Jan. 3, 2012, 12:19 a.m.
A Romance Like No Other : Nerves
E - Words: 4,508 - Last Updated: Jan 03, 2012 Story: Complete - Chapters: 154/154 - Created: Dec 02, 2011 - Updated: Jan 03, 2012 423 0 0 0 1
Blaine shifted uncomfortably as Kurt kissed his inner thighs, a giant tease that he couldn’t do anything about. He just had to lay there and let Kurt do whatever he wanted, just like the free pass he had on Kurt last night. He let out a full moan when Kurt kissed the top of his leg, Kurt was so close, all it would take was for him to just move over a little bit….. Blaine clutched at the sheets under him, holding them in his hands as he made a fist with each hand.
Kurt saw Blaine clutch the sheet with his hands, his hands in fists. He shifted his lips a little to the right actually kissing him staying there for a few seconds before shifting to the other side of Blaine’s leg. His hands massaged the inner thighs as his lips continued kissing the skin just above them.
Blaine took in a sharp breath after letting out a full moan when Kurt kissed him, leaving his lips there for a few seconds. His hands stopped griping the sheets, wanting to go into Kurt’s hair, but he remembered that he couldn’t do that. His hands patted around on the bed as his eyes were clamped shut, looking for something to hold and eventually just gripping the sheets again. He let out a loud whimper when Kurt moved to his other leg, loving the massaging but hating the teasing.
Kurt was loving the effect he was having on Blaine he watched as Blaine’s hands pat around for something to hold onto and then grip the sheet, knowing that he actually wanted to grip his hair. He moved his hands for a second to do what Blaine wanted, it was only hair, he took Blaine’s hands and put them on his head before going back to massaging Blaine’s thighs. His lips travel back to the other side, stopping again to kiss him like before. He knew it was driving Blaine insane that he was naked and Kurt was fully clothed.
As soon as Blaine’s hands were put on Kurt’s head, his fingers laced into it and he immediately started playing with it. When he felt Kurt kiss him, he let out another moan, this one a little bit louder than the rest, and stopped playing with Kurt’s hair, lightly tugging on it instead. He hated that Kurt was still fully clothed, another tease that he couldn’t do anything about.
Kurt smiled when he heard the louder moan, he knew he was doing something right, he smiled more when he felt him play with his hair and start tugging on it. He started kissing up Blaine’s body to his chest climbed back on top of him, his hands slide up his body also and rest on Blaine’s chest next to where his lips were. “You… okay… there?” he asked wanting to make sure he wasn’t doing anything he shouldn’t be and that Blaine was okay.
Blaine whimpered when he felt Kurt take his lips off of him and kissed up to his chest, shifting to make Kurt more comfortable as he climbed back on top of him. “Just…. great… god you… kill me….” was all Blaine was able to say. Kurt was the biggest tease in the world, but he was sure good at whatever it was he was doing to him. Blaine kept his hands in Kurt’s hair, going back to playing with it instead of pulling it so he didn’t hurt Kurt.
Kurt laughed listening to Blaine try and speak, he better put him out of his misery soon. He felt Blaine play with his hair again, he didn’t mind at all when he pulled on it. His fingers went up and stroked the freshly done love bite on Blaine’s neck before going back up to kiss it. He sat up and looked down at Blaine. He pointed at his shirt. “You want it off, you take it off” he grinned giving Blaine permission to remove it.
Blaine didn’t hesitate for even a fraction of a second when Kurt told him he could remove his shirt. His hands fumbled for a second before yanking Kurt’s shirt up over his head and throwing it into the pile of his clothes. This was much better, Kurt was at least shirtless. He resisted the strong urge to just reach out and run his hands across Kurt’s chest and let his fingers snake back up into Kurt’s hair, giving it a light tug.
Kurt smiled as Blaine removed his shirt quickly without hesitation. He could tell Blaine wanted to touch him and run his hands over the only bit of bare skin visible, he felt Blaine’s hands back into his hair. He leaned down and kissed Blaine’s cheek and nipped on his ear. “Do it” he smiled telling Blaine to do what he wanted to do which was run his hands over him.
