Jan. 3, 2012, 12:19 a.m.
A Romance Like No Other : Fabulous and Dapper
E - Words: 4,336 - Last Updated: Jan 03, 2012 Story: Complete - Chapters: 154/154 - Created: Dec 02, 2011 - Updated: Jan 03, 2012 265 0 0 0 1
Kurt smiled as Blaine curled himself up, Kurt would join him in a minute all he needed to do was dry himself and change. Since he gave Blaine his jacket and the blankets he was soaking wet and freezing, he went to the bathroom and grabbed a towel drying his hair. After it was relatively dry he made his way back to the bedroom and pulled clothes, he removed his wet pants, boxers, shoes and shirt and replaced it with a dry pair of boxers and a satin pair of pajamas. He was now much warmer and much more comfortable, he looked back over at Blaine and wanted to join him and just have him curled up against him. Kurt walked back to the bed and slid under the covers, he smiled at Blaine and as he went and pulled Blaine back over to him, he positioned Blaine so he was comfortable on his chest and snuggled into his side before kissing his head and resting his own head on top of Blaine’s.
Blaine felt himself being pulled until he was nestled up against Kurt, and his arms instantly wrapped around Kurt as he subconsciously held himself as close as possible to him. He got himself comfortable against Kurt before smiling in his sleep and falling into an even deeper sleep.
Carrying Blaine completely exhausted Kurt, he was now really tired. He looked down at Blaine kissing his head again before whispering, “I love you” to him. His own eyes shut making him fall asleep, he fell instantly into a dream. In this dream he was in the coffee shop that he and Blaine always hung out, but Blaine was no where to be seen, there was a second coffee on the table making him think that Blaine would be along soon.
Blaine snuggled himself closer to Kurt, a dream still not coming over him. He was just sleeping in darkness as he was nestled against Kurt. When he woke up he knew he would instantly feel bad about falling asleep on their date, but right now all he could do was sleep, cuddled up next to Kurt.
Time went on and there was no sign of Blaine, Kurt tried calling him and there was no answer. He sighed looking at the pocket watch he drew from the inside pocket of his waistcoat, it showed he had been waiting for almost an hour, this wasn’t like Blaine. Kurt decided to give up waiting after finishing his coffee, when Blaine wanted to apologize he knew where to find him. He walked outside the shop and saw two people that looked familiar across the road; Blaine was definitely one of them.
Blaine woke up slowly, looking around confused. He had no idea how he had gotten there, last thing he remembered he was snuggling up against Kurt while they were…. ooooooooooooh crap. Blaine had fallen asleep on Kurt on their date. He wanted to kick himself; it was exactly what he said he didn’t want to do. Blaine looked up at Kurt, all his thoughts vanishing as he watched his fianc�e sleep.
Blaine was holding hands with someone else much to Kurt’s confusion, he ran over to him. “Blaine!” He shouted Blaine and the other person turned round. Kurt jumped back out of fear, it was Jesse St James, the person who he greatly feared since it was he that beat him up for being with Blaine. “What happened? We were supposed to be meeting for coffee, why are you with Jesse? And why are you holding hands with him?” He asked his eyes fixed on the joined hands, his confusion deepening. Blaine looked at Jesse, his eyes full of love, much more love than Blaine’s eyes ever showed Kurt. Kurt didn’t even think it was possible.
“Well Kurt, Jesse and I, we’re in love,” Blaine said simply. Kurt felt like his heart was being physically ripped from his chest and someone had stepped on it, the love of his life in love with his worst enemy, the man who made his life hell. He quickly started shaking his head, his eyes filling with tears. Jesse smirked at Kurt before grabbing Blaine and kissing him, what made it worse was Blaine kissed him back.
Blaine’s smile dropped from his face completely when he saw how Kurt’s face looked as he dreamed, it hurt him to see Kurt wearing a face so sad like that. He sat up and switched their positions; Kurt now snuggled up against Blaine as he stroked his arms and kissed the top of his head. “It’s okay, it’s okay, I’ve got you, everything’s okay….”
