Bringing Something We Must Learn
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Bringing Something We Must Learn: What Is This Feeling?


E - Words: 3,641 - Last Updated: Dec 09, 2012
Story: Closed - Chapters: 16/? - Created: Mar 01, 2012 - Updated: Dec 09, 2012
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Author's Notes: Soooo, this is my first Klaine fic! I have no idea if it's any good, or whatever, but hopefully it isn't too bad ^^ I'm not really that used to writing fanfics -- I'm more of a role player, but I usually type in paragraphs there anyway, so yeah.So, let me know what you think of this (: Reviews are and always will be appreciated.

"I cannot stand him!"

Sighing a little, Kurt looks up from his book, raising an eyebrow at Sebastian. He sees that Sebastian is looking across the library, glaring right next to table. Seeing who Sebastian was glaring at wasn't a surprise at all. It was more of a shock when Sebastian wasn't glaring at Blaine Anderson. The Gryffindor boy wasn't even doing anything that was annoying  — He was just sitting there, trying to study with his Hufflepuff friend, Rachel Something-Or Nothing. Though, in Sebastian's eyes? There was little Anderson could do that wouldn't annoy Sebastian in one way or another. "Do I have to sit through another one of your speeches about why Anderson is a good-for-nothing show-off who should be locked up with the filthy Muggles he lives with...?" Kurt says dryly. He'd heard that rant too many times before. He's heard it since first year, and even now, Sebastian wasn't letting off. He actually seemed to be getting a hell of a lot worse, and if Kurt was going to be honest? He was getting tired out hearing it. Sure, Kurt disliked Anderson quite a bit, he still didn't feel the need to make it known every day. Besides, hearing Sebastian ranting wasn't going to help him get this Ancient Runes essay finished.

Sebastian looks at Kurt frowning a little. "No, you don't" Sebsatian says, folding his arms, and leaning against the bookcase behind Kurt's seat. "It's just.. It's what he's been saying." He sounds a little exasperated as he speaks. "He keeps trying to convince us all that the Dark Lord is back, and how the hell are we supposed to believe him?" Sebastian throws his arms up, shrugging. Sebastian takes a seat next to Kurt, taking the textbook out of his hand. Kurt opens his mouth, and was about to progress but seeing Sebastian, placing a finger on his lips, and leaning in he stops. Kurt rolls his eyes a little, and starts writing, trying to write as much as he could from memory. "Sebastian — Don't. We're in the library" Kurt frowns a little, his face falling when hearing Sebstian guaffawing. "Now, what is the joke?" Kurt asks, severley. When seeing Sebastian shakes his head, still laughing maniacally, Kurt raises his eyebrow, practically glaring at the boy across from him.

"Nothing, nothing. No joke." Sebastian says once calm down, still giving a small laugh. "It's just... It's funny how you assume that's where I'm going, just because I've leaned in." Sebastian smirks, and throws one of his arms around Kurt's shoulders. "And I thought I was the one who had a dirty mind". Before Kurt could even react to what Sebastian had said, the other boy leans in, pressing a quick kiss to Kurt's temple. Kurt's face softens ever so slightly, before taking his book from Sebastian. He knew he probably wasn't going to get any work done at all here, so he figured that he was best just putting the books away, and talking to Sebastian. Kurt was smart enough that he could leave it for a day, and play catch up later.

"So." He says, finally getting all of his books together. "What's bothering you about Anderson now?". Kurt props his chin up on his hand, and tilts his head to the side, looking directly at Sebastian. "I know it's about him and the whole thing with You-Know-Who...but what else..?" Kurt raises his eyebrows again, just keeping his facial expressions soft. When Sebastian doesn't reply, and just continues to look at Kurt, he frowns a little, before lightly poking Sebastian's side. "Come on, you can tell me." At this, Sebastian takes a deep breath, and nods.

"Promise you won't get mad..?" He asks

"It's about Anderson, not me. But yes, I promise. I won't be angry" Kurt nods, a slight smile on his face.

