~web cam diary~ 

So it's been 3 weeks today from they day we put that dume ass in jail and me and Blaine are still strong...

I can handle being shirtless with him and grinding but other than that I'm still having problems with anything more we did go all the way two days

After the court date but that was just so I could feel closer to Blaine and get the feeling of Dave out of me...

Well I guess I'll be going I have a Doctors appointment and Blaine's going with me...

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I walked over to the door of my room and looked down at Blaine's Text 

BlannieBooBoo: I am out here waiting for you... Doctor won't wait forever.

I smiled and ran outside and kissed Blaine as I got into his car.

"So did you miss me?" I asked him this as laughed.

He smiled and started the car as I put my seat belt on.

"So how long you think this appointments going to be?"

"Not long, they just want to make sure I'm not bleeding anymore and take some test to see if I might have got any STD'S"

Blaine's eyes got wide.

"Wait you don't think I could have got it from 3 weeks ago do you?"

"Blaine I don't have anything if I did I think I could tell" 

Blaine sighed with relief and drove in to the Doctors office parking lot.

"Do you want me to go with you Kurt?" I thought for a second and then looked at him and smiled.

"Yeah I think I'll take things better if your there  ... well that's if there is anything wrong with me that is." 

We both got out of the car and walked in to the office and I signed in and took a seat next to Blaine as we waited for the nurse to call me name ... after 15 minutes or so  

"Hummel E Kurt!' 

I smiled and stood up taking Blaine's hand in mine and walked up to the lady following her to the room.

"So what are you here for today?"

"Well I was um.... I... I was raped and I came in to make sure I am ok and have no STD'S" her mouth dropped open as she spoke.

"Oh my god let me get the copes this is... I'm so sorry this happ..." 

I cut her off.

"No no I am getting a check up the bestirred is in jail." her face got calm as she spoke.

"oh ok then  well let me get the doctor so we can get you out of here... please go two rooms down they want to take some blood before you see the doctor" 

The nurse smiled and pointed down the hall. After the blood work was done I felt sick and so I laid down on the bed it took 30 more minutes till the doctor showed up.....

"Hello Kurt I am Doctor Thornton you can call me Dannie..."

The nice chubby lady with a beautiful face held out her hand out to me, I took it and smiled at her. 

"Hi it's nice to meet you but where's Doctor Randy?"  She got a kind of sad smile 

"he passes away last week and you were put on to my list of patient if you want I can get you a different doctor but by the looks of your test your going to be seeing me more often."

Her face lit up as she smiled.

"Oh got I got a STD!!!" 

I started to cry and she stopped me.

"No Kurt no I am also an OBGYN" 

I stopped her this time.

"What why would I need to see you"

I laughed and looked at Blaine whom face was white 

"Kurt you have what is called the XXY DNA that means you're a man who can have a child but the person who has the baby with you has to also be an xxy man or a very uncommon xx man"

"How do you get a man with to X's chromosome I like bio and I know that's not something that can happen..." 

Blaine started to cry. And the doctor looked at him and then Kurt.

"Ask him I think he knows" she pointed to Blaine.

"Why ask him?"

"Because Kurt you're about 3 weeks pregnant and I'm guessing it's his" 

My eyes got wide now and I looked at Blaine as she left the room.

"Blaine you used perfection I thought....?"

Blaine spoke as she cried.

"I did Kurt but it broke the dam thing broke I did not say anything I'm sorry but if  ... if I knew you were a carrier I would have told you I'm sorry!!" 

He sobbed in to him hands and I just wanted to hold him...

"What is a XX man Blaine?"

Blaine stopped crying and looked at me.

"I was, was born with a girls part two Kurt, the Doctor told my mom and dad that both my Parts worked so they could choose boy or girl but he said I had the DNA that said I was a girl that I had two x chromosomes they were told they were having a boy so they said they wanted a boy" 

Blaine looked away and cried.

"Blaine I love you but I don't know if I want this..." 

Blaine turned around fast.

"Kurt please do what you think is best I will be ok with whatever you choose but if you do choose to keep... are baby I will never leave you to rise him or her alone." 

The doctor came back in and started to speak.

"So what are we doing are you going to face the unknown and have this baby or do what 89% of carriers do kill it?" 

When she said this, my eyes got wide.

"Is it safe to have it?" 

