Chapter 20.
Plummet.

Rachel looked around my room. She grinned, pointing at the photo I had of the Glee club members on my wardrobe. I had my laptop wire running across the floor and over my lap. 

"You are seriously addicted to that thing." She sighed.

"No I'm not." I shook my head, staring at the screen, the light blazing across my face.

Bowties; has signed online.

I grinned, a small breath escaping. Clicking onto his name, Bowties meant a whole different meaning now. We could talk freely on here.

Kurt says: Hey Blaine :D

I stared at the bottom of the screen, he was writing.

Bowties; says: Hey, Kurt.

Kurt says: Did you sort it out :)?

A pause.

Bowties; says; Oh, yeah I sorted it out. 

Kurt says: What did you do :)? 

Kurt says: Oh, and I like you too. I like you a lot! x

There was another pause.

Bowties; says: We should meet, tonight. Around 7?

Kurt says: Sure! Where? :)

Bowties; says: Breadsticks.

Bowties; has signed offline.

Maybe he was in a hurry to get ready also. "I've got a date!" I announced while shutting my laptop down.

"With who, and why do I know nothing about this?" Her voice became excited in an instant.

I jumped off my bed and walked over to my wardobe. "With Blaine". I said with a breath, feeling my stomach jump with the emotion that now ran through it.

Her mouth went from a gasp to a massive grin. "Wow, Kurt. I am so happy for you."

"I know. I'm so excited. I'm like a little boy at christmas" I jumped on the spot. "But I need something perfect to wear and I'm out of ideas."

"You'll figure something out. If anyone can, it's you." 

"Tight trousers or jeans?" I asked.

"Jeans, but make them skinny."

I pulled them out of the wardrobe and began searching for a shirt to wear. "Blue?" I asked.

"It goes well." She agreed.

"Okay, What time is it?"

"Half 5." She checked her watch.

"Oh." I cooed, "I need to get ready." I put my clothes on the end of my bed.

"That's my cue to leave!" She stood up, laughing a bit with her words. "I hope you have a great time, You'll have to tell me about it as soon as you get back. I don't care how late it is."

I smiled and nodded.

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I showered and cleaned every inch of me possible, I walked out the bathroom smelling of mixed soaps. 

"Kurt" Dad knocked on the door.

I sighed.

"I thought we should talk- Oh, wow, you look nice. Going somewhere?"

"I've got a date." I replied.

"Who is she?" 

"It's a guy, dad."

"Oh. I hope you have a good time." He smiled "I've just got off the phone with work, I may be getting a promotion soon."

"Oh. Good for you." I grabbed my jacket from the wardobe and slung it over my shoulders.

"It might mean some changes though."

"Dad can we talk about this later?" I grabbed my phone. "I'm going to be late."

"Sure. You go out, have fun."

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I walked to Breadsticks, it wasn't that far from my house and the weather was being kind today. There was a slight breeze that cleared out the humidity in the air.  I peered through the window, there was no sign of him. The clock on the wall said it was 10 past 7. Maybe he was waiting inside. I opened the door and let it swing closed behind me.

"Excuse me?" I said. "I'm looking for Blaine Anderson."

"Oh, right this way" He nodded gesturing to the left.

I followed him, trying to picture what Blaine was going to look like. What he'd be wearing, would our colours crash? How would he greet me? How would he- I could see the back of his head, but there was somebody sitting opposite. He had sandy brown hair, a wide smile. His eyes turned to me, and his smile turned humerous, his hand slid across the table and laid ontop of Blanie's.

"Mr. Anderson, You were asked for." The waiter said.

I should have run then, I should have just gone and left. None of this had to happen.

Blaine turned, his eyes immediately widening in shock. 

"Who is this?" The guy opposite asked, his eyebrow raising, his eyes lingered with hate and curiosity. 

"Kurt?" What are you doing here?" He said between his teeth.

I searched his face, was he really that sort of person? To play with me? Toy with my emotions?

"I should go." I said.

"No." The guy shook his head. "No you've made an effort to come down here. You should join us." He flicked his fingers and the waiter appeared with more water. "Kurt, is it?" He asked, eyes summing me up.

I nodded. 

Blaine was sat back in his chair, his eyes else where.

"So Blaine, you going to introduce us?" The guy asked, looking over at Blaine.

"This is Kurt. We met at school. Um, Kurt this is Sebastian." 

Sebastian smiled, "I'm his boyfriend."

I felt my heart plummet straight into my stomach. I tried to smile, I honestly tried but the pain that was shooting through was making me feel nauseous. I took his hand and shook it, then Sebastian let his hands fall back to his lap. 

"Do you want some wine, Kurt?" He asked, rearching for the bottle. 

"No. I think I should go." I mumbled.

"You don't want to stay?" Sebastian asked, a slight sound of mocking in his voice.

"I just popped in to tell Blaine, that everything is sorted."

Blaine's eyes changed. 

"It was nice meeting you Sebastian, but if you'll both excuse me.."

"Kurt," Blaine sighed.

I pushed the chair and did my jacket up, I didn't say bye. I was afraid of the noise that would come out my mouth if I opened it. I'd  physicallly never felt this sick.