November 29

11:54am

'Dark Side' by Kelly Clarkson

I've been getting a few texts from people lately.

Nick has texted me a couple times to see how I'm doing, and Jeff stole his phone and sent me a text just a few minutes ago.

I really miss those guys.

We had so much fun.

Most of our texts are just small talk. I haven't told Nick about everything that happened. I don't know how much he knows, and I don't know how much he's told Jeff.

I can't imagine that he knows everything... or else, why would they still be talking to me?

Do they really think I'm good enough to still be their friend after all this?

They probably don't know.

Puck texted me this morning too. Kurt said he has been asking about me so he finally gave him my new cell number. But Kurt told me I don't have to answer if I don't want to.

I do kinda want to, but I really don't want to have to explain what happened and why I'm not in school right now.

I hate thinking about it, and talking about it is even worse.

I don't know what I should do...