Kurts hand slammed against the wet tile of the shower wall as he strained to stay on his feet. He was gasping and shuddering as Blaines mouth worked down his body. Tongue circling his nipples and then down till his lips pressed against Kurts abdomen and lower and lower until Kurt was pressed up against the side of the shower with his head thrown back and eyes clenched closed.

Blaine made his way to Kurts hard cock and he kissed down the length of it, making Kurt whine and his knees wobble. Kurt could feel Blaines wet warm breath puff against him as he chuckled and his hands came up to hold Kurts waist and help him stay on his feet. Then Blaine licked up the underside of Kurts erection and Kurt doubled over a little bit shouting as his hands found Blaines hair and curled into his thick locks.

Blaine mouthed against Kurts sensitive skin a little while longer before he took Kurt in deep, swirling his tongue and making Kurt whimper. Then he started bobbling his head and moved an arm to press across Kurts hips to keep him still as Kurt instinctively started thrusting forward into Blaines mouth.

"Oh god oh god oh god." Kurt moaned as the warm water of the shower ran down his body and the warm heat of Blaines mouth engulfed him. He was quivering and so close to coming.

"Blaine. I cant… I cant keep…"

Blaine just hummed around his cock sending vibrations through it and making the heat pooling low in Kurt stomach stir and his cock twitched in Blaines mouth. Blaine looked up at him with bright golden eyes as he continued to bob on Kurts cock and the sight of him was the last straw.

"Blaine!" Kurt shouted, his hands still in Blaines hair as his eyes closed and his head rolled back and he started to come.

Blaine stayed where he was, swallowing it down as Kurt trembled and his legs finally gave out. Blaine pulled off with a smacking noise and Kurt slid down the wall, boneless, until he was face to face with Blaine.

Blaine was kneeling naked in front of him as the water ran down his tan skin in rivulets.

"God Blaine." Kurt said, leaning forward until his head rested on Blaines shoulder. "I just needed to take a quick shower and get ready for school."

Blaine chuckled and then got back on his feet, pulling Kurt up with him and pressing him against the wall again to kiss him deeply. When he finally pulled back, his eyes were so close Kurt couldnt look away from them.

"Youve seemed a little stressed about school lately." Blaine said while kissing down Kurt's neck. "Thought you could use a little morning stress relief."

Kurt sighed and shook his head, meaning to reprimand Blaine for getting him behind schedule but not having the heart. Plus, he'd just come down Blaines throat so it wasnt like he could really argue about how theyd spent their time. And Blaine was right. NYADA was stressful as the school year started winding to an end.

Kurt let his hand travel down Blaines chest to his belly and he seductively kept his eyes locked with Blaines. "What about you? I could help you out..."

"Uh... I already did..."

Kurt glanced down to see Blaines once hard erection soft now. The thought of Blaine jerking himself off while taking care of him was hot enough to make Kurt moan again.

"God Blaine."

"This was just something I wanted to do for you."

Kurt smiled and sighed and kissed Blaine again before making himself get out of the shower. "I really do have to get ready to go."

Kurt left the shower reluctantly as Blaine started to wash his hair. He really wished he had time to stay and do that for him, Blaine loved it when Kurt shampooed his hair, tangling his fingers in Blaines curls and rubbing his scalp, but that would have to be for another day.

By the time Kurt was ready for school, he had to rush out of the apartment, and he would still be a little late for class. It was near the end of the school year, though, and hed done well all year; he knew hed catch up. Blaine met him at the front door wearing nothing but a towel slung around his waist, a mischievous smile and his curls dripping with water. He winked and handed Kurt a thermos of coffee to-go.

"You dont have to look so smug." Kurt said, but his own lips were tipping up in a smile.

Blaine just stared at him, eyes heavy and intense like hed go again right then if he had the chance. "Sorry to make you late."

Kurt laughed. "No. Youre not."

"No, Im not." He grinned.

Kurt kissed him quickly and then headed out. "See you this evening! He called as he hurried down the hall.

He glanced back once only to see Blaine watching him go, leaning against the door frame and sighing. Kurt shook his head, he knew the feeling.

