Kurt couldn't help but kiss back, his arms wrapped around Blaine's neck and they kissed for a couple of minutes before Kurt remembered that they were broken up and they shouldn't do it. He reluctantly pulled out of the kiss and looked at Blaine, he felt happier and comfortable. He felt like he was coming home.
"Blaine, we can't." Kurt said, pulling away. "We're not back together. I'm not ready to take you back."
"It doesn't mean we can't do anything. As long as you plan on taking me back and not getting another boyfriend, then we can do whatever you want. I will wait for you." Blaine smiled.
"So what you're saying is, we're friends with benefits until i decide that we're boyfriend's again?" Kurt asked.
"If that's what you want."
"I do like the sound of that." Kurt thought and laughed. "I do need time to forgive you. I have a problem when it comes to you, i forgive you way too easily because i love you so much. But i know that if we did become "friends with benefits" then i'd forgive you faster. I need to time to forgive you."
"I understand but i will wait for you. I love you so much but you have to know that i am so sorry for everything. I'm sorry for the way i was before we got together, i am so sorry for cheating on you and i am so freaking sorry for getting drunk and crashing my car. I'm not sure which is the worst thing i've done to you and i know that i don't deserve to have you take me back. But if you do, i swear i will never ever do a single thing to hurt you again. I will do whatever it takes and i will do everything you want."
Kurt's hands cupped Blaine's cheeks and stroked them, he leaned his forehead against Blaine's and looked into his eyes. He felt Blaine's arms wrap around his waist and hold him close. All he wanted to do right now was kiss him but he chose not to. They needed this time apart.
"I love you so much." Kurt told Blaine. "I've been in so much pain and i've missed you. The amount of times i almost called you or almost answered your calls. I really wanted to take you back and never go anywhere again, but i need this time apart. We can be friends, you can stay here but i think it'll do us good to just be friends."
"I will never stop loving you. Even a car accident that made me lose my memory didn't stop me. We will be back together one day." Blaine smiled at him. "Thank you for letting me stay here with you and Rachel, even though she'll probably try and kill me in my sleep."
"Yeah, she's really mad at you right now."
"Because i hurt you and she thinks i had sex with James. I'd never sleep with another person because they aren't you. I love you."
"Blaine, if we're going to be friends, we can't keep repeating all of this and talking about how much we love each other because it won't help us." Kurt stepped away. "You should wash and get dressed and then i'll show you the city."
Blaine showered and dressed before returning to Kurt and stopped when he noticed hat Kurt had got changed. Kurt was wearing incredibly tight pants and a shirt that was tight around his arms and chest. Blaine watched as Kurt put on a jacket, straightening it down and then fixed his hair. Kurt looked really sexy and Blaine just wanted to pounce on him.
"What are you staring at?" Kurt asked, knocking Blaine out of his stare on Kurt's body.
"Nothing." Blaine smiled at Kurt. "Shall we go?" He held his arm out to Kurt who took it and smiled back at him.
"Shall we walk or get a cab?" Kurt said, looking around to see if there were any cabs nearby.
"Lets walk." Blaine said as they started walking.
They walked for a while, Kurt was pointing out places to Blaine and Blaine looked excitedly as he found places he'd always wanted to visit. They stopped and had something to eat and drink before resuming their tour. It was getting later and later and before they knew it, night was upon them.
"Have you ever been to a bar here?" Blaine asked.
"Like a gay bar?" Kurt replied. "No i haven't. I haven't been anywhere yet. But we can go to one if you want."
"Not a gay bar, lets go to a regular place."
They found a place that was loud and full of people dancing and drinking. It usually wasn't their scene but it was Blaine's first time in New York and it was just for fun. At the beginning of the evening, they were sat at a table with a non alcoholic drink and they just talked. Later on, they had a couple of alcoholic drinks and then Blaine went to use the bathroom and Kurt was left alone. Kurt wasn't exactly sober but he wasn't out of his mind drunk. A guy approached him, he was good looking and tall.
"You wanna dance?" He asked Kurt.
"No thank you." Kurt replied.
"Oh, you're not single?"
"I am. I'm just here with my friend." Kurt said.
"One dance." The guy asked, batting his eyelashes at Kurt. "Please!"
"One dance." The guy grabbed Kurt's hand before Kurt could even stand up and he was pulled out onto the dance floor. The guy danced really close to Kurt, practically grinding up against him while Kurt just danced normally.
"You're so hot!" The guy told Kurt before grabbing his ass.
Blaine was coming out of the bathroom and returned to the table but Kurt was gone. He had no idea where he'd gone. He had a look around before stopping and there he saw Kurt dancing with an attractive guy. Blaine was overwhelmed with jealousy. He bit his lip as he watched the guy grind up against Kurt's body and Kurt did nothing to stop it. But then the guy grabbed Kurt's ass and that made Blaine hurry over there. He knew that Kurt hated being touched like that by random people.
Kurt froze at the hand on his ass and he backed away. Ever since Karofsky, he'd hated being touched. Blaine was the exception.
"What's wrong?" The guy asked.
"I need to get back to my friend." Kurt moved before the guy could talk to him again and he turned and bumped into Blaine.
"Hey, are you okay?" Blaine wrapped his arms around him and took him back to the table.
"Thank you." Kurt smiled at him.
"I'll get you a drink." Blaine couldn't help himself and kissed Kurt's cheek. He went to the bar and got them a couple of drinks each, alcoholic of course. He thought Kurt might need something stronger and he did. He watched as Kurt downed his drinks. Blaine downed his too and by the time they both went back to the apartment, they were drunk. Blaine made sure that they got a cab home so they were safe, especially since the last time he got drunk he almost died and lost Kurt. He was really stupid to get drunk again but at least Kurt was drunk with him.
When they got back to the apartment, Kurt fumbled with the keys and unlocked the door. They both stepped inside and suddenly they were kissing desperately. Kurt's back hit the wall hard and Blaine kicked the door shut. His leg hooked around Blaine's waist and his hands tugged on Blaine's hair. His other leg was lifted off the ground by Blaine's hand and wrapped around his waist so Blaine was holding him up. They kissed for a minute more before Blaine carried them both into Kurt's bedroom, falling onto the bed where they began tearing off each others clothes.