porcelaindoll
Dec. 10, 2012, 10:18 a.m.
Never Know I'm There: Mr Cellophane
E - Words: 1,131 - Last Updated: Dec 10, 2012 Story: Complete - Chapters: 69/69 - Created: Nov 03, 2011 - Updated: Dec 10, 2012 2,213 0 98 0 0
“You know you have an admirer, right?” Oliver said as he looked at Blaine, he had caught Kurt staring... again. They were in the dining hall at Dalton, Kurt usually sat with Blaine but for some reason today he didn’t which puzzled Blaine slightly.
“An admirer? Who?” Blaine was confused, he hadn’t heard of anyone liking him before, he hoped they were good looking and that he liked them back. He looked around to see who it could be, Kurt didn’t even cross his mind. He thought maybe the gay handsome lacrosse player might be him, he was very attractive after all and Blaine was incredibly handsome too.
“Kurt, haven’t you noticed him staring at you?” Blaine shook his head. “Flirting?” Blaine shrugged his shoulders. “Come on Blaine seriously, you’ve not noticed?” Oliver was shocked.
“No, Oliver seriously, Kurt? He’s my best friend, there is no way he’d like me like that.”
“And you like him too.”
Blaine laughed, he had no feelings for Kurt, well no romantic feelings anyway, Kurt was his best friend and even if he did have romantic feelings for him that would probably stop him from saying something. “No I don’t, no way.”
The British boy laughed, he was sure that Blaine liked Kurt, maybe he just didn’t know it yet.
Blaine watched as Kurt stood up and left the room, his eyes lingering at the door just waiting for him to come back in but he didn’t, his eyes snapped back to Oliver. “I really don’t.”
It wasn’t long before Oliver and Blaine were finished and they were heading back to their rooms, Blaine’s was right next door to Kurt’s. He walked past the room and heard Kurt singing.
“If someone stood up in a crowd
And raised his voice up way out loud
And waved his arm and shook his leg
You'd notice him”
“An admirer? Who?” Blaine was confused, he hadn’t heard of anyone liking him before, he hoped they were good looking and that he liked them back. He looked around to see who it could be, Kurt didn’t even cross his mind. He thought maybe the gay handsome lacrosse player might be him, he was very attractive after all and Blaine was incredibly handsome too.
“Kurt, haven’t you noticed him staring at you?” Blaine shook his head. “Flirting?” Blaine shrugged his shoulders. “Come on Blaine seriously, you’ve not noticed?” Oliver was shocked.
“No, Oliver seriously, Kurt? He’s my best friend, there is no way he’d like me like that.”
“And you like him too.”
Blaine laughed, he had no feelings for Kurt, well no romantic feelings anyway, Kurt was his best friend and even if he did have romantic feelings for him that would probably stop him from saying something. “No I don’t, no way.”
The British boy laughed, he was sure that Blaine liked Kurt, maybe he just didn’t know it yet.
Blaine watched as Kurt stood up and left the room, his eyes lingering at the door just waiting for him to come back in but he didn’t, his eyes snapped back to Oliver. “I really don’t.”
It wasn’t long before Oliver and Blaine were finished and they were heading back to their rooms, Blaine’s was right next door to Kurt’s. He walked past the room and heard Kurt singing.
“If someone stood up in a crowd
And raised his voice up way out loud
And waved his arm and shook his leg
You'd notice him”
Blaine hurried to his room and sat on his bed, he could still hear Kurt and didn’t want to seem weird by standing outside his door listening to him sing.
“If someone in the movie show
Yelled "Fire in the second row
This whole place is a powder keg!"
You'd notice him
And even without clucking like a hen
Everyone gets noticed, now and then,
Unless, of course, that personage should be
Invisible, inconsequential me!
Cellophane
Mister Cellophane
Shoulda been my name
Mister Cellophane
'Cause you can look right through me
Walk right by me
And never know I'm there...
I tell ya
Cellophane
Mister Cellophane
Shoulda been my name
Mister Cellophane
'Cause you can look right through me
Walk right by me
And never know I'm there...
Suppose you was a little cat
Residin' in a person's flat
Who fed you fish and scratched your ears?
You'd notice him
Suppose you was a woman, wed
And sleepin' in a double bed
Beside one man, for seven years
You'd notice him
A human being's made of more than air
With all that bulk, you're bound to see him there
Unless that human bein' next to you
Is unimpressive, undistinguished
You know who...
Cellophane
Mister Cellophane
Shoulda been my name
Mister Cellophane
'Cause you can look right through me
Walk right by me
And never know I'm there...
