Secretly Admired
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Secretly Admired : Chapter 1


T - Words: 1,793 - Last Updated: Mar 14, 2015
Story: Closed - Chapters: 3/? - Created: Jul 17, 2014 - Updated: Jul 17, 2014
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I know it was short but please leave a review and tell me what u think. I want to keep going but I wont if u guys think its really bad..

Kurt couldnt have been more bord with how his life was going so far.. 

Part of him wanted drama and action between his friends just so he would have some entertainment, but another part of him was enjoying how relaxing and peaceful everything was. He was torn, and this along with ever present feeling of being watched was what had made school so uncomfortable lately.

Everysecond of every school day he felt eyes on him. Like someone was spying on him through the window. He once told his step-brother Finn about it and was called crazy in return.

So everyday he continued on with his normal routine of going to his classes and glee club after school. The feeling slowly going away everyday when he would return home, and the feeling returning when he parked his car in the school parking lot every morning.

Not that Kurt didnt enjoy being the center of attention. He wore the most extravagant outfits both because he loved fashion and liked being commented on them. Plus being the only openly gay kid in school kind of made him stand out from the crowd anyways.

But this constant nagging feeling of being watched was unnerving and wasnt the kind of attention he had been looking for.

But what bugged him the most was how the feeling was always changing.. Sometimes the feeling was heavy with a stalkerish vibe, sometimes it was lighter and happier with a more loving side..

It was confusing as hell.

Today was a chilly day in October and it had started the same as always. He got out of his car in the school parking lot and he imeadietly felt those eyes on him, though at the moment Kurt was picking up the more loving and intriguing vibe.

School carried on with the same classes with the same boring teachers.. God Kurt couldnt wait to graduate. He was a junior and still had to wait another year and a half but he was already counting down the days.

It was lunch hour and he was crowded at a table at the edge of the cafeteria with all his friends from Glee club. They were all deeply discussing the topic of what they should sing for Secionals and when Rachel wasnt joining in about how all the solos were hers, kurt turned to ask her what was wrong. 

"I think that boy over there is staring at us.." Rachel was looking across the cafeteria towards a boy sitting mainly by himself, reading what seemed to be a science text book. Kurt didnt really believe her but at the exact moment he looked over the boys eyes darted in their direction. Looking caught by Rachel and Kurts gaze he quickly went back to his text book. 

A few of the other Kids at the Glee table had noticed Kurt and Rachels silence and began looking around to see what they were staring at. Santana saw the boy before the others did and seemed to think it was funny that the kid was too shy to look in their direction again. 

"Either hes embarrassed he got caught starring or is scared that well do something to him because he was starring. Puck did u beat him up sometime in the past?" Leave it to Santana to blame it on Puckerman. 

Puck seemed to think about it for a second then shook him head. "I dont think so.. I dont recognize him. Although I dont remember everyone I beat up so its a possibility.." 

"Nah I dont think u did Puck." Said Artie who was talking with a mouth full of pizza. "Hes a new kid this year.. Ive got him in most of my classes. I dont remember his name tho.. It was something different like Brain or something." 

"Different as in weird.." Snarked Santana. 

Rachel was still looking over at the boy who had now relized that he was being talked about. Kurt just found it annoying that someone would stare at them and then pretend they hadnt been. Why not just admit that he had been looking in their direction? But the Kurt thought that he was probably just shy, and understandably so if he was new to the school.

Kurt decided that he would try and talk to the new boy after class. Looking around and seeing that no one was sitting near the boy, he remembered what it was like to be completely alone. If Kurt could, he wanted to help the boy feel less alone. 

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He was so embarrassed..

he had been caught staring at the group of kids and was now hiding behind a science text book. When did he get so cowardly? He was the guy who didnt care what people thought about him and just continued about being himself. Well his new school was a bit intimidating, that probably had something to do with it..

once lunch hour was over he went to his locker to grab what he needed for the rest of the day and headed straight to class. He was worried that one of the kids at the table he had been staring at would come after him, but no one seemed to be following him. He got to his seat in the back of the class room he pulled out his phone. 