Kurt couldn’t believe what he was seeing, the tears poured out, he didn’t even try and stop them. He didn’t know that they came out in real life too. Kurt’s head kept shaking and tears kept falling as he watched the two, he felt sick. He turned to walk away and tripped off the side of the road onto his butt, Blaine and Jesse’s kiss was broken as they turned to laugh at him. He cried even harder as he got up off the road and ran away from the love of his life and the man who ruined his life. He ran as far away as he could leaning against a building to catch his breath as he slid down it pulling his knees to his chest crying so hard.
Blaine’s heart broke a bit as Kurt started crying, tears spilling out of his closed eyes. “Shhhh, shh it’s okay, it’s okay I’m here, I’ve got you, you’re okay, everything’s fine… ” Kurt didn’t stop crying and started shaking, sending Blaine into a small panic. “Kurt, Kurt babe wake up, Kurt please wake up, it’s okay I’ve got you, you’re okay, just please wake up, please.”
Kurt was crying vigorously, he couldn’t stop and it made him start shaking. The one person who loved him, that wasn’t family, had fallen in love with someone else and not just anyone else. The person who viciously attacked him and terrorized him. He looked up and opened his eyes, everyone walking past him were talking to him, it ranged from. “He never loved you”, “Jesse and Blaine forever”, “he loves Jesse way more than he ever cared about you”, “he hates you”, “you didn’t deserve him”. Kurt had never felt more alone than right at that moment, he didn’t think it was possible for things to get worse until he looked in the puddle next to him. There in the puddle was Blaine’s face and he was talking to him, saying all the stuff that the people walking past said only it hurt more, it meant more and there was a lot more that was said. Kurt couldn’t see through his tears or hear over his sobs, he just wanted Blaine but he couldn’t have him.
Kurt started sobbing in his sleep, making Blaine’s panic increase even more. “Kurt… Kurt Kurt please wake up, Kurt please, wake up. I’m right here, I’m here, you’re okay, I’m here, I’ve got you, everything’s okay, I’ve got you, you’re fine, please please wake up. I’ve got you, you’re safe, I’m here, you’re alright, everything’s fine, you’re fine, I’m right here, babe please wake up.”
Kurt honestly didn’t think that this nightmare could get any worse but he was so wrong, he heard a voice and looked up. Jesse St James stood there, he had the same vicious look in his eye from when he attacked him. Kurt knew what was coming he just didn’t know why, he jumped to his feet and ran as fast as he could, Jesse running after him. He didn’t know where he was going, he ended up running into an alley, an dead end. He cowered in the corner as the boy caught up with him. Kurt saw Jesse’s fist clench screaming as it came flying towards his face.
Kurt was sobbing, and Blaine couldn’t wake him up. His heart was just in tatters when he heard Kurt make a loud noise in his sleep, almost like a muffled scream. He sat up and held Kurt as close as humanly possible to his chest, stroking his hair with one hand and his back with the other. “It’s okay, wake up babe please wake up, it’s okay, I’ve got you, you’re safe, you’re fine, I’m here, everything’s alright, just please please please wake up….”
Kurt’s eyes shot open, he panted heavily as the tears ran down his face. He realized Blaine was holding him, he clung to Blaine tight sobbing into him. He didn’t know what else to do, he didn’t dare close his eyes when he did he just saw the dream play itself over and over. He was sure that since he was lying on Blaine he had most likely soaked his, was dry, shirt.
Blaine didn’t even care that his once dry shirt was now soaked, all he cared about was waking Kurt up so that the horrible, horrible dream that was doing this to him ended, and now his focus was just on comforting Kurt and trying to calm him down. He wasn’t going to even ask what the dream was about, since he knew that making Kurt remember the dream would be even worse. “Shhhhh, it’s alright, I’ve got you, everything’s fine, I’m right here, I won’t let anything happen to you, you’re safe, everything’s okay, I’m here, it’s okay.”
Blaine’s words were comforting has Kurt held onto him as much as he could, that dream was much, much worse than the Alice dream he had, it was his worst nightmare, losing Blaine. He couldn’t bear it if he lost him, he was the love of his life and he shared more with Blaine than anyone. He cried into Blaine’s chest, his grip on him not even releasing in the slightest, he just needed Blaine and to know he was there and not going anywhere.