I tell ya
Cellophane
Mister Cellophane
Shoulda been my name
Mister Cellophane
'Cause you can look right through me
Walk right by me
And never know I'm there
Never even know I'm there.”
Blaine smiled to himself as Kurt finished, he really did have a beautiful voice. Okay so maybe there was something there, maybe there was some kind of feeling for Kurt but nothing to go on. He lay back on his bed and continued listening.
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Kurt had been trying to avoid Blaine all day but then he couldn’t stop staring at him, he was mesmerising. He was keeping something from him and if he was around him then Blaine would know something was wrong and he would have to spill. The lyrics of the Chicago song were very much true about his feelings for Blaine and how Blaine was with him, he never noticed the feelings and probably never would, which pained Kurt. He had tried to tell him countless times but then Blaine would always go on about some other guy or something else. There was this guy that Blaine was particularly into, his name was Daniel, yes he was good looking, yes he was nice but he couldn’t sing and there was something about him, he just couldn't put his finger on it.
Kurt turned off his CD and began removing the tie and shirt, he always wore and undershirt, he felt pretty self conscious and considering what people were like and what he had been through it was no surprising. Once he was undressed he put on his silk pyjamas and slipped into bed, grabbing his journal and began writing.
“I avoided Blaine today, I can’t tell him, I can’t, I’m scared he’ll judge me or worse. I can’t lose him as a friend, he’s the best friend I’ve ever had and I’ve never loved anyone as much as I love him. So losing him would hurt my heart. He doesn’t see how I look at him, how much I want him to love me as much as I love him or even half as much. No one as loved me before, no one has ever liked me for me, no one has ever kissed me romantically. I’m lonely, that isn’t the reason why I want Blaine, no I genuinely love him but telling him this? I can’t...”
Kurt sighed and set down his pen, he contemplated tearing the page out and throwing it in the bin but he couldn’t, he wasn’t going to throw away his feelings. He closed his journal and put it in his drawer, he’ll finish it tomorrow he thought to himself as he turned off the light and curled up in bed, falling asleep almost instantly.
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Blaine woke in a particularly good mood, it only got better when he reached over and picked up his phone seeing a text from Daniel.
D – Good morning sleepy head
Blaine smiled and bit his lip as he replied.
B – Well hello there to you too
An instant reply.
D – How are you this fine morning?
B – Awesome, how about you?
D – Yeah I’m great
B – Not being rude or anything but was there anything in particular you wanted?
D – Well sunshine, I was just wondering if you wanted to hang out today
Blaine smiled wider, he definitely wanted to hang out.
B – Yes, sure. I’d love to.
D – I’ll meet you out front in an hour then, be ready
Blaine smiled widely to himself and jumped out of bed, he got himself dressed in his finest shirt and jacket. Looking in the mirror as he gelled and combed his hair, when he was satisfied with how he looked he sped out of his room to go and meet Daniel. He was so fast that he didn’t see Kurt walking down the corridor with coffee in his hand and knocked into him, spilling the coffee all down Kurt’s front.
End Notes: Next chapter should be up in the next few days, hopefully :) Enjoy :D Please rate and review :)
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Ahhhhh!!I like how this story is developing. :D I need more!
Love it! Read mine?
Of course I will! :)
I think Jeff and the gang should lock them in a room until they sort everything out! :P
They will be lonely drama queens if they do not grow up LOL
Okay, next chapter: Jeff and the gang lock Klaine in a room until they sort things out and then everyone will listen to Blaine's side and everyone will be happy. Except Sebastian who is working on his evil plot
I like that plan!!! Someone needs to listen to Blaine's side that is for sure!!!
Yay LOL
YAY!
LOL Well Braille is dots so normal readers take years to learn and books do not have raised letters for him to trace. As you say, it is just a story!! Good try!
I tried
Oh the stuff that happens get worse as it goes along. Thanks for reading and I hope you're enjoying it
i would love to i just started reading tis so im not done...but oliver needs to be shot
i think i might cry now :/
Oh I'm sorry! Please don't cry!
i have a long way to go before i finish so...
Hey that's okay! Just let me know what chapter you're on and what you think because I love hearing what people think! :D
on chapter 23 and i love it i just want to cry poor kurt
I absolutely loved writing that storyline, I loved the next couple of chapters more though
i write too and im all about fluff... i dont think i could ever write angst
I love fluff. I have no idea how I write angst, I think it's because it's easier to picture. I love fluff but I'm not so good at writing it because I picture things but I can't write exactly what I see so well
lol :)
I'm so sorry!
im so sad..
