Blaine tapped against the steering wheel nervously as he drove Kurt home. Their date had gone well he thought, despite not having said anything the whole night they still had fun and Blaine was now trying to work up the courage to say something to Kurt before they said goodbye. He didn't know what yet but he was going to do it.

They arrived at Kurt's house and Blaine walked him to the door and stood there for minute taking deep breaths trying to prep himself and tried to think of what he could say. Kurt was just staring back at him with a confused look and before Blaine knew it he had blurted out words he didn't even know he was going to say.

"Can I kiss you?" Kurt nodded and Blaine gently kissed Kurt's lips. It was the best feeling Blaine had ever felt. His stomach was doing flips and his head was spinning. Kurt pulled away and Blaine couldn't manage to speak so he just smiled at Kurt and made his way back to his car.

He felt happier than he had in a long time but of course that couldn't last. As he drove through the town making his way home his thoughts went from good to bad.

‘Why did you ask him to kiss you, you idiot. Of course he didn't want to kiss you and of course he couldn't say no to your face you pressured him. Why would anyone want to kiss someone as messed up as you he probably came out with you tonight because he felt sorry for you.'

He pulled up into his driveway and flung open the front door to be greeted by his brother Cooper. "Hey Blainey, How was-"

Blaine charged past him up to his bedroom and dramatically flopped down onto the bed. Cooper followed him and knocked gently on the door before walking in and sitting down on the edge of the bed. Blaine didn't look up but knew he was there.

"Blaine? What happened?"

"I shouldn't have asked him out Coop it was a mistake."

"What's brought this on buddy you were so excited about it?"

"I..kissed him. I asked him to his face and he didn't want to say no so he did it. He probably only agreed to come with me tonight because he felt sorry for him."

He decided to just let it all out to Cooper as he was the only person he could talk to properly apart from his father who gave him no choice but he still never said much to him. Cooper felt his heart breaking for his brother but was also a bit shocked at the fact he had talked to this Kurt kid, he must really like him.

"How do you know he didn't want to kiss you, what did he say?"

"He didn't say anything he just kissed me back but I shouldn't have pressured him by asking him right there and then, why would he even want to go out with someone who's never spoken to him before and who he helps in the weird class?"

As much as Cooper loved Blaine he couldn't help but think what Kurt's deal was too. I mean he knew Blaine was just a normal kid he just hasn't had the best luck in life but he wouldn't have gone out with someone who didn't speak and who he was helping out in a special needs class. As bad as that sounded he just wouldn't, he wouldn't even know the person outside of the class. He just continued to rub soothing circles into Blaine's back like he did when he was younger and was trying to calm Blaine down.

When Monday morning came and Blaine made his way into school all he could think about was how much he didn't want to have to see Kurt later. He sat in class alone all day un co-operative ignoring everybody. He was getting more frustrated by the second by his teacher trying to get him to join in the class and talking down to him like she was trying to cheer up a three year old. His blood was boiling and he was also trying to think of ways to get out of having an awkward conversation with Kurt later telling Blaine they couldn't even be friends anymore and before he knew it he had the book the teacher was trying to make him read in his hand and next thing it was being hurled across the classroom.

"Blaine Anderson! Get into my office now I have had it up to here with you today. I'm calling your father and you will wait in there for him to come."

Blaine hurried into the office and kicked at his chair in frustration. His father was going to kill him. He sat there for what seemed like forever when he suddenly heard his father's voice booming in the classroom. He entered the office and looked at Blaine in disgust.

"What the hell are you playing at Blaine?"

"I'm sorry sir I didn't think-"

"No you didn't you never think do you? When you act like this you're letting the whole family down. I don't know what's wrong with you but you had better snap out of it now. I'll discuss this further with you at home."

"Yes sir, sorry sir." With that Mr. Anderson left the office and Blaine slumped down in his chair and let his face fall into his hands and before he could stop them tears started slowly dropping down his face.

"Hey Blaine, Are you okay?