Blaine wrapped his arms around Kurt even more, his hand still stroking Kurt’s hair in an effort to calm him down. “It’s okay, it’s okay, shhhhhhh, it’s okay. I’m here, everything’s alright. You’re safe, you’re fine, I’ve got you…” Blaine was repeating himself, but he didn’t really care. “I’m right here, I’m not going anywhere, I’m staying right here until you’re calm, you’re fine, I’ve got you…”
Kurt looked up at Blaine as he carried on trying to comfort him, Blaine said he was there and not going anywhere until he was calm, he didn’t know how long that was going to be and it scared him at the possibility of Blaine going somewhere once he was calm. His tears weren’t calming and his breathing was still heavy, it didn’t help that half of his face was covered by Blaine’s chest, but right now he didn’t care.
Blaine kept on babbling calming phrases, having no clue whatsoever as to if they were working. “I’ve got you, you’re alright, I’m not going anywhere, I’m here, you’re fine, I sound like a broken record but right now I don’t really care about sounding like a broken record…. okay. You’re safe, it’s just us, and I’m not going to or let anyone hurt you. I’m not going anywhere, I promise, I’m staying right here. Shhhhh, it’s alright.”
Kurt started calming down, his crying wasn’t as heavy and his grip on Blaine wasn’t so tight. He knew that Blaine wouldn’t go anywhere, not with him like that, or ever. He released Blaine a little hand moved a hand to his face pulling him down to a deep kiss, his tears making it all salty and gross. He didn’t leave Blaine’s lips as he spoke, feeling the vibrations of his words. “You are mine, you are always going to be mine, i love you, you love me, you won’t leave me i know you won’t.” He strung out before kissing him again, just as deep. When the kiss was done he snuggled against Blaine’s chest.
Blaine was definitely not expecting the deep kiss he received, but he instantly kissed back and held Kurt even closer to him. His eyes opened to look at Kurt as he spoke, he would nod to agree but that would mean taking Kurt’s lips off of his as he spoke, which was the last thing he wanted. He returned the second deep kiss, making his own deeper to show Kurt that his words were true. He spoke only as soon as the kiss ended and Kurt was snuggled up against his chest. “You’re right. I am yours, I am only going to be yours, you love me, I love you, and I won’t leave you. Ever. You’re never going to be able to get rid of me, I’m sticking around foreverrrr.”
Blaine’s words were making him feel so much better, Kurt nodded to show he was listening, the tears were still falling him his eyes. He knew what Blaine was saying was true but the nightmare was just so awful to him, other people may think it was pretty stupid to get so upset over it but Blaine was his world. “You’re never going to be able to get rid of me either, i’m going to be here annoying you forever and ever.”
“Why would I ever even want to get rid of you? No no no no no, you see, I’m keeping you. For good. That’s what this here ring on your finger promises. I’m keeping you, and I’m not going anywhere.” Blaine said with the smallest of smiles, hoping to make Kurt feel better. “And you could never annoy me, only melt me from how overly adorable you are.”
Kurt’s eyes went down to his ring, it was their promise to each other. He knew Blaine would never leave him, the dream just terrified him. “I’m not going anywhere either, i’m staying right with you forever and ever,” He saw the tiny smile on Blaine’s face, he would have smiled back but his lips just couldn’t form it. Inside him, was smiling just a tiny bit from when Blaine spoke. “I really do melt you?”
“Yeah, you really do melt me. Whenever you say those really sweet things to me or just be your natural, adorable self, I just melt into a giant pile of goo.” Blaine let his smile grow a bit more, knowing about how one of them smiled, the other one always did too. He didn’t know if it would work, but he could try.
Kurt was looking up at Blaine and saw his smile grow, his own lips curving up into a tiny smile, that cycle. “You deserve to hear sweet honest things,” He said nestling his head more into Blaine’s chest grateful that he was there, he wouldn’t know what to do if Blaine wasn’t there when he woke. “And i can’t kiss goo.”
“But you can kiss meeeeeeeeeeeee, these lips are all yours and only yours to kid whenever you would like. Actually, this whole Blaine is all yours and only yours.” Blaine said, his smile growing when Kurt’s smile grew ever so slightly.