Sebastian takes another deep breath, causing Kurt to become slightly nervous about what was going to come from Sebastian's mouth. "It's the fact that it's totally obvious that it's a lie. I mean, he goes into that bloody maze last year, then comes out of the maze, with the cup and that Diggory kid's dead body. No-one even saw The Dark Lord, and people are only believing this because Dumbledore said it was true?" Sebastian pulls a look of disgust "I mean, Dumbledore? The old git's been losing his mind for a while now, and right now? I'm ninety-nine point nine percent sure that his mind is now completely, and utterly gone." Sebastian looks around the library, seemingly trying to see if anyone was around, and ignoring the look he was getting from Kurt, he leans in towards his ear. "Personally....? I think it's just Anderson looking for more attention. I mean...If Diggory's death was an accident, it was going to be a huge story if they found his body, regardless of who won or not. So, I'm thinking that either Diggory was killed, either by accident or on purpose, and Anderson found him — we all know he's 'too good to kill anyone — and instead of setting off sparks, Anderson dragged Diggory's body, and found the cup, coming back to the castle after he thought of the idea of The Dark Lord coming back."

When Sebastian leans back slightly, and holds Kurt's gaze, Kurt remains silent, just blinking slowly. After a few moments of just starting at Sebastian in disbelief. "So, that's what you think this is? You think that this is Anderson looking for attention?" Kurt says, frowning. Sebastian sighs, and shakes his head, burying his face in his hands for a few moments, before looking back up at Kurt. 

"Yeah, Kurt." Sebastian says seriously "That is what I'm saying. He can't get enough of it."

"You're just jealous" Kurt shakes his head, looking away from Sebastian.

"Of course I'm jealous!" Sebastian growls. He looks at Kurt slightly narrowing his eyes "And why are you getting so bothered about this, Kurt?"

Kurt takes a deep breath, and shakes his head "I'm not defending Anderson if that's what you're implying. I just don't think it's worth getting so worked up about. And anyway." Kurt shrugs, and rests his his head against Sebastian's shoulder "Apart from him being famous, there isn't anything worth getting jealous over". Well, that and him being insanely gorgeous... And why the hell was Kurt thinking about that..? Alright, okay. So, Anderson was incredibly irritating in every way near enough, but Kurt wasn't blind. Anderson was attractive. It didn't mean anything though. He was with Sebastian. Even if Kurt did, for whatever reason, develop feelings for the Gryffindor, he wasn't going to act on them. Betraying Sebastian wouldn't be right.

"There's more than that, Kurt." Sebastian chuckles softly, nuzzling his face into Kurt's hair. "It's more than him being famous — it's that people only care about that. Peopel don't care that he shows off because he's famous. Almost everyone at the school who isn't in a relationship — even then, people still ignore that — want in his pants, or want to be 'best friends for ever with him. And all because he's famous". Sebastian almost spits the words out, scowling a little "That, and he's the Seeker for his team and he's a prefect."

Kurt frowns a little, and looks down. He lifts his head up, and avoids eye contact with Sebastian "So, you're jealous of me then" He says as a statement more than a question. He only looks back up at Sebastian when hearing the other boy laughing softly. Kurt raises an eyebrow a little, waiting for Sebastian to talk.

"I'm not jealous of you." Sebastian shakes his head, before pulling Kurt towards him, making him rest his head on his shoulder again. "Okay, maybe I am. Slightly. But you actually earned that. You're not some annoying, famous kid who's everyone's favourite student. You're brilliant, Kurt."

Hearing Sebastian speaking, Kurt blushes, and buries his face into Sebastian's shoulder, feeling the other boy kissing his forehead "Do you really think that...?" Kurt mumbles into his shoulder. He feels Sebastian's fingers curling under his chin, and pulls his head up to meet his gaze.

"I do."

Before Kurt could even reply, Sebastian's leaning towards him, parting his lips before pressing them against Kurt's. Kurt presses back against Sebastian's lips, gripping lightly onto his shoulder. Kurt feels Sebastian's tongue running along his lips, and Kurt instinctively parts them, gaining Sebastian's tongue entrance. Once his tongue is inside of his mouth, Sebastian smirks a little against Kurt's lips, and begins to explore deeper into his mouth. Kurt sighs into Sebasitan's mouth, and parts his lips further, just waiting for Sebastian's tongue to move deeper —

"Excuse me? But this is a library, you know."