"There has been 10 man who in the last 10 years who kept the baby out of the ten 3 lost the baby due to either violence or complications. 2 died 1 lost to much blood for a c-section the other both baby and daddy were lost due to the baby getting stuck in the birthing canal. 1 other case the baby died born to early and the other 4 were 2 normal and 2 c-sections both baby and daddy were fine." 

I started to cry.

"So you're saying I have a 20% chance of dying and my baby has a 40% chance of dying?"

She got a sad look on her face and sat down.

"Kurt most the men were not in good health the 4 who were fine they looked like you health wise so  yes your numbers are right but I honestly think you will be just fine if you keep the baby you should be perfectly fine." 

"Can I think about it then come back?" 

The doctor looked at her paper and smiled.

"Men pregnancy is hard and yes you can think about it but you have 5 weeks after your 8 weeks I cannot stop this test show men who have aborted after 8 weeks have problems"

Blaine spoke now.

"Like what kind of problems?"

"Like death  ... your Body is not made to bear a child so ending it when your body is changing so you can, can hurt you more than just having it" 

She smiled at us handed me my papers on pregnancy for men and left us...

As we pulled in my drive way at home I was crying again and Blaine put his hand on my chin and pulled me in and kissed me.

"Please don't cry beautiful I love you too much to see you with that look"  

I smiled at him.

"I wish your mom would have stayed gone longer I miss you sleeping in my arm's" 

Blaine smiled and kissed me again before he spoke.

"Well I thought you should know my mom and dad are leaving for a week next mouth maybe I could stay over?" 

I was so happy to hear this I jumped out of the car and started for the door dragging Blaine behind me as we walked in everything hit me...

"What am I going to tell them" Blaine looked at me and asked.

"Who?" 

Before I could say anything my dad came in and said.

"Hey everyone is in the living room what did the doctor say?"

I was in shock when my dad pulled me in and set me on the sofa. 

"Um... can I not talk about it please?" 

My dad gave me a looked and looked over at both Finn and my step-mother.

"Kurt if you don't tell me ill call your doctor you're not 18 yet so I can find out" 

This was my dad's way of getting me to talk which worked.

"Um well I don't know what I'm going to do yet but ... I am....Blaine can you help me here?"

Blaine looked the closest to a ghost he could ever get. 

"Will your dad kill me?" 

My dad give us both a death look.

"One of you tell me what's going on NOW!!!"

My dad yelled now at us and Blaine broke down sobbing and saying...

"I'm so sorry mister Hummel I got Kurt pregnant I did not know and I wish I would ha..." my dad cut him off.

"Ok stop with the lies I want the truth." 

I handed dad the paper from the doctor that read 

Dear Burt Hummel 

Hello your son Kurt had me Wright this for you in case you did not believe what he is telling you... I am sorry to say he is telling the truth your son Kurt E Hummel is pregnant it is a blessing but it can be sad  please have a nice day.

Signed ... Danielle Lala Thornton MD/OBGYN

I watched my dad's face get mad then happy then sad then he looked at Blaine.

"Blaine Anderson!!!!"  He looked at and Blaine stood up.

"Maybe I should be going" 

"Sit your ass down I am calling your mother and father" 

Blaine started to panic and cry.

"Please don't call them please"

Blaine begged me dad but he did not give a dam he took the phone and called the number.

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(thered person POV)

"Blaine can you get that love" Becca yelled at her husband to get the phone.

"I am getting it..." Blaine walked up to the phone and answered it.

"Hello this is Mister Anderson how may I help you?"

"Yes this is Mister Hummel Kurt's father I wanted to know if you and your wife could come over here pleas the boys need to speak with you" 

Mister. A was shocked by this...

"Who is Kurt and what do you mean boys?"

"Your son sir he is here at my place"

Mister. A face got red with anger.

"MY SON IS WHERE!!!" 

At this point Burt Hummel was not happy he called. Becca came in and saw her husband mad.

"What's going on love?" Becca ask her husband this trying to play dumb like she did not know were Blaine was.

"Are son is over at that fa...Hummel kids house" Mister. A stopped himself before he said the wrong thing knowing the fagots father was on the phone still. 

"Yes I'm sorry mister. Hummel we will be there soon" 

Mister. A hung up the phone grabbed both his wife and keys and headed for the door.