Kurt’s smile grew a tiny bit more, he loved hearing that Blaine was his, he leaned up and gave him a soft kiss. “And my lips are all yours and only yours too to kiss whenever you like. Like you, the whole of me is yours and only yours.” He still didn’t want to close his eyes, he was afraid to even blink but he had to. They both had been asleep a few hours, he didn’t know how long though since it was too dark to see the clock.
“Good to know.” Blaine teased before pulling Kurt back down to his lips and giving him another kiss. He had no idea what the dream was about, but he guessed that it was about Blaine leaving him, which he could never ever do, and the kiss tried to prove that point. “Like I said earlier, I’m not going anywhere, I’m right here, I’ve got you. And you’ve got me, and you’re the only one who can ever have me.”
When Blaine spoke his words were a real comfort to him, making him feel a lot better. He knew there was no way that Blaine would fall or anyone else, definitely not Jesse, not after what he had done to them, to him. He hugged Blaine tighter, his head nestling more into his chest, right now he just wanted Blaine, to hug him and hold him and just know he was there and not going anywhere. Blaine had already reassured him that he wasn’t going anywhere and Blaine knew there was no way Kurt was going, they both had each other. “And you’re the only one who can everrr have me.”
When Kurt hugged him tighter, Blaine wrapped his arms more around Kurt and held him extremely close, Kurt snuggled up against his chest with his legs bent over Blaine’s so that he was curled up and Blaine could hold him even closer. “I love you, and I know we say it so often because it’s so true, but I’ll say it again. I love you, I love you, I love you, we’re going to get married and you’re going to be Kurt Anderson and we’re going to live happily ever after.”
Kurt’s smile grew more hearing Blaine repeatedly say he loved him and hold him even closer, his tears had now stopped. “I love you soooooooooo much, i do i love you, i love you, i love and will only ever love you. We’re like a fairytale, we meet fall in love, get married and live happily ever after. I love you my Prince Charming.”
“I would repeat your words back to you again, but we can’t both be Prince Charming now can we….. Plus I’m pretty sure Prince Charming is straight, which we are very much not. So…..” Blaine thought for a moment of adjectives. “You can be Prince Adorable or Prince Perfect or Prince Fabulous, and I’ll be….. Um….. Prince Dapper.”
“Prince Dapper, you’re so cute.” Kurt smiled kissing Blaine’s chin, he wasn’t sure which one he would be called, he wasn’t that adorable, yes there were times that he thought he was but Blaine was way more and Blaine was the perfect one, he wasn’t far off though. And yes he was pretty fabulous. He didn’t know.
Blaine’s smile was gigantic when Kurt smiled and kissed his chin, he got a smile out of the boy who was just crying. “There’s that smile. I loooooooove that smile. So, I shall be Prince Dapper, and you can be any of those other three, since they’re all true. Your pick.”
Kurt saw Blaine’s gigantic smile and it made him much happier, his smile grew a little more as Blaine spoke. Blaine had always managed to do that, get him smiling when he was upset, he did it when he was upset on the anniversary of his mothers death and just whenever he was upset. “Yes there is a smile, Prince Dapper created a smile. I think i’ll be Prince Fabulous since i’m not that adorable or perfect.”
“But you aaaaaaare adorable and perfect.” Blaine said, letting his smile grow even more as he gave Kurt’s cheek a kiss. “But I had a feeling you would choose Prince Fabulous. Since you, my dear, are fabulous.”
“But sooo are youuuu, you’re adorable and perfect and very very dapper,” Kurt giggled a little, he moved his cheek so it went more into Blaine’s lips when it was kissed. “I am most fabulous, me fabulous, you dapper”
“Fabulous and dapper. The best parings everrrrr.” Blaine said as he repeatedly kissed Kurt’s cheek, not taking his lips off of it. He knew that the giggle meant Kurt was somewhat better, and the kisses on his cheek would most likely help even more.
“I couldn’t agree more,” Kurt smiled as Blaine repeatedly kissed his cheek. He was feeling a lot better now than he was a few minutes ago. He snuggled more into Blaine, twisting himself a little so his back was against Blaine’s chest, his hands took Blaine’s arms and wrapped them more around him, holding onto Blaine’s hands tight.
Blaine let Kurt reposition himself against him, as long as his fianc�e was comfortable he was happy. “Better?” He asked, talking about the new way Kurt was laying and just him in general. He wrapped his arms around Kurt and held him tightly, going back down to kiss his cheek.
