RyleighHayle
June 25, 2013, 2:02 p.m.
June 25, 2013, 2:02 p.m.
December 1
7:34am
'When You're Gone' by Avril Lavigne
I don't even feel like talking or writing or anything at all right now.
Today started out so good, but then I remembered that he's leaving soon.
I'm just so scared.
I can't even breathe.
Kurt hasn't said much to me this morning.
He just went downstairs to get ready for school and I haven't seen him since.
It's like... he can't even wait to get out of here.
I just feel like in a few minutes he's going to be gone, with his own life and his own friends and his own... everything, and I'm going to be right here.
By myself.
It's true.
I have been... distant.
And I'm sorry.
I'm just... trying to practice what life is going to be like without Kurt.