Feb. 22, 2013, 9:50 a.m.
Music In the Night: Chapter 9
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Wrote it in about an hour so a bit rushed, sorry.
Music In The Night Chapter 9
Kurt was so tired. It was his own fault really he had been up all night with Blaine. Why had he thought that? He hadn't been up all night, he was just still having those weird dreams. They were taking it out of him. He hadn't slept well since the dreams had started. At lunchtime he had gone to the nurse and told her he had a headache so that he could lay down on the bed and take a nap but he could only get about forty minutes because he couldn't miss anymore lessons. Then for his after lunch lessons he did actually have a headache because he hadn't eaten. He was sure his rumbling stomach was going to disturb the rest of the class.
He was so happy when the school day ended. He was almost out the door when a call stopped him.
"Kurt?"
He turned around and saw Miss. Pillsbury coming towards him.
He swore quietly to himself and then put on his best smile.
"Miss Pillsbury, only you can pull of that shade of yellow so well."
"Thank you Kurt, do you have a moment."
"Um.. I was just heading home. Schools over. That's what that big bell means you know."
"I know and I don't want to use up any of your free time but this is important and if it's longer than five minutes then I'll book you an appointment for a time of your choosing."
Kurt had to come up with an excuse to get out of this, he was going to collapse, or burst in to tears, or just eat that big flower on Miss Pillsbury's top that suddenly looked very edible.
"Sorry but I've..."
"It'll make up for that pair of shoes you vomited all over last year."
Kurt literally felt himself deflate, Miss Pillsbury did seem very fond of her shoes.
"Okay then."
"Oh yippee, I get to spend time with one of Will's favorite students. Sorry that should be Mr. Shue's shouldn't it? Keep it professional."
Kurt smiled at her peppy enthusiasm as he followed her down the hallway to her office.
"Have a seat, I'll just.. there we go." She said as she turned the little sign on her door to busy.
"So.." She said sitting down across the table from Kurt. Kurt knew it was an opening to let Kurt guess what she had called him in for and make an excuse but he wasn't up for that. When she saw he wasn't saying anything she continued talking.
" asked me to talk to you because he's been worried about you lately. He's told me that there have been some things going on and thought you might like to talk in a completely none judgmental and confidential setting."
"Miss Pillsbury, I thank you for your concern and I know that Mr. Shue is only trying to look out for me but honestly I am just tired."
"Do you want to tell me why you're so tired all of a sudden Kurt?"
Kurt felt his cheeks grow hot at the memory of Blaine's hand over his guiding it onto his dick.
"Okay." Miss Pillsbury said standing up. "I've got just the thing."
She started rifling through her racks and draws of leaflets.
"Here we go." She said lifting up the first one.
'I can't sleep because I'm afraid the world's going to end'.
"No." Kurt answered stunned that there was a booklet for that. Miss Pillsbury smiled and picked up the next leaflet.
'I can't sleep because I'm scared aliens are going to anal probe me.'
Kurt tried not to laugh.
"Okay, how about this one."
'I can't sleep because I have nightmares about Simon Cowell.'
"Is that common?"
"Well I've not had any cases yet but he is a scary man, scary and very intense and powerful and..."
"Please stop talking." Kurt said as he saw Miss. Pillsbury's cheeks grow red.
"Don't tell Mr. Shue."
"I am erasing this moment from my memory forever, can we just get on with this please." Kurt said. He was so tired, he just wanted to go home. He was hungry he had a headache, he felt a little dizzy even sitting down.
'I don't sleep enough because I am addicted to video games.'
"No." Kurt sighed.
'I am tired because I'm anorexic."
"No."
'I can't sleep because I masturbate to much.'
"Oh god, no, I'm just, can we finish this? It's a Friday, I'm tired. I need to go home and grab something to eat, he just keeps coming to my room every night, I don't sleep."
Kurt was talking without really noticing what he was saying, he just wanted to get out of there but he noticed when 's face fell. She put on a serious expression and leaned in close to him.
"Kurt, who keeps coming into your room at night?"
"What! Nobody."
"Kurt, it's okay. You can tell me."