Hey, what are you doing after school? -B

Nothing I guess.. Why whats up? -Wes

Kinda out of my comfort zone here.. Missing the safety of private school. -B

Dude all schools are supposed to be safe.. What happened? -Wes

Nothing really.. Just was staring at a group of kids in the Glee club durring lunch. -B

Are you thinking of joining? And before u say no, I know u want to. And it would help you make friends and blend into the student body -Wes

I dont know yet.. Ill talk to you about it after school.. -B

he put away his phone when the bell went off and tried to pay attention to the weird math equations on the board, but found he couldnt. He was to busy thinking about the people at that table in the cafeteria. They all looked like theyd never fit in with the other clicks so it looked like they made their own. He wondered if they all really were friends or just sat together cuz they were in the same club.

he did have a good voice, so he had been curious about joining back in September. But then saw how the rest of the school treated the Glee club and quickly decided not to. Even though he wasnt in the club he did tend to keep track of the people in it. He had heard all the dating rumors and had heard a bit of gossip about each of the kids personalities too. Like he knew that Puck was the school stud and Quinn was queen bee. Mike was the dancer for the group, Rachel was the star and Finn was the leader. He had even heard a bit about some girl named Brittany who to say the least didnt seem too bright. 

But that left a few people he had been curious about. Like some guy named Sam who was apparently a stripper and a kid named Artie who was always in a wheel chair.

Then there was the biggest wonder of the group in his eyes...

Kurt.

Who was this boy Kurt who apparently had mad fashion skills and wasnt afraid to show it off, was the only openly gay kid in the school, had a countertenor voice, and was the most beautiful person he had ever laid eyes on?

he had learned all of this through whispered conversations in the halls and rumors that had spread through the student body like wild fire. He would catch himself staring at at Kurt in the hallways and out in the parking lot sometimes and hed always look around to make sure no one was watching him stare.  Today had been the first time he had gotten caught. It felt weird. It was the first time in this school anyone had really noticed him.. He wasnt sure how he felt about it. 

Once classes were done for the day he went to his locker and started packing away his things he needed for homework that night. His mind was racing a mile a minute and all of it was about this gorgeous boy Kurt. 

Which is probably why he jumped so high a when he turned to see the same face that was constantly in his thoughts right in front of him. 

Kurt was leaning against the locker next to his and was just watching him pack his bag. He was wearing the most gorgeous outfit of red skinny jeans and a stars and stripes tank top over a white t-shirt, that was then all tied together with a red fedora on his head. 

He was speechless. No one had ever walked up him in the hallway before. He wasnt sure what to say or do. He suddenly relized that Kurt had said something to him before and he had missed it. 

"sorry.. Did you say something.." Was all he could get out.

Kurt gave him a small smile. "I said my name was Kurt and that I dont think weve met." He seemed like he was being serious in his introduction so he couldnt help but do the same. 

"My names Blaine." He said before shutting his locker. He wanted this conversation to last forever, he thought to himself as he now leaned against his own locker. 

Kurt gave him another smile. "Well its nice to meet you Blaine. Hey, I saw you looking over at me and my friends durring lunch.." 

Oh no here it comes, thought Blaine. But was shocked by what Kurt did say. 

".. And I was wondering if u wanted to come join us in Glee club today." Kurt finished and waited for a reply back from Blaine.. One that Blaine couldnt seem to give. 

Blaine must of had a weird look on his face because Kurt seemed to loose most of his smile. That made Blaine feel guilty. "No, listen I want to. I had planned on joining back in September but I kinda chickened out when I saw the slushies going everywhere.." Kurts good moode suddenly disappeared and he leaned off the lockers. 

"Its ok. I get it. " was all the response it seemed Blaine was going to get so he quickly cut in before Kurt started to walk away. 

"No its not just that.. Sorry Ive been in a private school my whole life and all these big jocks kinda scare me. I do want to be in Glee club though, I think Ive got a decent voice." As Blaine was saying this he saw Kurt start getting excited and before Blaine had even finished speaking kurt had grabbed his hand and was dragging him down the hallway. 

Blaine had never been happier.


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