Disclaimer: I dont own anything. I wish I did though because klaine would have been married by now.

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They say that there are old married couples that last forever and when one of them dies, the other soon follows due to a broken heart. Because their bodies can't live without the other half. Deeming them soulmates and that one half can't  exist without the other. Well the same happen to Kurt Hummel. That sweet innocent boy, when his best friend and secret love moved away. He came down ill and was diagnosed to be dying but the illness was unknown to all but him. He knew that he was dying of a broken heart because Blaine moved away. Due his unrequited love but only to him that knew. It was better to Kurt that Blaine never knew rather than lose his best friend and break his heart when he left in a different way. But in the end both ways happened.

Life is full of possibilities and mostly irony. Kurt was the best guy there was and the worst thing was happening to him. The worst part was that Blaine had the ability to fix it all but of course, he wouldn't. He didn't have any feelings for him. All the little encounters that they have had would lead to nothing in Kurt's eyes. All of those little tingles that he would get when his hopes went up with everything that Blaine did was nothing more than him trying to make up for lost time. Blaine trying to apologize and just doing his job as his doctor. Nothing had changed but their age between them. Besides the fact the now he was the real patient and this wasn't a game of doctor, it was reality. And in reality, Kurt never got what he truly wanted, Blaine.

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Kurt's eyes widened as he felt Blaine's breath against his lips. This was all he wanted but he couldn't let it happen. This wasn't real, Blaine didn't like him. Even if he did, Kurt was just setting Blaine up for heartbreak. He pushed him off slightly harder than he meant but he just needed to get away. His heart was racing and he felt weak. Kurt rushed to get up, panting before running off to his bedroom. The thoughts of ‘what if' raced in his mind, would Blaine's lips feel as he imagined? Or would it be better. Although, he knew he could never find out. All his fantasies were meant to stay fantasies. He closed his door, closing his eyes as he leaned back, sinking down to the floor. His eyes filled with tears but he couldn't help it, Blaine was so close yet so far.

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Blaines eyes widened, he was so close to finally kissing and finally admitting his feelings. After years of trying to find the one and asking himself "What if Kurt wasnt the one and it was just a crush because he was the only other gay kid he knew?" But since that day he moved, Blaine had known. He sighed, sitting up. Of course Kurt wouldnt feel the same. He practically ran out from the almost kiss. He let out a shaky breath, letting his feelings bury deep inside him. This is not what he needed, he was Kurts doctor, not his friend or possible love. He had to keep things professional between them. That's all they were, patient and doctor, nothing more. He stood up before rushing to clean up their mess. Walking outside to clear his thoughts, he couldnt help but feel disappointed. Just one kiss from Kurt, he almost wondered what it would be like but now he could never know.

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Kurt was panting by the time he reached his room, tears blurring his vision that he practically ran into his dresser. How could be so stupid? Blaine was here to help take care of him as a patient, nothing more. How could he let all his old feelings come rushing back to the surface. He bit his lip, keeping in a sob as he managed to crawl onto his bed and underneath the covers. He had to stop all of these thoughts, bury them deep down inside.

He was so close to the cure of all his heartache and sickness but at what cost would it pay once everything was done? Blaine would leave, having no other reason to stay since the job would be finished. More tears streamed down his cheeks as he shook his head, trying to remove the horrible thoughts away.

Kurt couldn't force Blaine in this relationship. It was either he died of a broken heart or lose the love he had forever. Either way, nothing good ever happened to him.