I think that was one of the lowest points but yeah, the rest is pretty bad for our boys
it gets worse doesnt it? LOL
LOL i need to stop reading this... but i cant
DON'T STOP!!!!!
Hearing that makes me feel strangely satisfied as a fanfic writer :P
i cant... ive read the first 36 chapters and i need more... no matter how bad its going to kill me and make me cry all over the place
i need happy boys
I know and they will be happy... eventually
Hahahahaha! That's how the fanfic will end, with them being happy
i dont like that answer...lol
It better :/ i think i might be up until the wee hours of the morning reading this... how many more chapters are u going to do?
I have absolutely no idea how many more chapters. Until I get bored, I guess
its going to be like 8 bazillion more chapters...lol
Hahahaha yeah. What i'll probably do is get them where I want them to whether its NY or one stays and the other goes or whatever I've planned and then put up a couple of future ones later on. Who knows if their happy ending is together or apart?
Not happy with me now, are you? :P
:/
Hahahaha! If I wrote my plan then you would know and then everyone else would know
i dont have a comment right now LOL
lol.....
Sorry!
i just cant right now
How far are you?
LOL right
Well done! What did you think of it all?
i finished last night at 2:30 this morning
When they're dead :P Joke! When they've left Ohio most likely
im sad...lol when are they ever going to get a break?
But has Kurt ever caught a break in the show while in Ohio?
LOL not funny
So while they're in Ohio, don't expect any breaks to be caught. Blaine has to find a home, Klaine still need to have sex, Kurt and Blaine both have NYADA auditions so it really depends on which one gets it. Oliver is still around and he's caused some unknown to Klaine trouble so he needs to be dealt with. There is also prom.
no... :/
I promise you they will. I will have so much fun writing that chapter and I will make it happen. But until then, they have to live with handjobs and blowjobs
yes they do need to have sex i agree
sigh....LOLOL
But I will make their sex so romantic that you melt into a giant puddle
ummm yes please... when are u gonna update?
I have no idea, either today or tomorrow. If not then some point this week, all depends on when i can be bothered because I'm lazy
I'm sat here all day everyday but i'm so lazy :P
LLOLL that sounds like me. i update on my days off
You should check out my other stuff while you wait :)
LOL
i am actually
YAY!
Lol
Well he knows they are dating, yes he will be mad at Blaine's father but I am sure he will take Blaine in and help him (?) Please let him help Blaine!!! LOL
It's Papa Hummel! Of course he'll help Blaine. He loves Blaine like a son :)
YAY! Yeah Burt will help Blaine and also want to kill Mr. Anderson because of what he did to Blaine and especially because he hurt his son
:-) Then I am a happy bunny hehe
I've already started writing it and oh god Burt is so angry! I'm hoping it's going to be great, I think it is so far but I can't wait to see what my readers think :)
Oh god yeah!! I did not think about Burt's reaction to the physical violence on Kurt! Wow, the next chapter is going to be great!! I cannot wait :-)
I love Burt so much! I'm absolutely loving Burt in this chapter, writing his reaction is so amazing. He is the best dad in the whole world. No one hurts his son and gets away with it
I cannot wait to read it!! I am so excited for Burt's reaction to Mr Anderson :-) I love Burt!!!
Keep writing!!! I need this chapter LOL
I'll post it soon!
Hahaa! Goodnight! It'll be up for you in the morning :) Sleep well!
Yay!! Off to bed now to dream of protective papa Hummell lol Night. Happy writing ;-)
yup
Hahahaha yeah I do, I'm Ryan Murphy :P And I've changed my idea for the ending to this fanfic so you will hate me so much
lets just face it... you love ripping our hearts out
It wasn't too bad, he recovers quickly
Oh ouch... that's gotta hurt... poor Kurt.
I like to think so
well this sounds like a great story
well this sounds like a great story
Hahaha I'm sorry! I've been planning this ending for a few months now, I knew a lot of people wouldn't be happy with it but I had no idea how to end it so I did that.
Okay, I give you that! But leaving us in limbo after nearly 70 chapters? I feel cheated LOL
Well....it is a different ending to other fics so hey! Why not, but I like to think they survived. Maybe it could lead to a sequal of hospital recovery hehe
Yeah maybe it could, i haven't actually decided whether one survived or they both did or they both died so yeah it really could lead to a sequel
I haven't made one and it'll probably take me a while before I do
Hmm! I am not sure that I want to hear your decision!!
Fair enough. I will happily read as long as Klaine are endgame haha
No matter what, my Klaine's are always endgame
Thank you so much!
Then I will always follow and read :-)