December 3

4:08pm

'Safe and Sound' by Taylor Swift ft. Civil

We didn't accomplish much today.

No cookies or food fights or baths.

It was kind of nice actually - Kurt and I just hung out all day.

Carole stayed home from work today while Burt was back at the garage. She made us Kraft Dinner for lunch! I haven't had Mac & Cheese for EVER! It was delicious!

Kurt and I watched a couple movies (Disney of course), but mostly we just snoozed on the couch.

Carole didn't even seem to mind. She kept popping into the living room to check on us.

I can't even... describe... how much it means to me to be here.

It feels like the Hudmels genuinely care about me.

It's amazing.

Kurt still hasn't talked about what happened yesterday.

I think he's embarrassed. I think he feels that he let me down by being so vulnerable like that.

But he didn't let me down at all. If anything... I feel like it was important for him to let that out.

Does that even make sense?

As much as I wish Kurt would trust me and open up to me... I don't want to push him. He's been so kind and patient with me that I think I owe him at least that much in return.

I just want to make sure he's okay.