Kurt jumps away from Sebastian, eyes widening slightly. Looking behind him, where the voice came from, Kurt frowns when seeing the Hufflepuff girl from Anderson's table, Rachel, just scowling at them. "I have no problem with you two kissing at all, but we're all trying to study here, so I'd appreciate you either move this to somewhere else in the castle, or at the very least, a more private part of the library." Rachel gives them both a smile, though, Kurt could tell that it was strained.

"Oh, hi, Rachel" Sebastian says, forcing a smile. "I knew I could smell something completely disgusting here —"

"If that's another jibe at me being Muggle-Born, I swear to God, Smythe —"

"It is, Rachel" Sebastian says shortly "And I know you have a mouth that almost rivals your nose in size, but I'd really appreciate it if you would shut up and let me finish speaking". 

For once in his life, Kurt sees Rachel rendered speechless. Kurt looks at Sebastian with a disapproving look, and just shakes his head, before taking his books back out again. Kurt wasn't going to get involved with those two arguing. He needed to get his work done, and at this rate? Kurt wouldn't be surprised if he and Sebastian were kicked out for being disruptive.

"That was incredibly rude, Sebastian!" Rachel snaps, clearly upset, but she was some how keeping herself together.

"So was interrupting our moment together, Rachel" Sebastian says, talking to Rachel as though he was a father scolding his eight-year-old daughter. Kurt rolls his eyes, and picks up his book, continuing to read the same line, over and over, not being able to progress any further. "Now, please leave us alone, before I go to Madam Pince and say that you've been causing a hassle, and I have you kicked out of here."

"You can't do that — !"

"Actually, Rachel, I can" Sebastian is now standing up, smirking. Oh God... This couldn't end well at all. Right now? Sebasitan wasn't going to stop for anything, unless Madam Pince dragged him out. Even then, Kurt was sure Sebastian would wait outside until Rachel came out and continue the conversation. Kurt buries his head further into the book, not even being able to make any sense of the words on the paper any more. "And unless you leave us alone in the next five seconds, I'll be going away to do just —"

"Will you just lay off, Sebastian?" 

Hearing the new voice, Kurt looks up from his book, his mouth falling open slightly when seeing who had just joined him. He feels Sebastian brushing against him as he steps forward. Looking up at him, Kurt sees that Sebastian's jaw is clenched tightly. Kurt knew him well enough by now to know that it was taking all that he had to not just... attack Anderson right there and then.

"Anderson". Sebastian swallows back, his voice stiff. "I was just telling your friend, Rachel, here that she's bothering my boy, Kurt here," Sebastian's hand rests on Kurt's shoulder, squeezing it lightly "When he's trying to study. I don't know if you're aware, but he's taking twelve O.W.L.s. He needs as much time to concentrate as he needs."

"Sebastian, cut the crap, alright...?" Anderson just shakes his head and buries his face into his hands "I know you're lying because Kurt? His books weren't even on the table when we came over to get our books, and you were seconds away from making out. He's pretty much just taken his books out."

"So what if that's the reason..?" Sebastian said, and from the tone of his voice? Kurt knew he was moments away from snapping "And you better hope to God that you don't have a problem with it."

"No, I don't have a problem with it" Anderson blushes slightly,  putting his hands up in defense. "I don't mind you kissing your boyfriend. But if he's trying to study? Then you need to let him do that. That's why he came to library." Kurt was sure that he was going crazy. Because while Anderson was blushing? Kurt could swear that Anderson's gaze was on him. No...It was his imagination. Blaine Anderson had no reason to be looking him for any reason..

"Well, you may not have a problem with it, but your filthy Mudblood girl —" 

Sebastian didn't even have the chance to finish his sentence, as Blaine had lunged at that point, shoving Sebastian into the bookcase behind him, Rachel giving a half scream, before covering her mouth, seeming to remember where she was; Sebastian was currently hurling obscenities at Blaine, and Kurt jumps out of his seat, trying to think of a way to get Anderson the hell away from Sebastian.

