weren't enjoying the show?" Blaine winked.

"You're unbelievable," Kurt scowled.

"You should see me in bed."

"No thank you."

"You sure? I mean you looked pretty into me after I stepped out the shower, I thought you were going to jump on me and lick the water straight off my chest," Blaine smirked looking directly at Kurt. "Not that I would have minded."

Kurt blushed and stood up abruptly taking his empty plate with him. He couldn't believe Blaine, after all that had happened he still was trying to sleep with him?

Blaine followed him into the kitchen carrying his own empty plate and helped Kurt clean up.

"Why are you like this?" Kurt asked and Blaine looked up at him with confused eyes.

"Like what?"

"Well for starters why do you always act perverted around me?" Blaine laughed and was about to say something before Kurt interrupted. "But then you have these moments where it seems like you're an entirely different person, a person I could actually like."

Blaine tensed up at Kurt's words. "You don't know me Kurt, stop acting like you do."

"That's the problem here!" Kurt shouted facing Blaine. "I don't know you, you don't let me know you. When it feels like I might be getting some insight into the world of Blaine Anderson you shut me out, you put up this bravado, this wall and I have no idea how to get through to you."

"Well done you have it all figured out!" Blaine smiled sarcastically. "I'm this lost little boy who uses dirty jokes to cover my insecurity!" Blaine mock gasped. "You're so smart Kurt." He laughed and mock bowed to Kurt.

"You know what," Blaine continued. "You want me to stop hitting on you? Fine. All you had to do was ask, you didn't need to start analysing me." And with that he walked out leaving a speechless Kurt standing there confused.

Blaine was hiding something, there was actually pain in his eyes at Kurt's accusation. Blaine was true to his word though he didn't hit on Kurt anymore, in fact he hardly even spoke to him. With two weeks till Angela's and Burt's wedding Kurt was too busy planning and finding the perfect outfits and packing his stuff to even consider worrying about it, he had plenty of time to make up with Blaine though. They'd be living together soon after all.

They decided to move into the new house a few days before the wedding, Kurt said it might be too stressful for his dad but they had insisted on getting settled, which will cause less stress.

The wedding went by without a hitch, there were cries and laughs in the right places and Kurt even danced with his father. Everyone was smiling and happy, well, everyone except Blaine. Kurt briefly wondered what his problem was, wasn't he happy for his mother? It seemed the closer the wedding got the even more upset Blaine was.

Angela and Burt had gone on honeymoon for a whole week, leaving Blaine and Kurt alone in their new house. Something Kurt was not looking forward to, not because of the flirtation, no, Blaine had stopped that. But because of the silent treatment he was getting.

"Home sweet home." Kurt mused as he walked into the house with Blaine.

Blaine just grunted and removed his suit jacket.

"So it finally happened huh, we're step brothers." Kurt said, trying to make conversation.

"Yeah, whatever." Blaine threw himself on the couch with his feet up and turned on the TV.

"You have to start talking to me one day you know, we're living together now." Kurt pushed his feet down and sat next to him, removing his own jacket and tie.

"Yeah I know I'm sorry," Kurt was shocked, did Blaine just apologise? "It's just this isn't the first time I've had a new house and a new family."

Kurt wasn't surprised to hear this he knew Angela had married a few other times in the past.

"And while this one seems secure enough," Blaine continued, eyed never leaving the television screen. "Who knows how long it will last."

It was happening again, Blaine was giving Kurt a further insight into his mind.

"So I'm guessing you don't like it then?" Kurt said and Blaine looked up at him finally. "All the moving around?"

"More like being dragged around." Blaine tutted. "Like I really ever have a choice." Blaine looked back at the TV. "It's always 'Oh Blaine I've met this wonderful new man' then she'd tell me they're getting married and we're moving in then 6 months down the line we're staying at some shitty motel till we find somewhere more suitable and then the process repeats." Blaine sighed.

"You've never told anyone this before have you?"

"Told them what?"