"I've got to go." Kurt got up and ran out of the office before she could say anything else. He heard her calling after him but he kept running.
He ran all the way to his car and drives home stopping at a drive through to pick up a coffee as he was afraid of falling asleep at the wheel. He felt a sense of relief as he reached his house. It was short lived.
"Kurt?"
"Hi Dad, I'm going to go take a nap." Kurt shouted form halfway up the stairs.
"Kurt." Burt said again this time from the foot of the stairs so Kurt had to turn around. The worry on his Dad's face was heart breaking.
"Hi Dad, good day?"
"Kurt I just got a call from your guidance Councillor, she wants you and I in her office first thing on Monday morning.
'Shit.' Kurt thought.
"Oh?"
"Kurt, has something happened?"
"Not that I know of but I guess we'll find out on Monday."
"Kurt, why do I get the feeling you're not telling me the truth? I want to be able to trust you..."
"I know Dad, look I'm not sure what she wants. Like I said we can find out together on Monday. Now please please can I go nap, I think I'm coming down with the flu or something."
"Okay Kid. I'll put your dinner in the fridge."
"Thanks Dad."
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"Hush my darling, just rest."
"That's impossible with you around." Kurt said squeezing the warm body next to him and realizing how odd it was to feel the bones at the edges of the wings under his arms.
"I'm sorry. I thought you wanted me to stay for longer with you but I didn't think about how tired you would be."
"Do you watch me during the day?"
Blaine shrugged.
"A little bit."
Kurt snuggled up closer feeling warm skin beneath him. He thought it just might be the nicest thing in the world.
"Shouldn't I be freaked out by that it's a little stalkerish?"
"I'm just a little possessive of you." Blaine said. "It shocks me too. I never expected it to be like this."
"Why me?"
"I heard you singing and it was a moment for me, a moment that said there he is, he's the one, go get him."
Kurt gave a satisfied little hum into Blaine's shoulder.
"I was drawn to you, I had to know more about you so I watched and the more I watched the more I knew it had to be you."
"Definitely Stalkerish." Kurt said playfully.
"You are precious to me."
"How do I prove that I'm yours?" Kurt asked opening his eyes and looking up at Blaine.
"What?"
"Yesterday you said I had to prove that I am yours, how do I do that?"
Blaine's mouth turned to a fine line his eyes darkened and he grew more serious.
"Give me yourself, go through pain for me and then prove that after that you still trust me."
The darkness in Blaine's voice scared Kurt a little but he wasn't going to show it by backing away.
"How do I give myself to you?"
Blaine let out a small huff of air, not quiet a laugh.
"Sleep now love, you are so tired. I shouldn't have come tonight but I could not bare not to hold you."
"But you've only been here five minutes." Kurt found himself complaining as his eye fought to keep open, he knew that it was just tiredness and not Blaine's interference.
"I'll sing to you." Blaine said.
"Deal." Kurt agreed settling back down into his arms and closing his eyes. He really could not fight off sleep for much longer.
"Hello, good morning, how ya do?
What makes your rising sun so new?
I could use a fresh beginning too
All of my regrets are nothing new
So this is the way
that I say that I need You
This is the way
This is the way
That I'm learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that You and
You alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies
Hello, good morning, how ya been?
Yesterday left my head kicked in
I never thought I could fall like that
Never knew that I could hurt this bad
I'm learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that You and
You alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies
So this is the way
that I say that I need You
This is the way
That I say I love You
This is the way
That I say I'm Yours
This is the way
This is the way"
"Sounds sad." Kurt muttered. "Did you ever just feel like you don't fit in?"
"I'm a boy with wings Kurt, where would I fit in?"
"You can just fit with me."
"I'd like that."
A soft kiss was placed to Kurt's forehead.
"Sleep now."
Comments
This was really good. I can't wait to see how Kurt and Burt's meeting with Emma goes and to see if he is able to explain his comments so that she will not try to take further action. I also find myself even more anxious to find out about Blaine and to see how Kurt can prove that he is Blaine's. Looking forward to chapter 10.
DSBAFOSANAS;DASMFAS This is so beautiful and lovely!please keep writing!X