When they finally moved to their own place last year they had a hard time getting anything done; they made good use their new found privacy, not fearing Cooper walking in on them. He had a couple of times when they all still lived in Westerville and the memory of it still made Kurt blush crimson.

Kurt and Blaine were able to get away with living together because Cooper had his own apartment in the same building. Of course, Coopers bachelor pad was leased under Blaines name while Kurt and Blaines place was actually under Kurt and Cooper Anderson-Hummels names. They were all in and out of each others apartments so much they hoped the neighbors werent catching on.

Kurt had just a few more weeks left of his first year at NYADA and then the blessed summer. He and Blaine would have so much time together. He had a trip coming up with Cooper that Blaine wouldnt be able to go on, keeping up the appearance of still being with Cooper was important. But the summer months would be for just the two of them.

No juggling two school schedules, plus their heavy homework load, or the plays they had both individually been in. Kurt had snagged one of the major roles in NYADAs spring production and Blaine had gotten a role in a NYU spring play too. It had felt like they hadnt seen each other for months.

Things were winding down now, though, and Kurt was grateful for it. He felt guilty for being so busy sometimes. He knew it was ridiculous to feel that way; hed always known that NYADA would be demanding and time consuming.

Mostly he was okay with his and Blaine's busy schedules, but every once in a while, hed be struck anew with the thought that his time with Blaine was limited. That any day they could get a piece of mail that would shatter the life they had built together. Then hed be mad at himself for spending extra time at school, so shouldnt he spend every moment with Blaine?

Of course, they both knew that wasnt realistic, Blaine was constantly reminding him that they needed to just be happy and live their lives and not just sit around afraid of a day they had no way of knowing when would come. So Kurt let himself get involved in NYADA, but still worked hard to treasure the time he had with Blaine.

They kept going like things were normal. Both of them in school, Cooper splitting his time between California and New York. Kurt went with Cooper to L.A. sometimes, just so they could be seen together.

Kurt would have even more reason to go to L.A. soon. After years of talking of nothing but New York and Broadway, Rachel was planning on moving to L.A. She had quit NAYDA in the fall once she landed a lead Broadway role and couldnt manage it and her classes, and now it seemed like she was going to leave Broadway for acting in Hollywood.

Kurt hoped for the best for her, but wasnt sure what she was thinking. Of course, things had been really hard since Finn passed away last summer. It had changed Rachel, it had changed them all.

Kurt remembered getting the call and just clinging to Blaine for hours crying and pouring his heart out. Kurt, Blaine, Cooper and Rachel had all gone back to Ohio for the service, it was the hardest thing Kurt had ever done, and he almost decided to stay in Lima to be with his dad and Carol. They ended up convincing him to go back home to New York with Blaine to live his dreams though. Kurt wondered if Rachels dream changing had anything to do with the fact that she had always pictured somehow being in New York with Finn.

Kurt couldnt help but wonder how empty New York would feel without Blaine. Of course, it wasnt the same as losing Finn; Blaines Lifemate letter wasnt Blaine dying, but it would be the end of them. Kurt shuddered at the thought and pushed it to the back of his mind as he hopped on his train to school.

Just be happy for now. Just be happy for now. Kurt thought. It was his usual mantra.

Kurt was distracted by his phone dinging, he looked down to see a text message from a number he didnt recognize.

Have you heard from Santana recently?

Kurt blinked at the message. Hed seen Santana briefly at Finns memorial months ago, and before that he hadnt seen her since she got married.

He texted back. No, not really. And Im sorry who is this?

Its Quinn. Came the reply and then, I got your number from Rachel.

Kurt furrowed his brow, he and Quinn had gotten along fine in High School, hed always liked her even in her more bitchy days, but theyd never been really close. He had been closer to Santana, and regretted not having kept up with her. He got out at his stop and would have given Quinn a call, but he was running late so instead he just sent out another text.

Whats up with Santana?

He waited but Quinn didnt text back. He went through several classes and still didnt hear from her. By the time he got home that evening, hed mostly stopped thinking about it aside from a small persistent ache in the back of his mind, a regret that he had no idea what was going on with his old friend Santana. He should have done a better job keeping up with her after she was matched.