"Do not use that word in front of me again —"

"Blaine — please — he's not worth it!" Rachel protests from behind Anderson, trying to pull him off Sebastian.

"Rachel, did you hear what he said about you —"

"That's enough. Get off him!" Kurt finally pushes himself between them both, shoving Anderson way from Sebastian, glaring right at him. "Anderson, you touch him again, then I'm putting you in detention.  I may only be able to deduct points from my own house, but I won't stand for you attacking another student in front of me."

"Kurt, if anyone should be put in detention, it's him" Anderson says, pointing straight at Sebastian "He insulted Rachel twice, about her being Muggle-Born. He even slandered her, and you just sat back, and let him say those things to Rachel?" Anderson holds onto Kurt's shoulders lightly. At his touch, Kurt freezes, Anderson's hands practically burning through his robes, his breath starting to quicken. "Kurt, I know he's your boyfriend, but that's not reason enough to let him away with this."

"Don't touch me!" Kurt chokes out his words as he pushes Anderson off him. Clearing his throat, Kurt's relieved that he's found his voice again "And I didn't want to get involved! If you hadn't attacked Seb, I wouldn't have bothered to step in between you both. It would sort itself out."

Anderson looks at Kurt, looking pretty disgusted. The look didn't suit Anderson at all... It was out of place. Kurt was so used to seeing the Gryffindor with a big, goofy grin on his face, or it was fairly neutral. But him being angry? Kurt didn't actually think that it was possible for Anderson to actually be angry. Like..The boy's brain wasn't programmed to do so. "You know what, Kurt? I thought you were different." He shakes his head, brushing himself down "You never called anyone of Rachel's background anything dergoatory, and you treated everyne equally. I thought you weren't anything like Sebastian, or Malfoy. But I was wrong." Anderson shakes his head and grabs Rachel's wrist "You're just as bad as all of them.You just don't make it known. I'll see you both in class." He gives then booth one last glare before walking out of the library with Rachel.




Kurt just stares at the spot where Anderson was, completely unable to move.  It was.. He was mad. He was beyond mad. Kurt couldn't believe at all that Anderson had said that to him. Kurt could see why he was annoyed with him not telling Sebastian off, but Kurt really didn't want to get involved with dealing with Sebastian. But Anderson saying that he was as bad as Malfoy when it came to his views on Muggle Borns... He couldn't be more wrong, and no. Kurt wasn't in denial. Why the hell would Kurt hate someone like him? Though, Anderson didn't know that. Hell, not even Sebastian knew that he was a Muggle-Born. Kurt.. He couldn't let people know. He knew how they were treated, and if any of the other Slytherins found out? Kurt could bet on everyone hating him. He wouldn't be at home anymore. Hogwarts would just become hell. Kurt couldn't let that happen. He'd grown too attached to Hogwarts, and he was going to be honest. Kurt actually liked people here.

"Kurt.. Let's go." Sebastian murmurs into his ear. Kurt looks up at him, and nods, not saying anything. Gripping onto Sebastian's hand tightly, Kurt lets him lead him down to the dungeons.He was still unable to get what Anderson had said to him out of his minds, the words still ringing in his mind. Kurt never even gave Anderson a second thought. All Kurt saw him was some annoying kid who just happened to be famous, but now? Kurt didn't even know any more. All he knew was that he disliked Anderson a lot more than he used to. Kurt wouldn't even stop Sebastian going off in his rants anymore.

Speaking of Sebastian and his rants, Kurt was actually shocked that the taller boy hadn't said anything since they'd left the library. Kurt couldn't read his face. Though, he could guess that Sebastian probably wasn't happy at all. Getting to the entrance to the common room, Sebastian shouts the password at the wall, and walks in once the entrance is revealed. He doesn't let go of Kurt's hand until they sit down on the couch, where he wraps his aroms around Kurt's waist instead. Sebastian kisses the top of his head, and mumbles into his hair. "You okay..?"

