June 25, 2013, 2:02 p.m.
Courage: November 28 8:43am
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November 28
8:43am
I fell.
I tried to get out of bed by myself because I had to pee, but when I stood up the pain was so bad that my legs gave out.
I banged my head on the nightstand and landed really hard on the floor.
I couldn't even reach my hands out to stop myself because of this stupid sling.
It hurt so bad.
I laid there on the floor crying like a little baby for almost 10 minutes.
I couldn't breathe and it felt like my whole body was burning from the inside out.
I tried to call out for Kurt but it was like I couldn't convince the words to come out of my mouth.
All I could do was gasp and cry and try to catch my breath.
I was so scared when I couldn't breathe.
It kinda felt like I was gonna die.
Finally I was able to reach up and find my phone on the nightstand, so I texted Kurt but he didn't reply.
I wasn't even sure if I would even be able to speak because everything hurt so bad, but I tried to call him too... several times.
He didn't answer.
That made me cry even more.
He said that he would always come if I needed him.
But he didn't.
The worst part was that I was almost happy before all of this.
Yeah - Happy.
When I woke up this morning I found a note from Kurt saying he was in the kitchen.
I wasn't even scared because I knew he wouldn't leave me alone.
Or, at least, I thought he wouldn't.
Now I'm not so sure.
For once I was feeling so happy that I almost forgot about everything for a second, until it all came crashing back down.
Literally.