Oh god. What did I do? I broke his heart. Blaine thought to himself. I saw the look in his eyes, he was heartbroken and devastated. He has feelings for me and I didn’t know until now. He wouldn’t kiss me if he didn’t. God, how could I have been so stupid? But I can’t just break up with Mandy, go to Kurt and expect everything to be okay. It won’t, I cheated on Mandy and if I got with Kurt, she’ll make my life hell as will my friends. But at least I’ll have Kurt and his beautiful self to go back to. But then there’s my dad. He’ll hate me if I tell him that I’m gay and I couldn’t keep it hidden if I got with Kurt. So no, I have to stay with Mandy, pretend to love her, sleep with her if I have to and forget about how much I love Kurt. I have thought to myself time to time whether it was worth it, pretending to be straight, because at the moment it doesn’t seem like it. I don’t know how much longer I can keep my feelings to myself especially now I know that Kurt feels the same way.
Blaine was so deep in thought that he never heard his mother knock on his door. “Blaine?” She called through.
“Come in.” He replied.
“Hi honey, are you okay? You came in looking quite upset.” Dianna sat down next to her son, her eyes filled with so much love and concern. “Talk to me.”
“I can’t.”
“Yes you can, you know you can tell me anything.”
“Mum, I’m... I think... I think I’m gay.” Blaine’s eyes were filled with tears.
“Oh honey, its okay. I love you no matter if you’re gay or straight or bisexual. I always knew what you are and that is, the most special and amazing boy on this planet. Elizabeth and I have always known about you and Kurt, Burt did too. Your father wasn’t so happy about it, he kept trying to bury it by making you do “manly things” but he knows sweetie.” Dianna kissed her son’s head. “You love Kurt, don’t you?”
Now Blaine cried, he cried so hard in his mothers arms. “So much, I love him so much. He kissed me and I kissed back and then I said some horrible things, and now he never wants to talk to me again.”
“What horrible things?”
“How I’m straight and I could never love a boy, that I had to see Mandy and get her to touch me so I could take the images of him out of my head. I said that he kissed me and went after Karofsky because he wanted attention. I made out like he disgusted me but he doesn’t, I disgust me because of how I treat him. He’s right, he does deserve better.”
“Blaine, listen to me. You never meant any of that, people say the most hurtful things when they’re scared or angry or upset and they don’t mean it. You love him and he loves you. Why don’t you just go for it?”
“Dad and the people of Ohio.”
“Blaine, I am not letting your father keep you from the man you love and screw the rest of them. Honey, you and Kurt are meant to be together, don’t let other people stop you. Your fathers family never liked me and they kept trying to keep me away but we kept fighting, because we love each other. You need to be who you are and not let the world tell you.”
“You’re the best mum. I need to see Kurt, try to explain.”

Blaine got up and ran from his house to Kurt’s, which was only next door and pounded on it. As soon as Kurt opened the door, Blaine kissed him hard and passionately, hands on his face. Kurt was stunned for a minute before giving into the kiss and kissing back. When the kiss was broken, Blaine smiled at Kurt who had a very confused face.
“What was that?”
“I love you. I know I said that I never will but I do and I always have done. Everything I said earlier was a lie, I was scared and I didn’t know what to do. I thought that I needed to be what my father and the world wanted me to be but I don’t, I need to be me. The me that I want to be and this is the me. The me that loves you so much and hates himself from the pain that I’ve put you through. I know I’ve made it seem like you disgust me but you really don’t, you make my heart skip beats and my stomach explode in butterflies whenever I see you. I understand if this isn’t what you want but just need you to know how I feel. My mum helped me to realise that I need to be who I am and that I love you so much.”
There were tears in both boys eyes and Blaine’s hands never left Kurt’s face. Kurt didn’t say anything, he was silent and that made Blaine nervous. “Well, say something.” Blaine laughed nervously.
But Kurt didn’t say anything, instead he just leaned in and kissed Blaine softly. “You’re such an ass! I love you too, so much. I can’t forgive you so easily but I understand why you did and said everything. I just need you to win me over so I know that you really do love me. You can start by breaking up with Mandy.”
Oh shit... Blaine realised. Mandy. The crazy girlfriend who was obsessed with Blaine. “I’ll do it. I just want to be with you. Thank you for not kicking me out or giving up on me completely. You and me are going to be okay, together and no one can stop us. I love you, Kurt.”
“I love you too, Blaine. Do you want to come inside?”
“I’d love that.” Blaine said as he kissed Kurt. Kurt pulled him in while kissing him, pushing the door shut behind them.