Kurt nodded when Blaine asked him a question, his hands were holding Blaine’s as tightly as he was being held. “Yes thank you.” He leaned his head more against Blaine as his cheek was being kissed. “Sorry if i woke you up.” He said worried that he had woken Blaine with his nightmare.
“No no no you didn’t wake me up. I wa already awake when your nightmare started.” Blaine said, trying to ease any worry Kurt had about waking him up. He stopped kissing Kurt’s cheek and just leaned their heads together, his thumbs stroking the hands that held onto his hands so tightly.
Kurt was relieved to know he didn’t wake Blaine, he would have felt so bad if he did. He wasn’t sure if Blaine understood how he got home, he leaned his head more against Blaine’s as his hands were being stroked. “I wouldn’t be surprised if you were confused,” he started. “Being in the park and now you’re here, in bed, with me.”
“More apologetic than confused…… I’m sooooooooooo sorry that I fell asleep on our date. I honestly didn’t mean to…. I was trying really hard to stay awake. Sorry, it was really rude of me.” Blaine apologized, he felt really bad for falling asleep on Kurt while they were out.
Kurt knew Blaine felt bad for falling asleep and if he didn’t just have that nightmare and Blaine’s comfort, he probably wouldn’t forgive him so easily. “It just would have been nice if you said you were tired and i could have driven us back, which i did. I had to carry you to the car, i fell over, i carried you into the house and up the stairs. I changed your clothes from the damp ones, they would have been soaking if you weren’t wearing my jacket and the blankets. I tucked you in and made sure you were warm. You are one very lucky man Blaine Anderson, if i hadn’t just had that nightmare i wouldn’t forgive you this easily.”
Blaine’s feeling of guilt didn’t even slightly decrease, in fact it went up after hearing what happened to Kurt. “I’m sorry….. You could’ve just woken me up and not have to go through all that…. Sorry.” He apologized again, undertanding now that the dampness he had felt was from rain.
Kurt laughed a little. “I did try, you were dead to the world.” Blaine must have been really tired, Kurt tried waking him but he just wouldn’t wake, there wasn’t a lot he could have done. “I would have let us stay out all night but it started raining and it got heavy and i almost fell down the stairs trying to carry you up.”
Blaine slightly remembered the feeling of being carried, but he didn’t exactly know when. “I’m sorry…. You could’ve just left me on the couch and not carry me upstairs. I don’t want you hurt. I’m sorry.”
“I know you’re sorry, i know. I couldn’t have left you on the couch, when i had to push you off me in the park you were looking for me in your sleep. There was no way you would have stayed there without me and i wouldn’t have been able to stay anywhere without you, i most likely would have slept on the floor beside you holding your hand. But i wanted you as comfortable, warm and dry as possible, the bedroom was the best place for that.” Kurt knew he was sorry and he knew how bad he felt, he just wanted Blaine to know what he had happened while he was sleeping.
Blaine smiled a bit at the mention that he had been looking for Kurt in his sleep, it sounded like something his subconsiousness would have him do. “I looked for you in my sleep? That’s not surprising…. Like you said, I wouldn’t want to sleep without you. I guess I should stop apologizing and start thanking you for making sure I was alright, so, thank you Kurt.”
Kurt smiled a bit too when he was thanked. “You’re welcome Blaine. And yes you did look for me, you were feeling around the blanket when i moved so i could try and drag it but that didn’t go so well, i fell and got all muddy. Don’t worry i took off the muddy pants before i got into the car so i haven’t ruined anything. Of course i was going to make sure you were alright, you’re my number one priority.”
“That sounds like something I would do. Even my subconsiousness doesn’t like to be without you.” Blaine smiled a bit again, but it faded once Kurt said he fell. He didn’t want Kurt hurt or uncomfortable at all. The smile came back slightly when he said he was his main priority. “You’re my main priority too. Always.” “I would have done the same thing, i don’t like sleeping without you. Thats why i would have stayed on the floor by the couch holding your hand, i would hate staying up here in our bed without you.” Kurt smiled turning his head slightly to kiss Blaine’s cheek. “Always, you are warm and well aren’t you? I did try my best to keep you warm and dry, i don’t want you sick again.”