Blaine knew it was Kurt but he refused to look up and let him see that he was crying. He wanted him to leave quickly so he didn't have to listen to what he had to say about the kiss. He didn't want Kurt to have to see him like this either crying over being in trouble and being in trouble for throwing a tantrum in class. He just decided to ignore him in the hopes he would understand that he got what Kurt was going to say and they didn't have to talk about it.

"Do you want me to go?"

‘Finally' Blaine thought. He gave a small nod and Kurt left. He felt bad for ignoring Kurt when he was clearly just trying to be nice but it was just easier for both of them this way.

He was left in isolation for the rest of the day in the office so he couldn't have been happier to hear the last bell. He drove straight home and went to his bedroom and started strumming on his guitar, it always made him feel better. He started playing teenage dream. Ever since he had met Kurt all he could play was love songs. He liked him more than he's ever liked anyone in his life.

‘Am I being stupid? Maybe he does like me? I mean he could have left today but he came in trying to be nice and all I did was be a dick. Even if he doesn't like me there's no excuse for acting the way I did.. I should text him and apologize.'

He sent an apology message and waited. It took Kurt two hours to reply. Two hours which were filled with Blaine pacing nervously and fidgeting and thinking the worst until finally his phone buzzed. He grabbed it quickly and opened the message.

It's okay, but did I do something? K

Okay now Blaine really felt like a dick for making Kurt think that.  He typed out his reply and sent I straight away.

Well not exactly it's just, I feel bad I shouldn't have asked you to kiss me the other night. B

Okay I get it you made a mistake, you don't have to like me that way but we can still be friends right? K

Wait, he thought it was Blaine who didn't like him?

I do like you that way. That's the problem. B

Why is that a problem? K

Was Kurt just trying to be nice again? Blaine couldn't figure it out.

Because I'm not stupid, I shouldn't have asked you to kiss me because you're too nice to say no. I mean why would a guy as amazing as you like a messed up guy like me? B

Kurt didn't reply for a few minutes. ‘Great you probably freaked him out.' His thoughts where interrupted when his ringtone went off he picked it up and glanced at the name on this screen.

Kurt. He hated phone calls and was considering not answering it but he felt it was the least he could do after acting like such a jerk. He answered the phone but couldn't quiet work up the courage to speak.

"Blaine, you don't have to talk but I just felt like this should be said from me and not through a text so you can believe me. I have liked you since the day we first met. I thought about you all day and I didn't even know why somebody I had just met had such an effect on me. I started to like you more and more every time we met and when you kissed me that night I have never felt so happy in my entire life. I was still on a high from it today. You're not messed up and if I didn't want to kiss you I would have just said no trust me. I really like you Blaine and I really hope we can at least continue to be friends if not more in time."

Blaine was left speechless, more so than ever. He had never in a million years expected anyone to feel this way about him, let alone Kurt who he felt the exact same about. He cleared his throat and tried to get his breathing under control.

"Okay." "I mean I'm.. glad and uh I really like you too."

"Well I'm glad as well. So um how much trouble where you in when you got home?"

Blaine let out a sigh. "A lot" Which was true, his dad went crazy at him giving him an hour long lecture about how he's letting the family down as if he wasn't letting them down enough by choosing to be gay and all Blaine could do was sit there and take it, he knew better than to argue back with his father.

"That sucks. Still throwing a book, pretty bad ass Anderson."

Blaine let out a laugh. "Totally. So do you mind if we just text now for a while I don't really like talking on the phone."

"No of course not, thanks for talking to me in the first place, it meant a lot."

"Sure, see ya Kurt."

Blaine may or may not have done a small victory dance when he had hung up and then picked up his phone and typed a message out to Kurt.

I liked you from the day I met you too by the way (: B.

His life was finally starting to have some sort of meaning. He was sure his past would catch up with him and Kurt's maybe relationship and try and screw it up but he would deal with that when the time came for now he was just going to enjoy this.