Sept. 11, 2013, 10:06 a.m.
Cradle to Grave: Chapter 12
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“What made you come here? You really hurt me then you came back, kissed me and told me you love me.” Kurt asked.
“Well it was my mum, she told me the truth and made me realise that I should be who I am and not someone I’m not. With Mandy and the guys at school, I’m pretending to be someone I’m not and who I really am is a guy who loves bowties, music, musicals and you. I am gay and I shouldn’t be ashamed of that but coming out to everyone is not going to be easy.”
“I’ll be with you all the way, I promise. I will help you and be there for you because I love you and its what best friends do, right?” Kurt leaned forward and pressed a soft kiss to Blaine’s lips.
“I’ll speak to Mandy as soon as I can and break up with her, I promise.” Blaine smiled. “Now come here because I have many years worth of kissing to give you.” Blaine pulled Kurt closer, arms around him and kissing him deeply. Kurt moaned and felt Blaine’s tongue run along his lips, parting him and letting the beautiful tongue that he yearned for, enter his mouth. Kurt’s hand ran into Blaine’s hair, tugging on it as Blaine moved and rested himself on top of Kurt.
“Blaine! Oh my god, Blaine! I’ve missed you so much. I haven’t seen you in what feels like forever, oh my god I love you so much. Come, we have so much kissing to do.” Mandy said, running over to Blaine and tugging on his hand, pulling him into an empty classroom. She pushed Blaine against the wall and started kissing him.
“Mandy...” He said, trying to push her away. “We need to talk.”
That made her stop right away, glaring at him and pushing him more against the wall. “Are you breaking up with me? You better not be breaking up with me. I am almost head cheerleader, I need my quarterback boyfriend to help me get there, you are not going to break up with me. I love you Blaine and you love me. We are so in love and we’ll be together forever, just give it some time baby. Do you want a blowjob? That might make you feel better.” Mandy got onto her knees and unzipped Blaine’s pants and pulled them down. She began pulling his boxers down when someone came into the room. They both heard a gasp and looked up, seeing Kurt standing there with a look of devastation on his face, or what Mandy would call jealousy.
“I-I’m so sorry. I’ll just... I’ll erm... I’ll go.” Kurt stammered before leaving the room.
Blaine closed his eyes and threw his head back against the wall, so wishing that Kurt hadn’t just walked in. He could’ve handled it being anyone else but not Kurt, not when he promised Kurt that he’d break up with Mandy. Mandy couldn’t help but laugh, resting her head on Blaine’s thighs as she laughed really hard.
“Did you see the look on that fags face?!” She said, wiping the tears from her eyes. “He looked so jealous!”
“Yeah... This can’t work, Mandy. It’s over. I’m sorry but its over.” Blaine said, pulling up his pants.
“What did you say?!” Mandy got to her feel, her face super angry and she looked like she was about to explode.
“It’s over. I don’t love you. I never have and probably never will, I’m sorry but I don’t want to be with you anymore.”
“You can’t do this to me Blaine Anderson! I know how much you crave Daddy’s attention and having me on your arm does that. You need to keep me to keep your Daddy. We can just use each other, I want you to help me get to be head cheerleader and you need me for your Daddy’s approval. Think about it hot stuff and tell me later.” Mandy kissed Blaine’s cheek and left.
“Kurt? Are you okay?” Rachel asked after walking into the choir room and seeing Kurt sat on a chair and crying.
“I’m fine.” He said, wiping his eyes.
“Come on, we’re friends so you can tell me anything.” Rachel put her arm around him.
“I’m in love with someone who I can’t have.”
“Blaine?” Rachel asked.
“How did you...?” Kurt asked, looking at Rachel with a confused look.
“It’s obvious. I can see it in your eyes when you look at him, talk about or to him or someone mentions him. He’s with that cheerleader bitch though.”
“He doesn’t love her because he made out with me.” Kurt admitted, she heard Rachel gasp loudly and dramatically.
“He made out with you? But why?”
“He claims to be gay but I just saw him with Mandy, she was either getting ready to suck him off or just finishing. He promised me he’d break up with her but he didn’t, otherwise that wouldn’t be happening. I never said he had to tell people what he is, I just wanted him to break up with her so we could be together. I feel so stupid. I feel like I’ve been part of a huge joke that the popular kids are going to laugh about. He lied when he said he loves me, didn’t he?”
“I think so, Kurt. That’s what they’re like. I’m sorry.” She said while hugging her friend.
“Please don’t tell anyone.” Kurt whispered.
“I won’t.”
Kurt was getting ready to walk to his car when school finished, he was at his locker putting some books away when he saw Blaine. He started to feel sick from nerves and fear. Just ignore him. You have to ignore him, he hurt you and he will keep doing so. He closed his locker and began walking to the schools entrance.
“Kurt...” Blaine said, stepping out in Kurt’s way.
“Leave me alone, Blaine.” Kurt said quietly, trying to walk past but Blaine wouldn’t let him.
“Please Kurt. I know what you saw was bad but nothing happened, she was going to give me... that but I wouldn’t let her. I told her it was over but she told me that we could just use each other. So maybe me and her could just pretend at school and around my parents. So we can be together in secret.”
“No.” Kurt shook his head. “I can’t do that. You humiliated me. You have made me the butt of your jokes so many times and I’m tired. You know how I feel about you but clearly you don’t feel the same way, you just wanted to make a joke out of it. I mean, why would you love me? You’re beautiful, gorgeous, talented and the most popular guy in school with a hot girlfriend who can suck you off on command. Why would you want me? All I’ll do is bring you down and make you part of the joke. But you don’t even like me, do you? If you want to be with me then it has to be in secret, right? So just me and you well living like that would be great for a couple of weeks but then it’d be horrible. We wouldn’t be able to go anywhere or do anything because you’ll be too ashamed to be seen with me.”
“Kurt, it’s not that...”
“No, its just i’m not enough for you or you don’t even like me at all, you just want someone to make fun of. That’s me, right? Well i feel humiliated and embarrassed. I opened myself to you, told you how i felt and kissed you when all along you were going to string me along and make me a joke. Thanks Blaine. I have to go now.” Kurt said before walking past Blaine and rushing to his car.
Comments
Awws... poor boys. =) Nice chapter though... love the drama! XD I live for the drama... thank you thank you thank you for updating. =^-^=
I have something big planned for the boys if it all goes to plan. Something that I think will make my readers happy
You suckk.. >.< That was like Harry potter's lightning scar to me heart.
I'm sorry! It kinda gets better