Blaine nodded, he had to follow orders after all. He reached out and ran his hands along Kurt’s chest, grinning as he did. He stopped after a while and started drawing little swirls with his fingers. He didn’t know if he was allowed to lean up and kiss it, so he kissed his own fingers before going back to Kurt’s chest and letting his fingers give the kiss to Kurt’s chest. He didn’t want Kurt to move off of him, so this option of kissing his chest was perfect.
Kurt smiled watching Blaine kiss his fingers putting them to his chest thinking it was the only thing he could do. Kurt had let Blaine kiss it but obviously he didn’t understand. Kurt leaned down putting his chest to Blaine’s lips letting him kiss it if he chose to or continue running his hands over it, both he loved the feel of.
Blaine immediately started kissing Kurt’s chest, his hands going around to Kurt’s back to push him closer to him. He let his hands run up and down Kurt’s back, loving how he could kiss Kurt’s chest and how he wasn’t being teased right now, but hating that Kurt was fully clothed as he was sitting on top of him, who had no clothes on at all.
Kurt was taking a break from the teasing letting Blaine do what he wanted for a little bit, closing his eyes as Blaine kissed his chest and ran his hands up and down his back.”You know you can remove my pants, just throwing it out there. You don’t have to i just figured you might want to” he smiled letting Blaine continue to kiss his chest and giving him permission to remove another item of clothing from him.
Blaine smiled against Kurt’s chest when his fiancee said he could take off his pants, his hands sliding down Kurt’s back until reaching them. They moved around to the front of his pants and his fingers fumbled around with the button and zipper for a second before taking the jeans off and throwing them to the top of their pile of clothes. Blaine’s hands went back up to Kurt’s back, where he knew he had permission to run his hands.
Kurt bit his lip feeling Blaine’s hands undo the jeans he was wearing and take them off throwing them to the growing pile of clothes. There was now only one item of clothing left on him and he knew that was going to drive Blaine completely crazy. He let Blaine run his hands up and down his back as he went back to kissing Blaine’s face still avoiding his lips, knowing that it was making it worse for him. His own hands slid down Blaine’s sides back to his thighs were he resumed in the massaging that he had been doing before.
Blaine closed his eyes and whimpered when Kurt kissed around on his face, everywhere but his lips received a kiss. His hands slid further down on Kurt’s back and began to play with the elastic waistband on Kurt’s boxers, forgetting entirely that he didn’t have permission. He was just going insanse because it was the only thing left on Kurt. Blaine let out a very quiet moan when Kurt started massaging his thighs, loving the way it felt but hating the tease.
Kurt gave Blaine a quick peck before going back round his face, he felt Blaine play with the elastic waistband on his boxers without permission, but he was prepared to let it slide since he was teasing him pretty badly. He heard Blaine moaned quietly when his hands continued massaging his thighs. “You want to remove them, prove to me you deserve to” he grinned he hovered over Blaine’s lips, a millimeter above them.
Blaine couldn’t resist any longer when Kurt had been teasing him so badly and now was hovering right over his lips. His hand that had previously been on Kurt’s back made its way up into Kurt’s hair, pushing his head forward until their lips were touching. He gave Kurt one deep kiss, pulling a little bit on his hair, not caring that he might get punished for it later or that he might’ve not been allowed to do that. He just couldn’t resist.
Kurt smiled as Blaine leaned up and kissed him giving him a deep kiss, he instantly returned it knowing that Blaine was going to do that. He knew Blaine would crack and couldn’t resist him any longer. He felt Blaine pull on his hair while his own hands stopped massaging his fianc�e’s thighs going up to take the hands in his hair removing them from it. He moved them down to his waist hooking them to his boxers. “You… want it… do it” he grinned into the kiss his hands resting on Blaine’s chest.
Blaine was beyond relived when Kurt kissed him back instantly; it showed that he was okay with it. He whimpered when Kurt stopped massaging his thighs and again when Kurt took his hands out of his hair. Blaine smiled into the kiss when Kurt practically ordered him to take of his fianc�e’s boxers. His hands quickly did as they were asked, and Blaine intertwined their legs as the last item of clothing separating them was removed and thrown onto the pile.
