Feb. 17, 2014, 6 p.m.
It's Part Of My Chemistry: Chapter 5
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I know that the scene was a bit rough, but I could not see the relationship ending any other way. I promise next chapter will have smut and be much happier.
Blaine was feeling amazing thanks to his sessions with Kurt. He felt like he was ligther, happier, and more relaxed than he had in years. Connor was happy that Blaine was happy, but there was the small fact that Blaine had not told his boyfriend. During every single session in the week that he had spent seeing Kurt, Kurt had ordered Blaine to masturbate. This he had told Connor easily. The thing he had kept was every single time he had screamed Kurts name. He didnt know if it was the dominance or if it was something subconscious, but he was starting to become scared it was the latter. He said Kurts name when he masturbated alone at home as well, even when he would be thinking of Connor dominating him. The guilt was killing Blaine, but not as much as the fact that he had to keep pretending to be too tired to have sex with Connor to avoid any chance that the wrong name came out of his mouth. He decided it was time to tell his best friend about everything so he could get his opinion. So the Sunday marking the start of his second week with Kurt, he texted Sam to meet him for lunch while Connor was at work. It took a little bit, but finally he and Sam were on the same page.
"So whats the issue with all of this?" Sam asked before stealing a fry off of Blaines plate.
"The issue is that I cant have sex without saying his name! I am in love with Connor Sanders and yet I keep shouting Kurt whenever I orgasm. That is not normal, Sam! I cant keep pretending I am tired so I dont have sex with my boyfriend. What do I do?" Blaine whispered, hoping no one around them heard what he was saying.
"Well, dude, if it were me, I would ask Kurt if this is normal stuff. I mean, he is the expert. If dudes say his name all the time for the first few weeks, then you have nothing to freak out over. If this stuff never happens, then you should probably find someone else to take care of your needs. You should also have this conversation with Connor there cause he has a right tno know about this and what it means. I know you are worried about what hell say, but he seems pretty cool especially since he knows about this. He should have a right to have some say in this relationship," Sam said after thinking it over a few minutes. Blaine bit his lip, knowing that Sam was right.
"That makes sense, but I dont know how I will get them to have a civil talk again. When they first met, there was no problem, but ever since Kurt told Connor that he wasnt allowed at our sessions, Connor basically gropes me for five minutes in front of Kurt before he leaves. I feel like this would just make things worse with him," Blaine explained as he dipped a fry into his chocolate shake before eating it.
"If he is the real deal, then he wont dump you for your brain reacting to something it has been needing for years. I know you are hung up on him, but that is the deal," Sam said in one of his rare, serious tones. Blaine hadnt heard Sam be that serious since Blaine came out to him when they were twelve before Sam had to move away. It was nice to know he cared so much.
A few hours later, Blaine was all but shoving Connor off of him as he tried to bring up the subject he had been hiding for days. It didnt help that Connor was shoving his tongue so far into Blaines mouth that he was wondering if his tonsils would come out with Connors tongue. When Connor finally came up for air, Blaine stopped him from walking away.
"Sir... I need to ask you something before Connor leaves. As you know, I have been... saying your name when I climax. I-is that normal?" Blaine asked nervously. Connor gasped at the question and immediately an arm wrapped around him like Kurts answer was going some how pull Blaine away from Connor. Blaine didnt even dare to look into his boyfriends eyes, but Kurt did and all he could see was jealous rage.
"Actually Blaine, its not entirely common, but you are not the first person that has had the issue either especially in extreme repression like you have had. Granted most of those cases were of single men, but there were a couple with boyfriends. It usually stops within a couple weeks, but if it doesnt, I will recommend you to another dom because that means you are growing too attached to me," Kurt said calmly and without malice, though he might have well said that he was going to screw Blaine right in front of Connor and then steal him from the look Blaines boyfriend was giving him.
"Oh yeah, I am so sure that its normal. I bet you have been messing with his head to make him say it. You look like the kind of guy who needs his ego stroked. Thats why you do this! Its not for money, but for how great it must feel controlling other guys who cant help themselves! Blaine we are leaving and finding someone else. This guy is screwed up!" Connor snapped as he turned Blaine around and guided him back towards the stairs. A chill hit Blaines spine as he was walked back to Connors apartment, something just not feeling right.