"How you feel, about all this." Kurt put his hand on Blaine's shoulder who didn't protest.

"Not really. I mean who would even listen? Who cares what some stupid sixteen year old says." Blaine looked into Kurt's eyes. "I am sorry about how I've treated you, I didn't really see a problem with all the flirting because I didn't… well I don't think anything will last." Blaine looked down. "I mean your dads a great guy and all but my mom…" Blaine sighed. "Ugh forget I said anything."

Kurt wanted to know but really didn't want to push Blaine anymore, he spoke to him this much and Kurt was grateful. Kurt just nodded and said, "You know if you ever need to talk to someone, I'm here." Kurt took Blaine's hand. "Not just as a step-brother but as a friend too."

Blaine smiled then, one of his genuine smiles that Kurt just loved. "Thanks Kurt." That smile was replaced by the same cocky grin he always puts on and leaned close to Kurt. "You know we do have the house to ourselves for a week, I wonder what things we'll get up too." Blaine waggled his eyebrows.

Kurt grunted in frustration and let go of Blaine's hand. "Welcome back Blaine."

"It's good to be back." Blaine grinned.

"I can't win with you can I?" Kurt laughed.

"Hey just because we're living together now doesn't mean I'm going to make it easy for you." Blaine leant closer to Kurt so their lips were almost touching. "I still think this whole forbidden affair thing would be hot." Blaine finished with a sultry voice.

Kurt snorted then and started fully laughing, Blaine sat back blinking, dazed and confused.

"Oh god I'm sorry it's just it sounded like you're from a really bad porno movie," Kurt snorted again.

Blaine threw a couch cushion at Kurt's head. "Laugh it up Hummel, it wont be so funny when I have you on your knees."

"Okay Romeo, I think you've had a long day and need to sleep." Kurt said, throwing the cushion back but Blaine dodged it.

"Uh-uh Hummel you're not getting away with it that easy." Blaine said, eyes darkening before he jumped on Kurt and started tickling him.

"Blaine wha- oh my god stop what are you doi-" Kurt said between laughs and trying to push Blaine off of him.

Blaine pinned Kurt's arms down to stop him from pushing him away and Kurt blushed at the closeness. Blaine's nose was almost touching Kurt's and that smirk that he always had on was playing on his lips.

"Not so talkative now huh, Kurt?" Blaine whispered.

Kurt didn't say anything he just stared into Blaine's eyes and then down to his lips, he didn't know why he did he just blamed it on reflex or something, yeah reflex. It was also a reflex that Kurt was starting to slowly move his head forward, subconsciously wanting to know what Blaine tasted like.

Blaine's eyes went wide as he realised what Kurt was doing and slowly inched in to meet Kurt's lips.

So raise your glass if you are wrong.

"Ugh." Blaine groaned as he sat up to answer his phone. Kurt took this time to dart out the room mentally kicking himself for even considering kissing Blaine.

"What are you even DOING." Kurt shouted to himself while looking in his bathroom mirror. "Blaine is now your step brother and you're thinking about kissing him?" Kurt sighed. "When will I ever catch a break."

Kurt had always fell for the wrong person, first Finn Hudson; straight. Then Sam Evans; straight. Now Blaine Anderson; gay, but his step brother. He had only been his step brother for a few hours in fact and already he was trying to kiss him.

Maybe it wont be so bad, Kurt thought What if no one finds out? Kurt shook the thoughts out of his head, he shouldn't be thinking like that.

However he wasn't so sure the next time something like that happened that he'd be able to stop himself. He saw a new side to Blaine today, one that he actually liked. It was obvious Blaine was hiding behind a wall, it was fair that he was being dragged from his new families. Kurt wondered if Blaine even knew what it was like to have somewhere to call home.

Kurt didn't want to think about this anymore so he took a quick shower and curled up in his new bed in his new bedroom, in his new house which he shared with his new step brother, his new gorgeous step brother which he was slowly falling in love with.