Kurt knew that his moment was coming up soon, real soon and he started getting nervous and tried not to let it affect his current performance and the one he was going to give. He smiled as Blaine intertwined their legs and suddenly panicked, they had no form of protection, he decided to try the drawer beside the bed still kissing Blaine he opened it and putting his hand in it, he found a pot the same as the one in the bathroom filled with condoms again just like the bathroom and also... wait lube? He pulled out of the kiss and looked in the drawer, he was right it was just like the bathroom and he bet there was one in their bedroom. He took the lube and a condom out and showed Blaine. “Your mom has planted them around the house” he said with a slight laugh.
Blaine looked up at Kurt with a confused look when he pulled out of the kiss, and started laughing when Kurt said his mom had planted protection all around the house. Blaine ran a hand through Kurt’s hair, not pulling on it or playing with it, as he looked up at his fianc�e. “She’s crazy… but we’re lucky to have her, aren’t we….” He laughed again, still staring up at Kurt as the hand that used to be in his hair moved down to cup his face, stroking his cheek with his thumb.
Just holding it made Kurt even more nervous, it was just a matter of minutes now. He looked down at Blaine with a nervous smile as his face was stroked. He was about to get himself ready when he paused. “I think you should get me ready” he said his eyes not removed from Blaine’s. In all honesty his hands were a bit shaky and couldn’t do it himself and he just wanted Blaine to do it.
Blaine was staring at Kurt with a loving look when he saw his nervous smile. He gave Kurt’s cheek a small squeeze and continued to stroke it, giving him a reassuring smile even though he was nervous. It would be his first time not leading; it would be something completely new. But if Kurt could do it, so could he. Blaine nodded when Kurt said he should get him ready, Blaine would do anything to try and calm the nerves it looked like Kurt had. He tore open the little package and started to get Kurt ready, never breaking their eye contact as he did and resisting moving his hand on Kurt when he was done.
Kurt watched as Blaine got him ready and saw in the corner of his eye Blaine’s hand linger for a second after he was done knowing what he wanted to do. His hand took the one on him and held it like Blaine had done last night, he intertwined their fingers using his other hand to push Blaine back down so he was lying down. “Same rules” he said his face and smile showing his nerves completely, he wanted Blaine to squeeze on his hand like he had asked of Kurt. He waited for Blaine to sort himself out before he positioned himself so when he had the okay from Blaine he could start. “Y-you ready?”
Blaine intertwined his fingers with Kurt’s when he felt his hand being taken and felt himself being pushed backwards so he was lying down again. He saw the nerves on Kurt’s face and tried giving him a reassuring smile, not knowing if Kurt could see it. He was nervous too, but not as nervous as Kurt seemed. Blaine nodded when Kurt said that he was to squeeze his hand when he wanted Kurt to go on. “Yeah, I’m ready when you are.”
Kurt heard Blaine say he was ready and the nerves got ten times worse, come on Hummel you’ve got this far, if Blaine can do it you can. He was scared that he would hurt Blaine knowing already what it felt like he knew what was coming for Blaine, he wanted to be at least half as good as what Blaine was with him but he thought he wouldn’t even be that good, his nerves would most likely ruin his performance. What if he was so awful that Blaine didn’t want him to do it again? Or not want him touching him? His nerves just kept multiplying. Snap out of it Blaine’s waiting, you’ve come so far don’t turn back now. He’ll be disappointed in you if you do, man up. Kurt gave Blaine a deep kiss as his fingers slowly entered him, he did it like Blaine had done on his first time going in slowly and a little bit at a time so he could get used to it.
It took a little bit until Blaine was stretched and ready for Kurt to enter him properly, Kurt was just so nervous and scared, this was big, something really big for him and he wanted so badly to get it right. He looked down at Blaine and asked again if he was ready, seeing him nod, he closed his eyes and kissed him deeply again, pushing himself inside Blaine.
Blaine knew that Kurt’s nerves would most likely keep him from starting instantly, but that let him have a bit of time to sort out his own thoughts. Kurt had said that it hurt a little bit, but that it didn’t last for long. Blaine trusted Kurt with his life, so he was confident that this was going to be amazing. He gasped a little bit and held his breath when he felt Kurt, it hurt a little bit but that wasn’t the main thing. It just felt… different. In a good way. He started to return the kiss and gave Kurt’s hand a squeeze, telling him to keep going.