When they got to the apartment, Connor slammed the door behind them before turning and facing Blaine. "Strip! We are going to have sex and I am going to show you that we dont need him!" he shouted. Blaine, though turned on by the command, felt so scared and not right about the situation. His fingers fumbled with his shirt buttons and tears leaked out making the task even harder. He was only on the third button when Connor started shouting again. "I bet you had no trouble getting naked for him! Why is it taking so long now?! Fucking come on! I helped you out by letting you do this stuff and this is how you repay me?" Connor berated. Blaine stopped his task and ran for the door, not before hearing Connor running after him. Blaine had never been so glad that he boxed in high school because running had been part of his leg training. He ran all the way back to Kurts apartment and grabbed the spare key that Kurt told him about before their second session. His fingers fumbled with getting the key in the lock, but after a couple tries, he managed to get it in and get the door open just as he heard feet storming up the stairs. He grabbed the key and slammed the door shut. He locked the door and the deadbolt, but could still hear shouting from the hall. He slid down and hugged his knees to his chest.
Kurt heard the noise coming from the hallway all the way in the bathroom, but it wasnt until he came out to investigate that he realized who was making it. He ran over to Blaine and sat next to him, hugging him.
"H-he was yelling and telling me to get naked and I was scared and I ran here and Im sorry, sir," Blaine said through broken sobs. Kurt pulled Blaines head to his chest partially in comfort and partially to hide his rage at Connor for what he did from Blaine.
"Blaine, you did nothing wrong what so ever. I told you to come here if you were ever scared and you listened. I am very proud of you and am glad you came when you did rather than stay. Too many people stay and it kills me to hear what happens when they do. You did the right thing. Are you ok? Did he hurt you physically in any way?" Kurt asked in the softest voice he could manage, barely hiding his anger from the terrified sub. Blaine shook his head no and Kurt let out a small sigh of relief. If Connor had laid a finger on Blaine, Kurt would have had to kill him. Granted he was barely keeping himself from doing so at that point anyways, but Kurt was ignoring that. "I need you to listen then. Either go in my room and lie down on my bed or go take a long bath in our bathroom. I want you to do whatever will feel more relaxing while I handle things. Do you understand?" he asked. There was small pause, but Blaine nodded again. Kurt slowly let go and helped Blaine stand before the smaller man went into the bathroom and softly shut the door.
With Blaine out of the way, Kurt let his fury fly. As soon as he heard the bath water running and an iPod playing Katy Perry, he pulled out his phone and dialed 911. He explained there was a man outside his apartment refusing to leave and told the dispatcher what Blaine had told him prior to his arrival. The dispatcher told him that police would soon be on the way which made Kurt feel better. He then called Santana since she would be the one off the soonest and told her to wait to come home for about half an hour before explaining what happened. She tried to convince Kurt to let her take the guy down for what he did, but once he told her she would be arrested for battery, she reluctantly agreed to take Dani out on a surprise date to keep her out of the building. Soon after he finished his call to Santana, there were sirens outside and police inside. Kurt only answered the door though when the shouting stopped.
"Are you Kurt Hummel?" Officer Lawerence asked when Kurt opened up finally.
"I am. I appreciate your quick response time," he said with a smile.
"Of course. I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but due to the fact that Mr. Sanders was not physically abusive, we can only charge him with noise volations and trespassing. At most he will get a few months of community service. At the same time, I am not stupid either. My sister is a sub and she was in an abusive relationship for years. Your friend was lucky today and I am happy for it. I would recommend that you let him stay here for a few days while you put in for a restraining order for him and yourself. I dont want to have to be called to hear that this guy succeeded in a few weeks. I know a guy who will put your paperwork through quickly and with as little work as possible. Here is his number," Officer Lawerence said as he handed over a small sheet of paper with a phone number and name on it. Kurt accepted it and thanked the officer before closing the door. He turned and found Blaine standing there in a robe.
"How much did you hear?" Kurt asked softly.
"Enough to know that I have to call my brother to sell my apartment. Where will I live now? Hes in that building!" Blaine whispered as fresh tears started to brim in his eyes. Kurt ran over and hugged him, gently rubbing his back.
"Dont you worry about it. You will stay here as long as you need to until you get a new place and thats that. Come on... you should take a nap," Kurt said before leading Blaine into his room. This was going to be a rough night, but Kurt promised himself that Blaine would never have to worry about Connor again if he had any say in the matter.