"I'm fine." Kurt sighs a little, snuggling into Sebastian a little more, closing his eyes.

"Are you sure..?" Sebastian asks, starting to run his fingers through Kurt's hair. "Anderson was bang out of order —"

"I said I'm fine, Sebastian" Kurt snaps, standing up. Kurt groans and covers his face, breathing slowly. Dropping his hands down back against his sides, Kurt bends over to pick up his bag "Do you know what..?" He sighs, looking at Sebsatian "I think I'm tired. I'm going to bed" Before Sebastian could say another word, Kurt is running up to their dorms. Kurt throws his book bag under his bed, before opening his trunk and throwing his robes inside. Kurt doesn't even bother to put his night shirt on as he throws himself onto the bed. Kurt curls himself right under the covers, not responding when Sebastian comes up hours later to see if he was alright. Thankfully, Sebastian just assumed him to be asleep, and went straight to sleep afterwards.

Kurt found it hard to sleep that night. His thoughts were just plagued by what Anderson had said to him.. He knew it wasn't true, and Kurt was trying not to let it get to him at all, but no matter how hard he tried to think about how much it didn't bother him, it was only starting to bother him even more. Eventually, the thoughts of what was said leaves Kurt's mind vanished, only to be replaced with thoughts of Anderson himself. Kurt didn't even know where the thoughts were even coming from. The Gryffindor boy wasn't doing anything in particular.. It was just of random memories Kurt had about any classes or whatever, but everything seemed to be more focused on what Anderson was doing.

Kurt starts to drift, and once he's completely gone, his thoughts plunge even further. He was actually with Anderson right now. Somewhere in Hogwarts.. Kurt didn't know where. The Room of Requirement, maybe...? It wasn't familiar to him, and Kurt had seen a lot of the castle..So it made sense to be there. But, they were having a converastion. What they were talking about though, Kurt couldn't make out — their speech was too muffled. Then, suddenly, Anderson was lunging towards him, knocking Kurt down on a bed that seemingly appeared out of nowhere — so, they were definitely in the Room of Requirement then — and once Kurt's back hit the mattress, Blaine starts kissing Kurt passionately, rubbing his neck firmly, flicking his tongue against Kurt's teeth. While still pressing his lips against Blaine's, Kurt gets more comfortable, tightly wrapping his legs around Blaine's lips, smirking when he managed to make a gasp emit from the other boy. Blaine pulls away from Kurt's lips, and ignoring Kurt's moans of protests, begins attacking Kurt's neck, biting and sucking in between brief kisses. As Blaine gathers a collection of bruises across Kurt's neck, he claws at Kurt's clothes, ripping each item of clothing off, until Kurt's just in his boxers, before Blaine starts taking off his own clothing. Once they're both lying together in just their boxers, Blaine pulls his lips away from Kurt's neck altogether now, his neck now completely covered in hickeys. Blaine leans forwards, grazing his lips against Kurt's ear, nipping at the shell as he whispers words Kurt can't even hear, before Blaine's fingers hook under the waistband of Kurt's boxers, and starts pulling away the last item of clothing.

Kurt jumps up, breathing heavily, a cold sweat running down his back. Hearing Sebastian moving in his bed, Kurt lets out a slight gasp, eyes widen when seeing Sebastian open his eyes, terrified to speak if Sebastian asked him what was wrong. Though, Sebestian just smiles over at Kurt before falling back asleep. Kurt breaths out a sigh of relief and falls back down on his bed, closing his eyes and breathing slowly in an attempt to calm himself down.

And that was the first of many nights that Kurt Hummel dreamt about Blaine Anderson.


 

End Notes: So, that was the first chapter! I don't know how long this will be at all, but hopefully it will last a few chapters. Though, let me know what you think! Also, at the start? Sebastian and Kurt are together, but trust me, it won't be forever. I don't really like seeing either one in another relationship, but for my ideas to work? Sebastian//Kurt will be on for a few chapters.

Next chapter will come soon.


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Awww, thank you (: I'm typing up the second chapter just now, so hopefully it'll be up sometime today, or tomorrow.

I've only read the first chapter and I'm already in love with this :)