Kurt heard the gasp and felt Blaine hold his breath, he knew it wasn’t bad since he had done the same thing when Blaine did it to him. There’s no going back now he thought to himself feeling Blaine’s hand squeeze his telling him to go on, still kissing him he went in a fraction further. His nerves went down a little bit not by much but it was something.
Blaine kept holding his breath when he felt Kurt go in farther, trying and failing to kiss Kurt back. He was still getting used to the feeling of Kurt, he felt different than what he was used to but absolutely amazing. It may have hurt, but Blaine couldn’t feel any pain at that moment. He squeezed Kurt’s hand again, needing some more.
Kurt felt Blaine still holding his breath and fail to kiss him back so he stopped, he was a bit worried about Blaine, was he hurting that much? Was he that bad already? Kurt felt him squeeze on his hand again making him go in a bit further; his lips moved to Blaine’s neck since Blaine couldn’t kiss back it shouldn’t stop him from kissing him.
Blaine let out a moan of pleasure when he felt Kurt go in farther and start to kiss his neck, and his hand giving Kurt’s hair a slight tug. It felt amazing, and it did hurt a little bit, but the pain was outweighed and not even acknowledged. He gave Kurt’s hand a long squeeze, telling him he could go all the way if his nerves would let him.
Kurt smiled and let out a sigh of relief when he heard the pleasurable moan, words couldn’t describe right now how happy and relieved he was to hear it. He felt his hair being tugged on but like usual it didn’t bother him. He did wonder how the pain was, whether he was hurting still or not. He felt the long squeeze on his hand and guessed Blaine wanted him completely in, he was pretty nervous about the moving part, what if he did it wrong or it wasn’t good enough? Stop with these thoughts now, keep up and this will ruin it completely for Blaine. Kurt did as he was asked and pushed himself in completely shutting his eyes tight in case it hurt Blaine.
Blaine’s moan was even louder when Kurt pushed himself all the way in, and he held his breath as he got used to the feeling. He let his eyes flutter open to see Kurt’s eyes completely shut, and the hand in his hair let go of it and moved to Kurt’s neck, pulling him in for a deep kiss to calm his fiancee’s nerves. Blaine squeezed Kurt’s hand again once he was finally used to the feeling, wanting to feel more.
Kurt heard the loud and then Blaine hold his breath. He felt a hand on his neck pull him in for a deep kiss which he reciprocated almost instantly as he wasn’t expecting it. It slightly calmed his nerves which was good. He felt the squeeze on his hand telling him to do more, which obviously meant he had to start moving since he couldn’t go in any further. He took a deep breath and slowly started.
Blaine moaned into the kiss when he felt Kurt start to move, his hand going up to grip Kurt’s hair since he didn’t want to grip his neck and his other hand was already doing something. His legs wrapped around Kurt’s waist to pull him in even more and feel him better, not squeezing his hand at first to get used to it. He needed more, and squeezed Kurt’s hand as the moans didn’t stop.
Kurt felt Blaine’s moans in the kiss, Blaine was right they were amazing to hear, and Blaine’s legs wrap around his waist pulling him in even more. Blaine’s moans didn’t stop and Kurt was getting addicted to hearing them. He didn’t pull out of the kiss either loving the feel of the moans on his lips. He felt the squeeze on his hand making him go a bit faster and put a bit more into it. They were both getting into it now making Kurt’s nerves fade quickly, not entirely but it was much less than before.
Blaine kept on kissing Kurt, not very well most likely since the moans wouldn’t stop. The moans changed from being just noises to Kurt’s name and a few curse words, increasing in frequency when Kurt increased speed and put more into it. He wanted to tell Kurt how amazing he was to get rid of his nerves that Blaine thought he still must have, but the only thing that could come out of his mouth were the moans mixed with Kurt’s name.
Kurt heard the moans change from noises to his name and curse words, making him smile. He liked hearing them they were completely addicting, he loved hearing them. If Blaine continued they would completely become some of his favorite sounds. He didn’t mind Blaine not kissing him back properly since kissing and moaning at the same time was hard, he knew all too well but that didn’t stop him. Kurt’s spare hand rested on Blaine’s neck gently stroking the spot where the love bite was, he hoped Blaine wasn’t mad at him for doing that he would have to ask him later, since he didn’t like the scratches that were left on him.
