June 25, 2013, 2:02 p.m.
Courage: November 26 10:16pm
E - Words: 127 - Last Updated: Jun 25, 2013 Story: Closed - Chapters: 53/? - Created: Nov 27, 2012 - Updated: Jun 25, 2013 717 0 6 0 0
November 26
10:16pm
I don't really understand what I'm supposed to write in here.
Kurt bought me this beautiful (and probably insanely expensive) journal, but I don't really know what to say.
I know he just wants me to talk.
They all want me to talk.
But I can't.
They don't understand.
Every time I open my mouth, I just feel like I'm going to disappoint them.
I'm afraid that I'm going to wake up and find out that this is all just another dream.
Is this all in my head? Or is it really over?
Have I finally lost my mind completely and I'm making this all up? Like some kind of coping mechanism?
I don't think I can handle it if it's just another dream.
The thought of waking up and being back there again...
I can't go back.
Comments
I've only read the first chapter and I'm already loving this! A-m-a-z-i-n-g.
Awww!!! Thank you so much!i really appreciate it!*you're* amazing!!!
I know I've already reviewed this but I just have to do it again. I love this so, so much. Just -love it. Okay? I've read all chapters like three times now and I want more! I hope you're planning to keep this fic going, cause I have so many questions about everything and I need answeres. I'm gonna go now.. Love it! *flies away*
Awww! Thank you!yes, there is plenty more to come for this story. 'Underneath' has about another 10 or so chapters planned so 'Courage' follows along with it to fill in the blanks. :)Lots more planned! No worries!Have you checked out the Tumblr page?There's a new feature on it where you can and ask Blaine questions!! Maybe he could give you some of the answers you were looking for?
You can really see how Blaine is getting better through these journal entries. I am so enthralled with your writing style. I hope you are well, stay safe stay strong xxx .
Awww!! Thank you so much! That means a lot! XoxoxoRyleigh