This seemed oddly familiar to Blaine, but he couldn’t quite place why.

Wait why are you even thinking about this? You have Sebastian, stop kissing back!

Blaine abruptly pulled away.

“Kurt what do you think you’re doing? I have a boyfriend and you know that!” Blaine shouted, more at himself than Kurt if he was being honest.

“I-I’m so sorry,” Kurt ran out of the school and ran towards his car, not even looking back and Blaine. He needed to get his get straight he needed to drive somewhere, anywhere.

Kurt got into his car and started crying again.

“You’re so stupid!” Kurt shouted to himself. “Why did you think that would work? Make him remember? This isn’t some stupid romance movie! You’ll never get your ‘happily ever after’ ”

It took a good half an hour for Kurt to be calm enough to drive. Driving around somewhere didn’t seem appealing anymore; he just wanted to go home and collapse on his bed and try to sleep the thoughts away.

Things never go the way Kurt wants though, and as soon as his head hit the pillow Finn came bursting into his room.

“Look Kurt I know you said about knocking but I figured even if I did you wouldn’t let me in and I really need to see if you’re okay,” Finn spoke, so fast as if he was trying to get it all out before Kurt interrupted him and told him to get out.

“Its fine Finn, honestly I’m okay,” Kurt replied feeling too defeated to argue about Finn’s lack of manners.

“No Kurt, you’re not people who are ‘okay’ don’t run out of glee club in tears” Finn argued.

“Rachel does it every week Finn,” Kurt mocked; even when he’s heartbroken he can still manage to be sassy.

“I’m serious Kurt, what happened? Did Blaine do something? Cos I swear I’ll deal with him!” Kurt would’ve laughed at the serious expression on Finn’s face if he wasn’t feeling so down.

“Blaine didn’t do anything Finn, well not intentionally anyway.” Finn looked confused and Kurt thought why the hell shouldn’t he confide in someone? Finn was his brother after all and he was sure he wasn’t going to go blabber off to someone.

“Look, if I tell you, you better not go spreading it around school okay?” Finn nodded. “I kissed him, after he ran after me.” Finn was about to say something when Kurt carried on. “And it wouldn’t be the first time we’ve kissed either.”

“Wait, so you’re together... or...?”

“No, he has a boyfriend,” Finn looked even more confused. “Look I better start from the beginning, I knew Blaine way before he started school, and well we were childhood friends, best friends.” Kurt smiled at a memory.

“Come on Kurt! I’ll race you to the top” Blaine giggled as he started climbing one of the bigger trees.

“You know I can’t climb Blaine I’ll get my clothes all dirty!” Kurt wrinkled his nose up in disgust. “O-or I’ll fall!”

“Come on Kurt, I’m here. I’m your best friend remember? Trust me I won’t let you fall!”

“O-okay” Kurt did trust Blaine after all.

“And well we spent a lot of time together, even one day he promised to marry me when we’re older, we were just kids of course and we didn’t really understand the dynamics of marriage. We just knew we were very special to each other and spending our lives together didn’t seem all that bad. Well after he made the promise, he kissed me.” Kurt paused, letting Finn digest the new information.

“Then one day he had to move to New York, and 10 years later he returned and here I am.” Kurt sighed.

“So why doesn’t Blaine act all besties with you now? I know it’s been years but it sounded like you guys really hit it off back then,” Finn asked, Kurt wished it was that simple.

“Well Finn, here is the catch; Blaine doesn’t remember. Well at least I think he doesn’t if he does he’s hiding it really well.” Kurt frowned.

“Well, why don’t you just tell him?” Finn suggested.

“What if he does remember and he just doesn’t want to know me anymore? Or he thought it was stupid to promise such things? Or I come across as a creep looking like I waited for him to marry me or something?” Kurt panicked; the last thing he wanted was Blaine to think he was some creepy stalker.

“I might not be the best to give relationship advice Kurt, but that’s a lot of ‘what ifs’ what if things actually go well? You never know till you try. If he did remember but didn’t want to know you anymore he wouldn’t be trying too hard to be your friend now would he?” Finn did make sense, which was a first. Kurt wasn’t really sure what he should or even wanted to do.

How could Kurt even face Blaine after what happened? It’ll probably be all over school after the weekend, Kurt couldn’t tell him. Not now anyway.

“Thanks Finn, I really don’t know what I’ll do yet. But thanks for helping anyway, just do me one favour?” Finn nodded. “Keep this between us? Last thing I need is Blaine finding out from Rachel or someone.”

“Sure, what are brothers for?” Finn smiled and left the room and Kurt to his thoughts.