Blaine needed more, so he squeezed Kurt’s hand again and kept letting the moans spill out, mostly being Kurt’s name instead of the curse words. He smiled when he felt Kurt smile and not stop kissing him, stroking his neck on the little bruise Kurt left. He laughed internally at what other people might think when they saw it. Blaine pulled on Kurt’s hair more and his moans increased, trying not to be very loud so he didn’t wake Jack up.
Kurt felt the squeeze on his hand and he went faster putting more into it, the moans were just incredible to hear and feel especially since the majority of them were his name. It made him feel so much better hearing them and his nerves almost completely vanished, the only bit that was left was wondering if he was hurting Blaine or what Blaine thought. He felt Blaine smile when he did making his smile grow a tiny bit more, he felt another squeeze on his hand making him go a bit faster. Blaine’s moans were a huge turn on for him, he loved them, Blaine was completely right about them.
Blaine kept on moaning even more when Kurt increased his speed and put more into it, it was physically impossible for him to kiss Kurt back, but he wanted to feel Kurt’s lips against his. He knew how much he loved feeling Kurt’s moans in his mouth, and he figured that Kurt would want the same thing. He squeezed Kurt’s hand a few times, telling Kurt to give it all he had or all he wanted to.
Kurt continued to kiss Blaine even if he couldn’t kiss back, he loved the feel of his moans against his lips. He felt the multiple squeezes on his hand assuming Blaine wanted him to give him his all, the moans were making him hurry anyway so why not put it all in now. He took a deep breath and went the fastest and putting the most he could in giving Blaine his absolute all.
Blaine had just squeezed on Kurt’s hand when he had an idea. He may not have been able to kiss Kurt back, but he could let Kurt’s tongue into his mouth and do whatever it wanted, since it was still Kurt’s free pass. He parted his lips as Kurt continued to kiss him, letting him do whatever he wanted. Blaine moaned Kurt’s name the loudest yet when Kurt gave him his all, he knew he wouldn’t be able to last for much longer.
Kurt felt Blaine part his lips and squeeze his hand, he couldn’t put any more into it, he slipped his tongue into Blaine’s mouth roaming around his mouth. He smiled hearing the loudest moan, it made him happy hearing what he was doing, he guessed he was doing okay. He would have played with his tongue but he didn’t want to stop the moans he loved hearing. The loud moan gave him put that tiniest bit extra into it he found out of no where, so now he physically couldn’t put any more into it.
Blaine let out a quieter moan of satisfaction when Kurt slipped his tongue into his mouth and parted his lips even more to give Kurt better access. He couldn’t really say Kurt’s name when his tongue was in his mouth so he moved his own tongue and tried to get Kurt’s to play with his. He felt Kurt give him even more, which he didn’t think was possible but was so glad it was, and moaned Kurt’s name despite the tongue still in his mouth. He was close, very close, and his thumb rubbed the top of Kurt’s hand to try and tell him this.
Kurt didn’t expect Blaine to move his tongue and play with his, he didn’t complain he played back, like before he fought for dominance which he won. He heard and felt Blaine moan his name despite his tongue being occupied. He also felt the thumb rub on his hand, he was lucky Blaine was his soulmate and they could near enough read each others mind otherwise he would have no idea what he would be on about. He returned the rub on Blaine’s hand telling him the same thing.
Blaine didn’t even try to fight for dominance, he wanted Kurt to have it since it was his free pass and all. He could tell he was almost done because Kurt was giving him literally his all and Blaine had that feeling in the pit of his stomach. He felt Kurt rub his hand back with his thumb and he let out the loudest moan yet when he finally came, throwing his head back and breaking the kiss Kurt was giving him as he did.
Kurt smiled in satisfaction has he heard and felt Blaine come, the sound of him coming made him extremely close. He gave Blaine a deep kiss, during it he came moaning into Blaine’s mouth. He smiled at Blaine before pulling out of him and collapsing on the side of the him, panting heavily.